Chapter 20

Two long months had passed since I had to say goodbye to my husband. I hadn't gotten to see him either. The club hadn't been allowed visitors yet due to some incident that happened when they first placed in prison. We had finally been given the okay to go and visit. I couldn't wait to see Juice. Donna and Tara couldn't go because of the kids. I told them I would take them all if they wanted to go and see Jax and Opie but they told me to go. So I offered to take them the next day which was also a visitation day. That was perfect for them. Happy was planning on heading out to see Jax and discuss some club business so he offered to take me with him. I was grateful to have a body with me. I had never been to a prison before, it worried me. I could barely sleep the night before I longed to see Juice and hear his voice. I got dressed in a white cami that I then covered with a black, rust and white flannel shirt that was long enough to cover my butt and a pair of black leggings and tan biker boots. I pulled my hair back into a messy bun knowing it would get messy no matter what because of the bike ride that we were taking to Stockton. Happy showed up just as I had finished getting ready.

"Kylee, are you ready?" He yelled from the doorway. He just walked in without knocking.

"How do you know I wasn't naked?" I called from the bathroom.

I heard him laugh. "It wouldn't be the first time I saw a naked woman, fuck I just left one at the apartment." He call to me. "Plus I know you have been ready since the ass crack of dawn, now let's go woman or you are going to miss your visitation time." I was so appreciative to have Happy around he helped keep me grounded and from going insane.

"Okay so you're right but honestly what if I was? What do you think Juice would say if you saw me au natural?"

"Let's just say you wouldn't be married to him anymore." He joked with me as he pushed me out the door but not before leaving his gun and knife sitting on the table in my entryway.

"Seriously Hap?! Do you think I would let you ravage me? I think not." I laughed at him.

"Woman, you are going to get lonely. Two years is a long time." He teased but I knew there was some seriousness behind it. He was right two years was a long time.

"One year and ten months. And that is what toys are for…B.O.B will be my company if I need it." Okay that was TMI for him but the boy needed to know that I wouldn't cheat on my husband.

Happy shook his head at me as we got on his bike. It has been almost two months since I had been on the back of a bike. It was nice, however it made me miss Juice more though. The ride to Stockton didn't take us very long but it felt like ages for me.

We walked into the prison, where we were pretty much strip searched. I made sure to leave my purse at home and just came as I was. I didn't wear anything that could resemble a weapon. Happy and I were escorted into a room full of tables and men in orange jumpsuits. The officers directed Happy and me to separate tables that were both empty. I was antsy.

"Stop fidgeting." Happy demanded of me. I gave him a dirty look. He didn't know what I was going through, he didn't know how anxious I was to see Juice. Happy gave me one of his death stares back. I resisted my urge to stick my tongue out at him because I didn't know if I would have a tongue after I did that. I sat still and looked at the barred windows that lined the wall. I thought about how hard it would be to be stuck in a prison day in and day out. I heard the door open behind us.

"Hey brother." It was Jax's voice was he walked in and shook hands with Happy. Wait a minute we can touch, I thought to myself. I hadn't read through the handbook that I got in the mail the day before our visit. Jax looked over at me and smiled. "Hi Ky."

"Hi Jax." I smiled back at him. All I wanted was to see Juice. It was like they knew what I wanted because he walked in with a guard who undid his handcuffs. His hair had grown out some, you could no longer see his tattoos on the sides of his head. I felt giddy.

Juice walked up to me and took me into his arms. "Hi baby." He said to me with a large smile on his face as we parted.

"Hi," I felt breathless as we sat down across from each other at the table I had just gotten up from. I wanted to sit next him to kiss him…there were plenty of other things I wanted to do with him. "I've missed you."

"I've missed you too…you don't know how much I have missed you." He stared at me as if he was taking in that moment into his memory.

"What you mean you don't have a boyfriend? I mean come on even I have moved on." I winked at him.

"Well there is this big black guy who wants me to be his bitch…wait you what?"

"Oh yeah didn't you hear?" I joked.

He gave me a scowling look. "Moved on that easy huh?"

I smiled at him, "Are you jealous?"

"If anyone were to touch you while I was in here I would kill him. But then again I would end up back in here." He said. I looked over at Happy.

"You hear that Hap?!" I laughed.

"Loud and clear little lady." He said back to me. Juice gave me a confused look.

"It's nothing." I shook my head and tried to change the subject, "How have you been? Why has it been so long before we could come and see you guys?"

