Chapter 4 finally!

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2 days have passed. But I'm still not going. I didn't realize pretending to be sick would work. I saw that they left but I have to stay in my room all day long.

Garu's POV

Ugh, I'm exhausted. I spent 8 hours with Ching and Abyo. All we did was go to a movie, go shopping, and train. Pucca wasn't there, she was sick.

Pucca.

Her name went through my head. I changed into my pajamas, brushed my teeth, and climbed into bed. I needed to know why Pucca just suddenly gave up. She's not the girl to ever give up, no matter what. Even when I run away, if she breathless, she still runs after me. But why does she choose me? Why choose the guy who is the busiest out of all guys? Why my, I don't talk, I barley go to see my friends, I live by myself with no neighbors, but I live with a cat. I had to admit, some guys in Sooga were better than me.

I always see guys flirting with Pucca, and to be honest I get a little mad. But I never got in there and said Pucca was my girlfriend like Abyo did. I get jealous when guys do that, but Pucca freaks out and attacks when a girl flirts with me. I just deny them, while Pucca's heart is locked on me. At least not anymore. It would be weird if we're friends, but it would be the best way to keep our relation.

Since I'm free, more girls will flirt with me. But don't they get the message? If I don't have time for Pucca, they really think that I will have time for them? Really? And that means more guys will be flirting with Pucca more than ever. But I know she would deny it also, I can tell she's not ready. I haven't seen her for days. She probably doesn't want to see me; I don't know what I did.

She started the hatred. She always tackles me and showers me in kisses, why do people think that's cute? I call it torture! I can hardly breathe; I can seriously faint if she keeps doing that! Why were we Sooga's cutest couple? We're different. Completely. And why won't she get the message that I have no time for her? But why does she never give me my chance?

The choice always has to be chosen by her. When I'm in a battle with Tobe or other ninjas, she either comes in and does it for me, or interrupts it and kisses me. I can't stand it. Why does she always have to have it with her way? When I even smile at a girl, Pucca seriously KILLS them! That girl just wants me to herself. But why? Why does she care for me that much? What made me so special to her? I thought she would be afraid of me or something. I do fight a lot and injure a lot of people and I carry my sword with me at all times.

Some girls get scared when I pull my sword out, but Pucca isn't afraid of anything. She's really strong. She can fight anyone in this village and take the down. Heck, she can even beat me. But why isn't she taking this strong? How come she's depressed and miserable about her giving up? To be honest, I feel great about the decision. I've been getting a lot more training done and I've became stronger and faster.

Now that I realize it, Pucca probably hates me now, that's why she doesn't come downstairs or talk to me. When we 3 hung out, she was sick. But why was she sick? Or, did she pretend to be sick? Just to get out of being with me? Ching told me she didn't want to go on the original day, but how come when the day comes, she gets sick? Exactly. She was faking. She didn't want to be with me. Every time we 3 gather up Pucca isn't there.

And when I said I didn't care that Pucca gave up on me, I was just mad. Because I knew Pucca didn't want to be there with me. So, then, I didn't want to be with her. I just shook my head when Ching asked those questions. I wasn't thinking; I was just mad. Why? Because I'm selfish. I'm selfish to not care what Pucca is feeling right now. At this very moment, she could be crying in her room thinking about all the times I broke her heart.

And I realized, I did break her heart many times, and I never cared for the tears that she had in her eyes. And it was because I was selfish.

I never really liked being around her. I always lose my smile when I'm with her. Even for pictures, I don't even smile when I'm next to her. She has a frown when she's not next to me, but she has a big grin when I near her. I'm so selfish.

I never really did care for her. Like when she chases me, I admit, it gets me angry a lot. And I don't deserve a girl who has always in a happy mood, with a cheerful smile when I was always bitter. But I admit, ingoring her and hating her? How can I treat her like that? I'm so selfish.

Also the time she was crying after the whole mess with Ring Ring. I gave her flowers so she would stop crying? Why? 'Cause I can't stand girls that cry, even girls like Pucca. I think she deserved more than just flowers after what happened. The Garucca haters would just say I did it for honor. But to be honest, I did because I don't like seeing girls that cry. But then why did Pucca accept it? It was such a little thing. If a guy done it to a girl, I don't think they would accept it 'cause it was such a small offer. But I guess Pucca accepted it because I never do anything for her, giving her flowers was huge for her because she's used to me treating her badly. And that time she was crying because she thought no one cared for her birthday, once again, I was stubborn. She was crying hard, sobbing. And there was a LOT of tears O_O but she was right in front of me, I wanted to confront her but I couldn't. I did try twice though. I walked near her but she ran away, the second time she cried even harder seeing me. I couldn't do anything. A real guy would do it many times, no matter how many times they're rejected. I'm so selfish.

And I realized that she never gotten a kiss from me. Usually when she kissed me, my lips were sealed, I never kissed back. And on her birthday, I blew to her a kiss to cheer he up. But it's not like it was a real kiss. But once again. She accepted it because it was the only thing I could offer. Like a real man, they would straight up kiss her. But I was so selfish not to.

Never liked being around her Selfish

Never cared for her Selfish

Never comfort her when she's crying Selfish

And I never gave her a real kiss Selfish

I was selfish. I never realized it though. I needed to apologize to her. I needed to be better; I needed to save more time for her. But I need to do it quickly. If I wait too long, she'll find someone else. Gosh, I see why she hates me so much right now.

Wait…

If she hates me right now, then she would probably fall for someone I hate..

*gasp*

Oh no, she would do I know she would do it. Right when I wake up tomorrow, I'm going to go apologize, maybe even Tobe would give himself to her.

Will Tobe take Pucca?

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