Hey! Sorry I haven't updated in a while, I have been a little sick :c well here I am! This is the first actual shuffle song from my iPod that I've done in a really long time! I love your requests though, so it's all good. Anyway… today's song is Pieces by Icon for Hire. I love this song, so glad it popped up on shuffle. Enjoy!
Sebastian set the cup of tea down on Ciel's desk. He looked at his master and frowned at how unhappy he looked.
"Young master, what is wrong? You seem upset today."
Ciel shifted his position so that he was looking up at his butler. "It's not like you care."
Sebastian looked shocked, and spoke quickly. "Of course I do, lord."
The young earl sighed and closed his eyes.
"I just...I feel so broken."
Silence filled the air and caused the room to feel blankly nervous.
"Of course you do young master. Anyone who has been through what you have would."
"That's not the point Sebastian!" Ciel stood up and slammed one hand on the desk, his voice angry. "I don't care about how others would feel in my situation! I just want to fix it! Make it easier!"
Sebastian stood in front of Ciel and stared him straight in the eye. "You were taught to fight, and fight you will master."
"What if I'm tired of fighting? What if I'm tired of trying to fix my own mind?"
Sebastian sighed and walked further into the room, close to Ciel. He put a hand on his shoulder in a fatherly fashion, and spoke quietly. "People misunderstand you, Master. They always will. They think you are a strong noble. Or they think you are a melodramatic child who doesn't know what he is doing. Either way they will never fully understand who you really are."
Ciel looked up at his butler with longing eyes, like he had been missing that supportive hand on his shoulder. "I want them to understand me, but at the same time, I don't. I just want everything to be like how it was before…before that day." He dropped his eyes to the floor and sighed lightly.
"You have to work to get what you want, young master. Otherwise nothing will change. I can help but I am still just your pawn. It will be all you until the very end."
Ciel gulped and stared at his butler who was still close to him. "I will still feel broken, Sebastian."
"You always will." Sebastian stepped back and looked at Ciel with proud eyes. "You need to put the pieces back together. You are the only one who can do that, Lord."
Sebastian turned to leave the room and Ciel sat back down in his chair and looked at his tea.
"Sebastian?"
"Yes Master?"
"Bring me some Chocolate."
Sebastian turned and smiled.
"Of course, my lord."
What did you think? I'm sorry I write such sad stories. I feel like I do that a lot. Anyway, please leave a request and I will definitely get around to it. Love you guys! Byeeee!