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Emotions swirled within me. Anger, hate, jealousy, frustration. My thoughts cloud over as the tears waterfall out of my eyes. I can't think straight. I trip and fall a few times before I reach it. I reach the treehouse. Home. Ugh I hate it. Bonnie is everywhere. She even had even introduced me to my home. Ugh, that.. That ... " That bitch" I said spitting as much venom as I could manage into those two words. I know Simon would be ashamed of me. But, even Simons gone now I lost him. "That bitch" I repeat the words giving me some cruel satisfaction. All I want to do is crawl up and die. I throw myself into the corner of the room the tears flowing more aggressively and faster. I glance up I spot a dagger and grab it. I dig it into my arm, faster then slower. It was painful but it gave me a strange feeling that I craved. I needed it. Before, I could continue black at the corner of my vision started to take over as my body felt limp. I let it take me away.
