Chapter 16
A/N
I decided that since this is the last chapter I will torture with needing to first read this note than the chapter (yay). Well, I have lately been losing a hell lot of motivation lately, so sorry if this is late. Reviews!
Akay1kay:
Can't wait for next chapter!
I can't wait to finish it
America96
Ahhhh no Spain killings bad! bad bad bad! Ahhhhhhhhhhh...i havent been able to get on the computer for a few days so i read 14 and 15 together. Brehhh Lovi, your no fun! Im gonna move on to Spain! Spain, spain...would you please attack Lovi with Kisses?! lottsa kisses, oh oh and you have to put lipstick on so we can see where you kissed him
Spain: But I just did that five minutes ago…
Lovino: And I kneed him in the crotch
Me: And I got it on tape
Lovino: *glares*
Me: And I will go to the next review…
Skribble-scrabble
I suck at continuously reviewing and for that I apologize *bows head in shame*
Oh don't worry, I suck at it too!
Anyway on with the chapter review Yay they saved Feli, and all is good but why do i get the feeling that the person Toni killed wasn't the real Jackson, or is this me and my crazy imagination?
Oh, you're not crazy, I just really sucked in that scene
No no no no please don't make the last chapter sad! Give them a happy ending, THEY DESERVE IT DAMNIT! *Shakes fist* I don't want to burst into tears and have my family stare at me like i'm crazy... even though they already do, but still!
Same here, my sister says that if I keep on crying to the computer screen people are going to think that I'm crazy ^-^ But the real joke is on her, people already think I'm crazy
Still looking forward to the next chapter and a hopefully happy ending, even though something tells me it won't be.
I'm so sorry, but from the first moment I started writing this I made a mental promise to myself that I would try to make my readers cry, but I suck in emotional scenes, so maybe you won't cry "^^
Anyway, I am getting ideas for my next fanfic, I will leave a preview in the bottom so if you like it you can keep in eye for it. I think I'll call it "The Identical Demon"
To the story!
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Antonio left the twins outside the building telling them both he had to go do something back in his apartment. Lovino left running towards his car and left driving even more carelessly than usual. It was all a blur. Somehow, their grandfather found out about Antonio and Lovino. Jackson might have been careless about the fight, but he made sure to torture them both after his death. Lovino was forbidden to see Toni while the Spanish teacher was on the lookout by the authorities for being involved with a student. Later on he found out Jackson sent an e-mail to his grandfather telling him about his love. Lovino couldn't help but to become curious and investigated about Jackson. It made a little sense once he did so. Jackson's father was a teacher who was also involved with a student. The only difference was that the man was still in the gang and to torture the man they killed her after she had Jackson.
At school everyone kept on looking at him in a strange way, silently judging him for something no one would ever understand. Each day in the news, when he found out Antonio was still not found he could hear himself sigh in relief. He missed him eternally though; each day wanting him, craving him as his emerald eyes haunted him at night. He lay in his bed as usual for the last week. Locked in his room, he was oblivious to the knock of the front door until he heard laughs from behind the door. Curiosity won over him as he slowly opened the door unlocking his mental depression cage.
Feliciano seemed to be hugging a familiar man and woman while his grandfather seemed equally as happy. His parents. They were here for a clear reason Lovino was already aware of from the day his parents called from out of the blue a few hours after the news let the world know about his love life. He closed the door rapidly and cursed at himself for the loud noise it made. He jumped out the window to the tree he used to leave his home so many times. It was surprising how useful that tree was. He got to his feet but as soon as he came towards the corner his father stood there as if waiting for him. He cursed the intelligence of his father and he knowing Lovino wasn't going to bew comfortable speaking with him.
"Lovino, aren't you going to say hello?"
"I would if I wasn't trying to avoid that."
His father's laugh broke free making every ounce in the teen hate the man's gut. An awkward silence broke free for a couple of minutes. Nothing but the breeze of the sunny day spoke between the father and son.
"I guess you figure that I already know about you and, err, that man."
"He has a fucking name, you know."
"Lovino! Speak to me with respect; don't use that type language."
"Who are you to tell me what to do? You were gone for god knows how many motherfucking years, you bastardo!
"Lovino! I will not tolerate this kind of disrespect, especially from my son!"
"Good, because you don't have to! You already have your darling Feliciano, why do you need me? As much as you will always try to turn me into my fratello, I will never be like him."
His father looked shocked at the statement for some reason. Taking this to his advantage, he left running ignoring the people calling his name.
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Tears formed in Lovino's eyes. He was in side of the apartment building that his love used to live in. He desperately wished for Toni's breath against his neck, the taste of his mouth, the emerald eyes looking at him. Tears strolling down his cheeks were proof of the self-torture from his memories. The quiet night was soon broken by footsteps at his right. His emerald eyes were sad, but still had the ability to bright through the darkness of the everlasting night. They both stood there frozen not capable of believing who they were seeing. Lovino stood up and ran to hug him. Antonio digged his face on the teen's neck making his tears runs down his back. Lovino parted from him to kiss his lips continually. He digged his hands inside his coat until he felt something like a cylinder in his inside pockets.
Curious, he parted from his love and saw that the cylinders were actually bottles filled with pills. How he got it? He didn't know. He turned a worried glance up to Antonio who avoided his gaze.
"What the hell were you going to do with these?"
"Lovino…"
"W-Why? Please don't leave me."
"Lovino, you don't understand, you can't be with me. Ever. And I can't live in a world where I can't have you, it would kill me one way or another, I prefer this
way."
Lovino brushed his hand against his love's cheek making him glance at him. Tears rolled down his cheeks.
"I'm not ready to say goodbye to you yet. But, if you are going to do this, I'm doing it with you."
"What? No, Lovino, you can't, you are barely starting your life-"
"Which will be nothing but torture without you."
Lovino slid down on the wall placing a handful of pills in his hand. Antonio sat next to him taking another handful on his hand. He looked at Lovino's eyes
deeply.
"Are you ready?"
Many people won't understand.
"Wait."
Lovino sat down on Antonio's lap setting his head on his chest listening to his heartbeat. Antonio brought his legs closer holding Lovino close to him hugging
him.
"There."
Many people won't understand. This world is filled with fictional happy endings.
"I love you, Antonio."
To have a happy ending you must fight for it.
"I love you, Lovino."
It requires sacrifices.
They both swallowed the pills.
And many won't understand that Lovino's happy ending was this.
Lovino kissed his love making sure that was his last living action.
His happy ending was to sleep for the rest of eternity with the love of his life below him while listening to their heartbeats slowly stop ending his life exactly how he wanted it to end.
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End
A/N
*sigh* I gave them a happy ending, you just have to see it in the correct way. Anyway, preview for my next fanfic:
"Let us the hell go!"
"We have to break every trust there is in between every country."
"Weird, I actually thought you'd be the last to fall, but you will be the first as the matter of things."
"You're not Italy, da?"
"Am I actually falling for my own brother?"
"I am awfully curious to see how your blood would look in the bed sheets."
"YOU ARE NOT LOVINO!"
"No I'm not, but I am Romano."
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Yeah, I suck at only using one idea, so if you don't see a couple of the sentences in the fanfic, don't hate me =^=
Well, I hope you like this story, I'm sorry for any mistakes, and goodbye. Special thanks for Trappedinmyself1 for editing what she could of chapter 14, and for all my reviewers who let me know about my mistakes and complimenting the story. You are all beautiful people and I wish nothing but the best in life for you. This will be the last goodbye in this story,
Adios.