Heeeeey guuuuuys. Sorry for the delay. Besides, internet problems it's our exam too. I had to pass a lot of drawings which really took hours to do... in fact I didn't sleep for two nights and only had naps for short hours. God. It was hard D: But now, I'm recharged and ready to continue this thing. Hope our internet cooperates. Hahaha.
By the way, as I've said before, there'll be mentions of other pairs. One of whom is obviously GamTav which is my second favorite. Heeheehee. :o)
I have reviewed some stuffs about the characters by re-reading some pages in homestuck and Sollux does curse quite a lot. :)
The sound of the spoon clinking against the floor filled the quiet room. Karkat looked at me with eyebrows narrowed and eyes full of confusion. His face was also slightly touched by that pink color
"What did you say?"
I swallowed and cleared my throat. "Uhhh... Wh...no...ing..."
"You shitsponge. I can't hear your mumbling." He glared at me.
"Jeez, KK. I said it's nothing!" I rolled my eyes and ran to my room. Damn, that was uncool. But I'm pretty sure my face was glowing like red hot chili, which is more uncool. I slammed the door and sat on my bed. Knees curled up and my blue and red eyes staring at the wall.
"What the fuck came out your mouth Sollux?" I asked myself. "You're adorable. What's that? Kk isn't some adorable girl... Well, he is adorable. Damn. I can't believe boys can be that cute. " I closed my eyes and filled my brain with my grumpy bestfriend.
Ugh.
"His height, the way his brown eyes shine, his messy hair, his attitude, his small body, the nape of his neck..." This is getting a bit far, but for some stupid reasons, I didn't stop. "...his soft and smooth skin... " I made a low buzzing sound and opened my eyes. I stood up, slapping my forehead because of those thoughts. "There's no way I'm in love with him. It's just lust." I walked to the door but then slammed it close again because something felt weird. And I was fucking right. It was there. It was obvious.
There was a... boner
Goddamn you, you stupid dick. Oh my god. Thank goodness I'm at my room.
Well, shit needs to be taken care of.
No! I am not fixing it by thinking about Karkat. That's too stupid. But nothing comes into my mind except him. This is really getting onto my nerves. Now I am divided between taking care of this or staying at my room until it has calmed.
...
...
...
Fuck this shit.
I sat on the floor, my back leaning on the wall then I unbuttoned my pants, freeing the hard shaft covered in pre cum. I stroked it for a couple of times then pressed the tip with my thumb. Crap, I was wet. I threw my head back and made sounds I don't even want to hear. But I did it. They came out of my mouth. Those deep moans. Those sounds of pleasure.
As guilty as I am, images of my bestfriend were on my mind. I couldn't avoid it. His face was the only thing my mind can generate.
I continued running my hand around it. Massaging my balls... Harder and faster until I finally felt something was about to come out.
Just a few more hard strokes... It's almost there... It's alm-
GOD FUCKING DAMMIT!
My phone rang and began annoying the shit out of me. I let the first call pass but then it rang again. Ignoring my almost coming dick, I stood up and pulled my pants up. The boner was half gone too. Geez. The phone was still ringing. I picked it up and looked at who the caller was. It was my brother...
"Hey. I applaud you for calling at the worst time possible. You shithead."
"Whoa man. Did I interrupt some quality time?" He chuckled.
"Yeah damn right, you did." I rolled my eyes and I would definitely glare at him but I can't because, well duh, he's just calling me through this fucking gadget. "This better be important, Mituna."
"I dunno Sol, but I just want to tell you that we really miss you and.. umm..."
"Spill it."
"Well, dad wants to visit you." My eyes widened. If it's my dad, then I couldn't possibly disagree.
I sighed.
"I see. When will he be coming?"
"Correction, 'when will WE be coming'?"
"Okay. I don't care if you're coming with him, just tell me when. I'm sleepy."
"Next week."
"Alright. Bye-"
"Wait, Sollux... Ummm"
"Oh my fucking god Mituna, what more do you need to say?"
"Is that how you talk to your older brother?! I just wanted to say good night! Damn. Good night and good bye! See you next week, brother!"
The beep rang through my ear.
Yep, that's how we are. We just shout then walk out or hang up.
After that call with my brother, I found myself, well... my boner, completely gone. I guess I can sleep even if I'm irritated by the fact that I wasn't able to release myself. Yet, it was better because I didn't have to clean. But then again I was annoyed and thoughts of Karkat won't come into my mind anymore without me feeling bad.
I slept the damn thing away. It was a lot more okay this way. It'll be gone the next day.
(o: ... :o)
The light from the television luminated a small portion of the room. Karkat was sitting on the couch in his common position. Knees curled up and all his soul staring at the television.
The creaking sound of the door crept through his ears. "Tavros?" He called.
"Uhhh.. Yeah. Sup man." He raised his hand and sat beside the other guy.
"Ummm... Can I ask you something?" Karkat narrowed his eyebrows and clenched his fists.
"I'm always open." A small smile formed on the corner of his lips. It was the first time Karkat asked him nicely and this is surely a valuable conversation.
"W... Well... shit. You see, Sollux... He... Called me.. err... Adorable... I think." His face was more red than ever.
"What do you want me to do then?" Accidentally, the man kinda sounded a bit rude, but he did not intend to. Karkat glared at him.
