Chapter 40 Are you kiddin me?

Iziah;

Every few seconds I kept looking at my cell, it held the time and every second this baseball game went on kept me closer away from Dragon, ok I was nervous, this concept was new to me. Usually I stayed away from people and meeting them and being nice, I wasn't even sure if I could do it, it was almost foreign. Harmoni shot me a look of utter glee, her hand wrapped in...that guys, really should put effort into remembering his name. I looked to the feild again, Rae was up and sadly the only cheering section she had was us girls, and Harm's man candy. Like everyone else, the opposing team under estimated her, throwing her a slow ball which she smacked pretty damn far, her team ran home along with her and suddenly they were all lifting her up and cheering for her. I guess they won. Thank God thats over, wait now I gotta meet Dragon, damn baseball go longer.

"Time to go Izzy"

"Maybe I should wait for Raven"

"Go and meet Dragon, we'll wait for Rae."

"Fine" I kinda huffed, don't get me wrong I was glad that I was being made to go but it was still nerve racking and I wasn't sure if I wanted to meet him now.

It didn't take me long to get to the little cafe that he had picked out, smelling the fresh coffee beans and raw fish made me hungrier and thirstier, I never thought fish and coffee would be a good mix but apparently it was. I let out the breath I was holding and started towards the door, Dragon said I would know it was him because he would be wearing a bright green hat along with a bright green shirt. I froze when I saw him, my heart stopping in its place, there was only one person wearing a bright green combo and I didn't like it one little bit. He didn't notice me so I did the only thing my brain would allow me to do, I bolted the hell out of there and ran all the way home and didn't stop until I got there.

When I got home Rae was sitting at the table doing her homework like a good girl, I snapped the door shut and lent against it as if that would keep out the monsters, huffing and puffing she looked at me. "I take it, it didn't go very well"

"Its fucking John Cena!"

"What's fucking John Cena? And is that why you're pissed off?" Harmoni asked walking into the kitchen with Jamie, her boyfriend gone or at least not here in the kitchen.

"Dragon is fucking John Cena!"

"Oh. Is that why you're mad, guy you like is fucking John Cena, who you also like but won't admit too"

I groaned as a rippling pain rattled my skull, "Must you do that? You know damn well what I'm talking about"

"Alright Izzy sit down, Harm make a coffee." Raven cleared her books, "Now Izzy, start from the beginning, what happened with Dragon and John Cena?"

"Its the same guy!"

"Just like that guy from The Mummy!" Jamie squealed, yes Jamie thought that Oded Fehr and Arnold Vosloo were the same guy, there weren't but there was no tellin her that, moving on.

"Yeah Jam. I went into the cafe and the only guy that had a bright green combo was John fucking Cena!"

"Stop swearing," Raven rolled her eyes, "And what did you do?"

"What do you mean, I got the fuck outta there! I was not gonna stay and have lunch with that prick!"

"Is it so bad that John and Dragon were the same guy?" Raven asked gently, "I mean you like John when he's the dragon"

And then it clicked, John Cena the worlds loudest big mouth knew everything about me, including the one thing I wanted away from public knowledge, the fact that I was the lollipop girl. I started to bang my head on the table, "Why must life be so damn difficult! Why must everything I do turn to shit! Why does God hate me!"

"Iziah! Stop it!"

I stoppd it and went straight to my room, with any luck John would of realised that I had stood him up by now, if not then he's clearly dumber than I thought and I wasn't even sure that was even possible. I loaded up Messenger and there he was online. I wanted to punch him just looking at his name, he lured me in, fooled me and extracted my secrets. I was in the perfect place for black-mail, be a good girl and do as he asks or he splatters my secrets to the world.

Hey Icy! werent we meetin 2day?

no you fucking liar!

woah! wats up with you Icy? Bad day?

yah i found out who you are

and thats bad?

u lied to me! so yeah its bad JOHN

i repeat why is it bad IZIAH!

because you lied to me!

actually technically I never lied, you never asked if I was john

i asked if i knew you and guess what i do!

again tech you dont, you asked if you knew me and you didn't, you knew OF me but you knew nothin about me, you didn't learn anything about me until we started talking

and you lured me in by pretending to be a nice guy

i am a nice guy and i refuse to apologize for wanting to know you

look you have your info ok? go and tell everyone all my secrets because we all know that your gonna

:,( u think i would do that? everything we have exchanged has always been kept between us, i never said a word to anyone about anything, not even randy or my dad, no one knows about anything we have exchanged, ive kept it all to myself.

Y?

Because I told you I wanted to know you and if i leaked anything you never would of spoken to me again, why didnt you make the connection b4?

because im an idiot so maybe you should start with that when you go on your gossip spree, good day

Iziah!

I said good day!

IcyQueen has logged off.

I flopped back on my bed and let the soft hum of my laptop buzz around my tiny space, I tried to ignore it but I couldn't and pretty soon hurt ridden tears couldn't be ignored anymore. They just kept coming, the second time in my entire life that I had cried, I hated it was because of John.

John;

I just kept staring at the chat window, I hated that it was left that way, hated that she thought I would do something like that, hated it that she thought I could hurt her, I don't know what I expected really, but I had hoped against hope that she would at least be willing to talk about it but I guess she couldn't even allow me that. I stayed on the net for hours just watching the screen and hoping that she would come online. Finally a little luck was on my side and she did come online.

Izzy pleze talk 2 me

no

Then she un-friended me and then she was gone. The only consalation was the fact that if she ever wanted to be friends again she had the link, I didn't think that was about to happen, if there was one thing I knew about Iziah straight off the bat, it was the fact that the girl could hold a grudge. Anger was something she could and would hold onto for a life time.