lol this authors note was orginally not here but it is being posted! i was just busy and didnt have the extra minuet to put this bolded part in. alright enjoy the chapter!

Hazy.

I feel hazy and heavy

As though there was a heavy weight sitting upon my chest, growing larger and larger with each breath.

I am slipping between the cold darkness and the warm inviting light before me.

I am cold yet warm.

I am sold but transparent.

I am alive but dead.

I need freedom from this terrible pain, from this all encompassing pain that is slowly driving me mad.

I want to scream but my body is heavy, weighing me down and making it hard to breath.

My body is suffocating me, it's so heavy.

It's cold too.

My body is cold, so cold.

Why won't they warm me up?

Why can't I move?

I'm ready to wake up! I want to be warm.

I want to be held.

I want to cry.

I want to scream.

I want love.

I want Yami.

Where is he now?

Where has he gone to?

My senses are dull but I feel something.

It's a feather light touch somewhere nearby my body

I hope it is yami.

Perhaps he can make me warm again.

Perhaps he can save me from this monotonous kaleidoscope of black and white, cold and warmth.

A whisper.

A quiet whisper reaches my ears, breaking through the heavy cloak that masks my senses.

"Come back to me" someone whispers.

The emotion is strong and the feather light touch is starting to grow harder against my skin.

"Come back to me"

There is a wetness on my hand

Or at least I believe it to be my hand

The water is warm, so warm

"Come back to me"

Yes I'll come if you will give me more of that wonderful warmth.

"Come back to me" he whispers again like a mantra.

I will! I will come back to you!

I fight against my heavy body, trying to move, trying to breathe.

Let me move! Let me find that warmth!

Let me go back to yami!
Come on body move!

I don't know how long I desperately fought against my body but my senses were slowly coming back to me, starting with sounds.

I could hear the gentle breathing of the person next to me.

I could hear their quiet sobs and their pleas for me to return.

I could hear the quiet ticking of a watch.

I could smell the disinfectant of the hospital.

I could smell the shampoo of the person next to me.

I could feel their touch upon my hand, gently caressing it with their hand. I could feel the uncomfortable bed and the scratchy sheets on it.

I can feel the pain come back.

It doesn't come back slowly like my other senses; no it comes back full force.

The pain is excruciating but regardless of the pain I open my eyes to see nothing but light.

I can feel most of my body now but I still cannot see anything other than light.

I try to move some more only to find that it is too difficult.

I try to speak but the sound is nonexistent.

I try to move my hand.

I can move my hand!

I twitch the fingers gently so that the person next to me can see that I am awake.

The movement in small but they sat up and looked towards me.

"Yugi?" I know that voice, "can you hear me? Squeeze my hand if you can"

I twitched my fingers again in response, not having enough energy to move more than that.

"Yugi, look at me, please"

I don't know where you are though! It's so bright in here, yet I still cannot see.

I groan; the pain is getting worse and worse with every movement.

"Hold on Yugi, the nurse is coming" I heard the shuffling of feet and then the push of a button before yami sat back down on the side of my bed.

"It's alright love, I promise it's alright"

The black is clouding my vision once again but it is no longer cold.

I am not cold anymore, yami is here with me.