He sat there, ignoring his phone as a new wave of pain washed over him. Why had he lied to Naruto? Why did he tell him he wasn't in love with him anymore? Sasuke choked back tears as he remembered how relieved Naruto looked, how he promised Sasuke they would still be friends, saying that nothing could destroy their friendship. Naruto knew how much pain he had put Sasuke through, said he never wanted to hurt him again, little did he know Sasuke was still dying inside. Naruto had helped him so much, gotten him to stop doing drugs, stopped him from committing suicide twice after he returned, Naruto had always been there for him, gone above and beyond, but never returned Sasuke's love. Who was he kidding, he was addicted to Naruto. No matter what Sasuke did, he never stopped loving him. Sasuke knew it was unhealthy bur he couldn't help it.

Bittersweet Memories played through his head as he thought about Naruto

"You're like the drug that I can't stop taking
I want more and I can't stop craving
I still want you it's easy to see
But guess what honey your not that good for me"

a sob rose in Sasuke's throat as the pain overtook him. He took his knife and sliced open his deepest gash, the "N" carved into his thigh. Blood pooled and ran down his leg as he sat there, letting the blood collect on the floor. All the while his phone kept ringing.

Suddenly, the door flew off their hinges and crashed to the floor. There stood Naruto, frozen to the spot as he took in the scene before him. Sasuke looked up, finding Naruto's piercingly blue eyes with his black ones. He broke, shaking on the floor, tears streaming down his pale face. Naruto walked forward, trying to sit Sasuke up, but he forced Naruto's hand away, stood up and stared at the man before him, his face full of pain and hurt. He watched as Naruto's eyes traveled to the "N", now outlined in dried blood, and realization flooded his face.

"Are those…because of me?" Naruto whispered.

"Yes! But what do you care? Did you ever care?" Sasuke snapped, unable to hold back the agony anymore. "You've hurt me more than you could ever understand! Yes, you've helped me and saved my life, always been there for me, but you kept hurting me, every single day I die a little more inside, all because of you!"

"…How...why?" Naruto asked, hurt choking his voice.

"Because you don't love me!" Sasuke screamed. "You don't understand how much I love you, how much I am in love with you! Day after day I see you and I just want to forget about it all. But I can! You're always there! You're the knife going through my heart. You're the drug that's destroying me!"

Sasuke fell to the floor, sobbing, unable to control himself.

"I..I'm so sorry Sasuke. Why didn't you tell me?"

"I tried so many times, you never understood"

Sasuke tried to say more but sobs overtook his voice. Naruto, trying to hold back his own tears, knelt down, took Sasuke in his arms and kissed him for an eternity. Sasuke broke the kiss and stared at Naruto, agony written all over his face.

"I can't take back the pain I've caused you, but I can spend the rest of my life keeping you from hurting. Sasuke Uchiha, will you marry me?"

Tears filled Sasuke's eyes as he stared into those blue eyes, now filled with love. He took a shaky breath and whispered, his soul filling his voice "yes".

I'm sorry it took so long to update! .

Been through another emotional rollercoaster and school and life and blarg.

Anyways, I hope you like it!