"Nothing. I just wanna know what the flying fucking kittens was that"
"I dunno man. Uhhh, well..." Tavros sighed. "I don't want to get your hopes high, but don't take it seriously... I mean, it could mean a lot of things. You know Sollux, he likes pulling a lot of cheap jokes or puns... So yeah. Sorry, I can't really answer you." He looked down. His eyes were half lidded.
"It's alright. We're still best friends tomorrow and the next day, and the next day and all that shit. I know confessing to him won't do any good. He likes beautiful girls, not some foul mouthed, height lacking, tiny crap like me." It was hard to say, but he did. Karkat shut his eyes and hugged the pillow tightly as he bowed his head on it. "I know that shitsponge won't like me."
Tavros was surprised. His mouth was slightly opened and was looking for words. He knew the guy likes Sollux, but he never knew he felt that way... that hopeless.
"Don't... you fucking dare... tell... anyone. Not even that ...honking clown lover of yours." His tone was slightly breaking. His shoulders were shaking and fists were clenched tighter. Yet, he didn't raise his head. Not even an inch.
"Hey dude, are you crying?" He reached his hand and patted Karkat's shoulder.
"No I'm not."
"You are. Oh my god. Stop being a pussy, uhh. I mean..."
"Shut up. I'm fine."
"You-"
"Just leave. I said I'm okay."
Tavros shrugged and did what was said. He went back to his room directly and turned off for the night. It was pretty late anyway... He'll deal with Karkat tomorrow.
Morning came quickly. I woke up pretty early and as expected, the two were still asleep. The happenings yesterday still bugged me but I decided to ignore it and prepared some breakfast instead.
While walking through the living room, something hit the corners of my eyes.
Karkat was sleeping on the couch.
I groaned.
What was he thinking? He was shaking from the cold. His eye bags were darker than before. Did he spend too much time watching those romcoms again? I crossed my arms and rolled my eyes. "I better get you a blanket. You dipshit." And so I did. I went back upstairs and grabbed my blanket.
Karkat and I shared the same room, by the way. I shared my room with Tav at first but then the sex thingy with Gamzee kinda annoyed me so he needed to exchange rooms with the other. I mean, seriously... I always sleep in the living room before because they would always lock the door and start fucking like the world is ending tomorrow and shit.
So back from digression. I grabbed this adorable- shit- this guy a blanket and threw it on his body.
And oh my god, he's cute. But not that cute. He looks too innocent. I like his raging mode better... It's cuter- Wait. What?! What the hell am I saying? I shook my head and went to the kitchen.
As soon as I finished cooking, I sat down and ate. Then, as always, if you're alone doing some quiet stuff, all shit comes into your mind.
Hey Sollux, remember what you did last night?
I sure did, Sollux. I sure did. Dammit. The discontinued masturbating of Sollux Captor, courtesy of Mituna Captor. I grunted in anger. I was still annoyed. I was almost finished taking care of that stupid bulge then... Uuuuugh.
I heard some groans and ruffling of sheets. He's probably dreaming or something. I couldn't care less... But then "Why not take your chances?" I told myself and gazed at him. "He's asleep." I felt myself making my way towards him. No. No. No. No. No.
I started tracing his jawline then sliding my fingers on his lips. Oh it was soft... very different from the words coming out from it.
"Sollux? Uhhh. Hey. Good morning dude." Shit. I turned around and saw Tavros standing by the stairs.
"Yeah. Good morning." I greeted with a rather menacing smile. "Food's on the table." I walked pass him and went back to my room. I really felt irritated, but later on, I realised how thankful I am because he came. I won't be able to hold back if he hadn't.
It's just lust.
My phone rang again. This time, it was a text message from Terezi. It was just today's schedule.
gallowsCalibrator [gC] began pestering twinArmageddons [tA]
GC: H3Y SOLLUX, M33T UP BY 4 PM 4T TH3 COFF33 SHOP B3S1D3 TH3 OLD L1BR4RY.
GC: YOU KNOW WH3R3 TH4T 1S SO 1 WON'T B3 T3LL1NG MUCH.
GC: YOUR CRUSH 1S COM1NG BY TH3 W4Y.
GC: H4H4H4H4H4!
GC: BUT S3R1OUSLY, COM3 TH3R3 OK4Y?
TA: ye2, II wiil. You don't need to to remiind me again. II wouldn't mii22 iit.
GC: :]
gallowsCalibrator [gC] ceased pestering twinArmageddons [tA]
I placed my phone on the table and rested my head on the wall.
I almost forgot about her. I like her. Like as in like, not this thing I'm feeling about Karkat. Yeah. I'm pretty sure... I guess...
Whoooooo. Hahaha. The masturbating scene though. I can't. Asdfghklj. Sollux is like my mega crush or whatever you call that and I just can't handle the image of him masturbating with kk on his mind, ,slala,ldllsmkjdkdo.
By the way guys, as I re read homestuck, I scared the shit out of myself again. Well, da gamzee stuff motherfuckers. I didn't turn off the lights last night because I was scared as fuck. I'm so weak. But the honkings really shit me out.
Gamz is my second favorite, and he's here. The next chapter was kinda finished via my mind and I was planning to have some Gamzee action in it.. :o)... So please wait and as always, thank you for reading.
oh yeah, I used pesterlog cause it's humnstuuuuuck. :3
sorry for the long note, this is definitely the last note that is as long as eridan's dick. Lol. Okay. Hahahahaha.