*STORY WARNINGS: LEMONS, SPANKING, AND RAPE.*

Every chapter I will give warnings about what happens in the chapter. So if you see in the warnings spank, lemons, or rape. And you don't want to read it then don't.

So simply don't like don't read.

I didn't stop to look back. I just ran and ran and ran.

A ferocious growl is what I heard when I ran off, a very loud and dangerous growl. Then a loud commotion. I still didn't bother to look back.

I didn't stop, even though I couldn't breathe. As I ran passed people on the street they yelled at me for getting in their way. All I could think was, how did this happen? How could this happen to me? I never did anything bad. I'm not even that attractive, who would want me?

I would never be safe again. But, I had to be free, I just had to be. I had my whole life ahead of me. I wanted to graduate, go to college, and get an amazing job. Then get married, have a few kids, and live happily ever after. As cheesy as it sounds that is what I want, that is what I've always dreamed about. I didn't want to be a vampire, I didn't want to be owned, and I for sure as hell didn't want to be forced to have sex and babies all the time. What type of life is that?

Soon I was wheezing and had no choice but to stop. I fell to the ground on my hands and knees. My knees scraped against the ground and I felt the gravel dig into my palms. At this point I didn't care. I picked my hands up and put them in my lap, while I hunched over sobbing.

"Excuse me ma'am do you want a ride?" I jumped at the sound of another voice. Looking to my side I saw a middle aged man, maybe forty, sitting in the drivers seat of a taxicab with concern etched on his face.

"No thank you, it's okay I live all the way in Forks." I rasped out.

"No problem, I don't mind the drive." He replied.

It was against my better judgment, but all I knew was I had to get out of Port Angeles. I had to get away from that vampire. The sky let out a thundering roar and it looked like it was going to rain. So I took a deep breath, picked myself up off the ground, and rushed into the back seat.

As soon as I got in the car he drove off and headed onto the main road. I curled myself into a ball in the back seat, tears quietly stream down my face. I blocked everything out, the pain, the fear. At this moment in time I couldn't deal with what just happened.

"Ma'am, we are entering forks." The man said.

The care ride seemed to go by so quick, I wasn't even aware how long we were in the car. It must have been at least a half hour.

"Oh ummm you can just drop me off here, it's not a long walk" I said as we passed the Forks sign.

"Are you sure, I don't mind?"

"No it's really okay" I say quietly and reached into my pocket for money. "How much do I owe you?"

"Don't worry it's on me." He replied.

"No I insist." I rushed out.

"You seemed to have a rough night and sometimes people need someone to look out for them" He said looking back at me.

"Ummm thank you." I murmured, then whispered, "Thank you so much."

I got out of the car and watched as the nice man drove off. He waved to me and I waved back. Shoving my hands in my pocket I started walking down the road. It would only take a few minutes to get home and for the first time today I had hope. Hope that at home I would be safe. So again for the billionth time, I ran. Never in my life have I moved this much.

After a few minutes I saw my street and continued to run till I was at my front door. I ripped the house key out of my pocket and shoved it in the keyhole. Then twisted till the door clicked. I opened the door and rushed inside to find my father sitting on the couch watching tv, probably some sports team.

"Daddy." I gasped out as I stood in the doorway of the living room

He looked up and saw me standing there, all sweaty and wide eyed. His expression quickly morphed into concern. He jumped off the couch and moved towards me.

"Bella? What's wrong?" He asked as he reached me. When I didn't answer he hugged me as I sobbed.

"I'm so so sorry. It happened so fast. I don't. I don't want this. You have to save me. You have to. Don't let him get me." I blubbered out as my eyes glazed over with tears.

"What Bella whose after you? What happened?" He stuttered out as he took my head between his hands.

"It all happened so fast... I... I couldn't stop it." I felt like someone was choking me.

"Common sit down." He pulled me toward the couch, then sat me down as I continued to sob.

"Okay Bella deep breathes, talk to me." He tried to calm me, "Start from the beginning."

"I went to Port Angeles with Angela and Jess and I told them to leave, cause I still had to go to the bookstore, then the car wouldn't start." I said then screamed the last sentence through my teeth, "It wouldn't fucking start."

"Okay Bella, okay. The car wouldn't start then what happened?" He said as he stroked my hair.

"I tried to call you but you didn't answer so I started to walk to a bus station, but I saw one of those vampires-" I felt him stiffen his body beside me, "so I ran off but I went in the wrong direction." That's when I started shaking uncontrollably.

"It's okay Bella, it's okay. What ever happened it will all be okay." He held me tighter.

"No it won't." I said shaking my head, "Nothing will ever be okay again."

He grabbed ahold of my shoulders and forced me to look at him. "Why Bella? Why won't it be okay?"

"Because..."

"Because what?" He shook my gently.

Then I said it. For the first time I finally said it.

"Because I'm mated to a vampire."