Chapter 32 A little let down

Raven;

After the drama of dragging my sisters boyfriend from her bed, I headed up to the roof to relax, baseball kicked off next week so my weekends would be filled with that, I stepped out from my window and sat down on the blue metal. They didn't like me being up here incase something happened, like me wanting jump off. Yeah, as long as I took my pills I wouldn't be jumping any time soon. I could see everything from the roof, it was my place to sit and relax and cast my eyes out to the neighbourhood. I pulled out a smoke and patted my pockets for my zippo, a harsh whisp of smoke puffed out as I heard Harmoni and Seth collapse below me on the porch. Her giggle cut through me like a knife, Harm usually wasn't one to giggle unless she was really really happy, I'm glad she could find something to be happy about after all the crap. I could hear them perfectly, I don't know why but since the funny farm, my hearing had gone up like fifty percent, I could hear things that no one else could, maybe its just my paranoia.

"Hey girl! You busy!?"

I twisted my head around and there was Shane, standing on the front lawn smiling up at me. I had known Shane for a while, she was my sort of girlfriend, typically of Shane, a black cowboy hat sat on her black hair, a few blonde strands shaping her face.

"Hey Shane! C'mon up!"

There was only one other way up to the roof, a ladder which was always stacked out by the laundry door, thirty seconds later I saw her head bobbing into view. She muttered fudge several times, Shane like her last name (Hardcore) was just that, drinking, smoking, the occasional joint, tattoos, being a rebel, the only thing that was clean was her language, hence why she muttered fudge. Shane said something had to remain innocent, for her it was her mouth, although she had done plenty of un-innocent things with that pretty little mouth. Her jean clad body and thin black tee plopped down beside me. Her green eyes positively glowing, "How you been?"

Shane went to an all girl boarding school on the outskirts of town and knowing Shane, this would be her first weekend that she hasn't been grounded, there was a reason Dad didn't like us hanging out, me and Shane usually wound up in trouble, I think he knew that we fooled around, that he was fine with, it was the trouble we caused that he didn't like.

"Pretty good, what about you? How's the boyfriend?"

Like me Shane liked the company of men as well as girls, and currently she had a boyfriend, at least I thought she did but from the look in her eyes, I was obviously wrong. Shane didn't say anything for several seconds,

"That bad?"

Shane pursed her pouty lips before saying something, "I'm trying to think of prefect synonyms for 'run-away-to-California-slept-with-my-sister-jackass"

I let out a whistle, "He slept with Kacie?"

"Yeah, a bunch of times" Shane let out a bitter laugh "But I got my own back, he won't be sleepin with anyone for a long time,"

I knocked my fist against her's, "Nice. I wonder if Kacie was ever friends with Brittney or Maryse?"

Shane laughed "Probably, whores like to know other whores, apparently"

"So no one in your life right now?" I asked puffing out more smoke, I should probably quit seeing as how I'm gonna be playing sports next week, but to hell with it, I really couldn't be bothered with all the negative comments about my habit. At least my habit is only gonna kill me, and not some innocent child when I decide to go driving. Moving on.

"Well theres a new girl at school" Shane smirked slyly, "Pretty little thing she is"

"And your gonna break my heart again by tellin me we can't fool around anymore" I pouted at her which made us both laugh.

"She has a boyfriend, but you know how it is when your at boarding school, its only a matter of time before it falls apart"

"And your gonna swoop in and pick up the shattered peices, classy"

Shane gave me a light shove, that playful smirk on her face, "Like you can talk Rae, Traci was split from Val for all of five minutes before you swooped on in"

I laughed, I was no angel I could admit that. "Well there's a fine line between bad and whorey"

"Yeah and your the one walking across it, saying look no hands"

"It's not like I'm the one that broke them up, they exploded on their own, I just helped Traci get over it"

Harmoni let out another giggle making Shane nod her head in their general direction, "Who's Harm with?"

"New boyfriend"

Shane's eyes lit up, if there was one thing she liked it was juicy gossip, "Nice. What are they talkin about?"

She knew my hearing, she called it my super power.

