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Ally's Pov
There I stood my hand on the door to Austin's room. Once I open this door, nothing will ever be the same between he and I. I had to do it. I had accept the changes. I pushed open the brown door and softly asked;
"Austin?"
"Hmph?" he softly mumbled with his eyes closed
His head was wrapped in a white bandage, his leg was wrapped in a tight bandage too as well as a small part of his neck. He looked so helpless, so alone. None of his family had even come yet.
I don't think he knows I'm here, maybe I can sneak into one of these chairs…
I tip toed besides his bed and sat on one of the green upholstered-wood chair quietly and took a deep breath.
"Austin?" I asked softly, again
Nothing…
This was my chance to say everything I was feeling, so I dove at the opportunity;
"Austin…" I breathed "I think I'm going insane…" I paused and laughed a little at the fact I'm trying to lighten the mood when I'm the only one listening "I don't want to be with Ryan… I think he just found me at a bad time. I'm not sure why I overreacted so much… you know… about the weird thing…"I didn't know how to say it "I think… I think it was because it came from you"
I took another breath as tears started to trickled down my cheeks;
"I put you on this pedestal… I thought you were perfect. I used to not even believe I could love a boy before you" I couldn't believe I was admitting this, it was the first time I had ever said it out loud "when I was little, I saw my dad crying about my mom and at that point… I just couldn't believe in love anymore… so I told myself I would swear it off forever" I couldn't believe I was doing this, confessing my deepest emotions to nobody but, I couldn't help but feel like Austin could hear me… somehow
"You know, I was working on a song… When you're… better… I'll play it for you"
I thought about how easier it would be to just sing it now, with nobody around. So I pulled my book out of my purse at my phone with the recording of the background music;
"When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
But darlin'
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
Ooh Ooh...
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing"
By now, the tears were back because I knew I didn't even hear me. But then, when all my hope was lost, I heard the most beautiful sound;
"Ally?"