I know, It's been a while since I've updated but school is a headache I have to worry about keeping my grades up and things like that. I hate my school like nobody understands it. There is so much drama there and the teachers suck! I only like one teacher at my school. That's a shame. But any way here's a new chapter! :)

And I also figured out that I spell Alison different every time it's either Alison or Allison and i don't know why I do that. And in the story i changed their ages also.

Carly

It felt so good to be home, I missed my room the smell and feel of my bed and the way it felt to just sit in my room. Most of all I missed Spencer, Sam and Freddie and even Gibby a little but it's not like I was gone long, just for like a week, maybe I'm just to attached to my home that I can't be gone for long, I have to get over that I'm 16 about to be 17 (a/n: Yeah, I know at the beginning of the story I said she and Sam were 17 and that Freddie was 18 well I'm changing that, they are all 16.) I can't be at home forever.

Anyway, I just can't believe what took place at the hotel in California I never thought in a million years that I would physically fight with Alison like, that's not okay at all. I haven't spoken to her since we got back and I think I just need to let her breath and let myself breath. I really think that Alison has some issues but she won't tell me anything about her. It's not fair I tell her everything about me and she can't tell me things about her it's frustrating, I can't take it sometimes. Why can't she just trust me like I trust her?

I hear a knock at my bedroom door. "Come in!" I yelled.

It's Sam and Freddie. "Hey Carly I missed you so much!" Sam yelled I run and hug her. "I missed you too."

"I missed you also." Freddie said. I let go of Sam and hugged Freddie.

"OMG! What happened while I was gone?" I asked while going to sit on the bed.

"Umm, nothing much it was the same ol' Seattle. What about you? What happen? Where did you go?" Sam said.

"Well, Alison and I went to California and it is so beautiful there."

"No way! I always wanted to go there!" Freddie said. "Me too!" Sam said.

"Maybe one day I'll take you there baby." Freddie said. "Aww, can't wait." Sam said and kissed him. I smiled. Sam and Freddie are so cute. I wish I had a relationship like theirs, I feel like I can have that type of relationship with Alison but if we can't be honest with each other and trust each other and have patience, and with her I really need to have a LOT of patience I already know that.

"So, what happen while you were there?" Freddie asked putting an arm around Sam.

"Well, we ended up going to a gay/lesbian club, those clubs are so fun, there were so many energetic nice people!"

"Wait, don't you need to be 21 to get in to those clubs? Carly Shay did you use a fake I.D?" Sam said sounding surprise and happy.

"Yes, I did. Happy?" I said.

"Hell yeah! First, you run away, then you use a fake I.D? I've never been so proud." She said smiling while giving me a hug. "I like Alison she's bring the bad out of you!"

"Sam you're crazy. But anyway we had a couple of drinks, and obviously Ally drank a little more then I did and got a lot more wasted then me."

"Something bad happen, right?" Freddie asked.

"Yupp." I said popping the 'P'.

"Oh God, what?" Sam said.

"I went to the bathroom, and I walk back out and I see Ally sitting next to another girl and she was kissing the girls neck and they were all over each other." I said. Sam and Freddie are just sitting there in shock.

"Are you for real?" Sam said.

'Yes, but in the bathroom I saw a girl and we started talking but it wasn't like that kind of talking it was just like talking like friends or whatever she lives in Seattle also, so I got her number to just talk to her and stuff. I was pissed of at Allison but then I felt like I had no reason to talk because of that whole thing."

"But at the same time you should have been really mad at her because you weren't kissing on the girl's neck or flirting with her or anything." Sam said

"I know, but I forgave her because she was really drunk."

"Yeah, but that's no excuse Carly." Freddie said.

"I know that. But I forgave her and we ended up doing something anyway." I said.

"What?" Sam said.

And I just gave her a Look.

"Oh." She said like she finally got it.

"But that's not the worse of it."

"Oh, no. there's more?"

"Yes. And you won't believe it. Me and Ally got into a physical fight the next day."

"WHAT?" They said at the same time.

"That's crazy. So what are you going to do now? Are you guys still together or what?" Sam asked.

"I don't know. I guess I'm just giving her room to breath. She won't even tell why she acted like that she just flipped out on me over the littlest thing it was crazy."

"So, what started it?" Freddie asked.

"Honestly, I really don't know what I did wrong. Her dad sent her an email saying that he might be able to accept her, so she went to call him. I don't know what was said because. She went into the bathroom and when came back I was like ' we should go back' and stuff and she was like don't tell me what to do and flipped out on me slammed me against the was and slapped me I did all these things back of course but I mean I was so got off guard."

"There must be something seriously wrong with her. I mean she shouldn't have done that." Freddie said.

"I know. But she won't tell me anything it like she doesn't trust me is aggravating! Like in the car I tried to talk about what happen and all she did was shut me out I don't know what to do anymore."

"You need to do what you feel is right." Freddie said.

"I know"

My phone rang. It's Alison.

I pressed Ignore.

I Hope you liked it ! :) Reveiw please !

Oh! And I might change my name! So give me suggestions, please?