"I ain't sayin, its between them"

If it was anyone else I would of said, but seeing as how she's one of my sisters that I still like, I wouldn't say a word.

"Rae! We're going out!" Harmoni shouted as she and Seth went across the yard to the woods.

"Whatever" Now that Dad was out for the whole day and possibly the night, she could do whatever she wanted.

"Hey Harm! Nice eye candy!" Shane shouted out with a coy smirk, luckily for her, Harm knew that she wouldn't try nothing.

Harm turned around, her arm looped in Seth's, it wasn't like she was over protective or scared of losing him, she was showing off.

"Yeah and he's all mine, so back off"

"Meanin?"

"Meanin, go near him and you'll be eatin that pretty cowboy hat of your's"

Shane let out a bemused laugh, "Gotcha"

"If you're going in the woods make sure you have protection or something"

Harmoni just waved her hand and continued with Seth towards the woods.

"So you gonna offer me a smoke?" Shane asked turning her attention back to me, her body inching closer to mine. I butted mine out and pulled one out and held it out for her, she went to take it but I pulled it away, "First, you gotta kiss me"

Shane giggled putting her lips on mine, her smoke lay forgotten for a moment as her tongue slid into my mouth. For a moment we kissed and everything else was shut out, it was just me and her now. Her fingers entwined in my hair, the loose ringlets pushing through her fingers, a little groan escaped her lips as I pushed her softly to the metal, her body underneath mine. I pulled away from her and looked into those eyes, losing myself as I always did. I wasn't in love with Shane, just like she wasn't in love with me, but we're teenage girls and we have short term needs. I pulled away and looked at her, her B-cup chest pressing against mine. I pressed her lips to mine again, taking in her strawberry lip gloss and soft fingers trailing up my sides and cupping my breasts.

"Shane" I mumbled against her lips, she looked up at me.

"Havin doubts Rae?"

When we first started fooling around I was a little hesitant, mainly because of how my father and sisters would re-act, but I soon got over that and so did they.

"Nah, just wonderin if you wanna go inside, I bet your back will get sore if you stay here"

Shane kissed me again, pulling me further into her until my whole body was smothering her's. I stayed on top of her, kissing her as she undid my jeans and slid her hand inside. Primal animalistic grunts escaped me as her fingers danced over me, Shane gave that ball a flick, the metal ball I had moved something deep inside me making me want more. Pulling away I stared into those green pools, a finger sweeping over her olive skin. I stood up taking her hand, "C'mon, we'll have more fun inside."

Shane giggled as we shuffled inside my open window and made a beeline for my water bed.

Randy;

I wasn't sure what I felt right now, one moment she was on her roof with her friend, laughing and sharing jokes and then mystery girl went from friend to girlfriend. I watched them intently, wondering if they were gonna give me a really good show. Raven pulled her up and they went inside, smiles on their faces, clearly they weren't gonna do much talking. My eyes stayed glued to the roof where they sat, it made alot of sense now that I think about it, I always knew there was something about her and now I knew what it was, she liked girls. Well at least we had that in common. The more I thought about it the more it made sense, Raven could never be accused of being overly feminine, she always had a certain musculinity about her, rough around the edges and the most important thing, she was on her roof making out with a girl, clearly the girl liked other girls. Disappointment flooded through me, unless I got a sex change, not something I was willing to do at this point, I had no chance in hell. Raven was never going to look at me like that unless I put on a dress and suddenly grew a pussy, not something I was willing to do or even could do. I shut the curtain and flopped down on the couch, flipping through the channels in hopes of finding sports. As I surfed through the crap something hit me, I may never get to fuck her, or even date her, but I could be friends with her, I was serious about burying the hatchet and maybe it would be easier this way, I mean both me and her knew that she was gay, so the only motive I had was wanting to build a friendship, and if she happened to spill details about her sex life then that was just a part of the friendship right? Hmm, maybe it wouldn't be so bad being friends with a dyke? I guess only time would tell on that one, but for now at least I had a great mental image of her and her mystery girl making out. It never hurts to have sexy images of the hot lesbian next door.