*STORY WARNINGS: LEMONS, SPANKING, AND RAPE.*

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Chapter Warnings: Lemons

Oh god.

I was having the most amazing dream.

I was lying on a beautifully soft bed. My head was thrown back and my eyes were closed tightly, and I was moaning and gasping like no tomorrow.

I didn't know exactly where I was but all I knew was my legs were wide open and someone's tongue was going to town on me.

It was amazing. They alternated between moving their tongue to carefully sucking on my clit gently.

I felt as my arousal poured out of me that they were taking everything I was giving.

What was weird was I never had a dream like this before. Never had I wanted something so much. And why did it seem so real. So freakishly real.

I opened my eyes and slowly lifted my head and what I saw was someone with red hair in between my legs and two pale white hands grasping my thighs.

It was real. And he was the one doing it.

When he felt me awaken, he raised his green eyes to look mischievously into mine as he took one long swipe of my pussy.

When I unwillingly let out a moan he smirked against me and went back to his very pleasurable ministrations.

This was all very different. The night we met was the worst night of my life and the most horrific experience I ever had, and now I couldn't fight the pleasure at all.

He dipped his tongue into me again and expertly moved his tongue as deep as it could go.

A finger started to circle my clit after he reached his hand around my thighs and it caused a shock to go through me.

With one last swipe to my pussy I came. Screaming as the pleasure of my release flashed through.

He moaned as he slowly licked me clean, making sure to take every drop.

"Tastes so good." He said against me.

When he was done, he crawled up my body and pressed his lips to mine opening my mouth and forcing me to taste myself.

I took a breath of air and he was able to stick his tongue in farther.

He held my side with one hand while the other one reached down and tore off whatever pants he was wearing.

He spread my legs and quickly positioned himself before slowly thrusting in.

It hurt but he didn't move for a while, giving me time to adjust.

When he sensed I was ready he slowly moved inside me, very slowly.

He placed his forehead against mine and laid a gentle kiss on my face every once in a while.

I was moaning as he continually grunted.

He kept his agonizingly slow pace and I whined in frustration.

"Shhh baby girl. Shhh," he whispered. "We are going slow this time."

I tried to speed it up by thrusting back but he growled warningly at me causing me to stop.

"Good girl." He whispered.

I knew it would take longer to get my release and I was whimpering in frustration.

"You're so beautiful, so so beautiful." He whispered against my forehead, "Beautiful and all mine."

I tried to avoid him talking but it was kinda sweet in a fucked up I'm being forced into this fucked up mating scenario sort of way.

My orgasm finally starts and my moans got louder as he finally allowed me my overdue release .

"Oh yes baby girl. Yes. Such a good girl." He moaned as he started to cum as well.

Our orgasms hit at the same time. I through my head back and he roared.

He stayed in me for a while and pressed his lips to my forehead.

"I love you." He whispered, "but next time we make love you are to yell out my name."

He said in quietly but I knew it was an order.

He kissed me deeply before pulling out and walking into the bathroom.

I looked at him as he walked away and saw his ass. Oh god his amazing ass. His beautifully amazing ass.

No Bella. No.

I saw him come back and looked away not wanting to see a certain other area of him.

I felt him reach in between my parted legs and wipe my sore pussy with a warm cloth.

My eyes met his and before I could speak he said, "I'm just cleaning you, baby girl."

Well it is official, I guess my unwanted term of endearment was baby girl.

I looked at the ceiling with my hands by my head as I and heard him walk off.

I started having a mental crisis. Why did I just enjoy that so much? Why did I participate? What happened to me?

I quickly found myself in his lap while he held me to him and started to pur.

"It's okay it's only natural. Your body craves me now. Don't fight it just let it happen. I promise to take care of you. I will make sure you get your release all the time. When I pleasure you all your doubt and all your worries don't exist," he soothed. "All you feel is me. Your need for me and my love for you."

Tears ran down my face when I realized he was right, the only pain I had was now that it was over, during I only felt bliss.

"There is so much I know I haven't told you, but in time all your questions will be answered. I know this is a lot to take but don't worry you can have a while. I won't bring you out into the world till your transition is completely done. He tucked my head under his head and rocked me back and forth.

We sat there for a while but when I felt him get hard again I squeaked. I think he understood that I couldn't go again so he peeled the covers off the bed and put me under them.

He walked to the book case, naked might I add, and looked at it's content.

"Would you like to watch something?"

I looked around and saw no tv so I looked back at him in confusion.

He laughed and replied, "It comes up from the floor."

I blinked and he was across the room picking something up off one of the dressers or desks. I still didn't know what all the furniture was.

With a click of a button a wooden block came up from the floor in front of the bed.

My mouth dropped open as panels moved aside to reveal a flat screen tv and I was pretty sure there was multiple systems sticking out.

He was back at the book case and asked, "What would you like to watch?"

I shrugged, "Maybe cable"

"I think we should watch a movie." He said.

"But I want to watch something on tv." I argued.

"That would not be a good idea."

"Why?" I pushed.

"Let's watch a movie." He looked at the bookcase and scanned the titles.

"I don't want to watch a movie." I replied.

He turned and glared at me, "Isabella, I said we are watching a movie, so we are watching a movie."

I stood and wrapped the sheet around myself and walked towards him.

My face went cold and I sized him up the best I could. God he was tall.

"I. Said. I. Don't. Want. To." I hissed.

"Isabella I am your mate." He said warningly.

"And you're a Jackass." I replied.

"Excuse me?" His eyes opened in shock.

"You heard me."

"Isabella! I am your-"

"Mate. I fucking heard you the first time." I yelled.

If he wasn't shocked before he was full on taken back now.

"Speechless jackass?" I shouted in his face as close as I could.

"Are you not as high and mighty as you say you are?"

When he didn't answer I continued, "Well. Well. Well." I backed up, "I guess we got an answer."

I continued to backed up and the truth is, I felt pain. Hurting him was causing me severe pain.

I felt like my heart was being clawed at and my body wanted to throw itself at him and cry in his arms.

I knew I was being a bitch, but I'm scared. I'm starting to feel the pull even though it's only been a few days. I'm scared what this would lead to. What my heart would lead me to.

I'm terrified. But I need to fight back while I still can.

All I want is to go home. I want my dad. My friends. My life back.

But just when I thought I won, he lunged.

Update next Sunday.