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"I need it" I say forgetting all manners snarling in a protective growl over the guitar. I felt like I needed it, like I would need air, food, water, and shelter. - Chapter 43
We got my guitar, a smile stretching on my face from ear to ear.
I was so happy never in my life have I ever been this happy.
Actually, that's not true I thought sighing to myself.
Instantly loosing my huge smile.
Thoughts from the dark corners of my mind threatened to rise to the surface.
I tried to mentally push them back to the corner of my mind.
Where they belong.
I don't want to be thinking those thoughts right now.
Specially when most of them involve her.
I cant seem to get her out of my head and it hurts.
I hate it, i hate it so much.
"Wanna guess what we're gonna do next" Joe said wearing a huge grin.
I mentally thank him for distracting me from my battle with my own thoughts.
"Do I even want to know?" I said smirking right back at him.
The smirk felt fake on my face but any happy expression usually feels fake after thinking about her.
"We're gonna go back and your gonna make out with that drummer boy and were gonna get pictures for future revenge" Bob teased making kissing sounds.
"No stop it" I said dying of laughter shoving bob teasingly.
Sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve such awesome friends.
"I love how you can play the drums and all your piercings " Joe teasingly added in while pretending to be gazing dreamily.
"Guys seriously what are we gonna do?" I asked wondering what they can do to make tonight any better.
"We're hitting up the candy kingdom" Sasha said.