"Well other than being incarcerated, I am doing well. I miss you like crazy especially when I am in bed alone at night listening to Bobby snore in the bunk below me. But we already have two months down so that is a plus." He smiled. "When we got here we had a little run in with a few guys who had been waiting for us to get in here, revenge or something such thing. We showed them that they shouldn't have fucked with us. God, you're more beautiful than I remembered."

I could feel myself blush, seriously why was I blushing, and Juice was my husband. But I felt like we were just starting to date. I had a feeling of anticipation and joy. The rest of the time that I was there we talked about trivial things like what was going on around Charming and what I knew about what was going on with the club. After a while Jax and Happy came to sit with us, it was nice of them to give us some time alone. Time went quickly because before I knew it was time to leave and the jailers were starting to round up the inmates. I didn't want to leave. It broke my heart to leave Juice in a place so sterile and cold. I took advantage of the jailers not paying attention and launched myself into Juice's arms and kissed him. What I really wanted to do was ravage him right there.

"I love you so very much! I will be here next week." I said as I pulled away from him.

"I'm looking forward to it. I love you too." He kissed the top of my head and walked with Jax towards the jailers.

"Bye Jax." I called after him.

"Bye Kylee. Give Tara and the boys my love." He replied. I nodded in response as I watched them get re-handcuffed and walked through the cold metal door, locking them in. I held it together but I knew I was close to losing it. I was vaguely aware of Happy's presence as we walked out, he didn't say anything; he must have been letting me process everything. Or he hated being inside the jail as much as I did. You couldn't help but feel like you were going to lose your freedom as well.

We reached Happy's bike; he was about to hand me my helmet but instead he embraced me. "You did well today, Ky. You're a good old lady." His sentimentality threw me for a loop.

"Um…"I was at a loss for words, "Thanks." Was all I could come up with as I took my helmet from him, then I got onto his bike and said to him. "Happy Lowman are you getting soft on me?"

He grunted, "Woman…shut the fuck up."

I laughed at him. He was frazzled, "You are." He gave me his killer look, "now there is the guy that I know and love, let's go killer." I beamed at him as he got on to his bike. As I thought more about it, I had connected more with Happy than pretty much any one of the other people in Charming, Juice, Donna and Tara were the only ones that I shared the same bond with. I was so appreciative of their friendships. It was a blessing especially during the dark times we were going through. The club clung to a string, it was hard for Happy, Tig, Piney and the prospects to hold it together while the rest of the members were in jail. They had recruited some other members from other charters to come and help out. Kozik came Tacoma, and Quinn from the Nomads, they were two that I could actually remember, and the others came and went. Either way I stayed out of the club business, it was far too messy and I liked the fact that I could be blissfully ignorant about things while Juice was in jail. Which was something that I was not when he was home, he was completely honest with me about things since the attempted kidnapping.

Time seems to drag by when you want something badly enough. The guys had been in jail for ten months and it was coming up on mine and Juice's one year wedding anniversary. I went to visit Juice weekly but it wasn't the same as having him home. The lady lawyer was working on getting the guys out of jail early on parole. It would have been the perfect one year anniversary present. If she wasn't able to get them out on parole then, I would get to go and visit him at least. She was able to get all of us special visitation once a year. Juice and I had decided to keep ours for our anniversary. At least of all the days we were apart we could spend our wedding anniversary together. We still hadn't heard whether or not the

I was in the garden in the backyard weeding it when I heard my cell phone ring.

"Hello?" I answered my phone well knowing that I had dirt all over my hands.

"Hey Kylee, it's Tig. We need you at the club." That was strange, Tig never called me, my stomach dropped.

"Is everything okay?" I asked him suddenly feeling panicked.

"Um…" he hesitated. "We had a little incident and we need a woman's touch."

I looked at my half weeded garden, "Where is Gemma? Or isn't a croweater available to help?" I didn't understand why they needed me.

"Well…it has something to do with Happy and he is the one who asked for your help." I rolled my eyes. He knew I would come if he mentioned Happy.

"Alright, when do you need me?" I asked.

"Right now, if you could." He said it sounded like there was some urgency in his voice.

"Okay, let me clean up and I will head over." I started to head into the house. I quickly washed up and changed my clothes. I changed into a pair of jeans and a teal v-neck t-shirt and left my house. I was curious about what I was needed for at the club house as I pulled in.

Happy was standing outside as I walked up. "So what was so urgent that you needed me so badly?" I said full of annoyance. "I was enjoying by day by weeding my garden."

"There is an issue with some paperwork with Teller Morrow. We left it in the office for you." He replied.

"What the fuck, Hap! I mean couldn't have you just asked me about it over the phone or called Gemma." I shoved him as I turned to go to the office.

"You know I have killed men for having your attitude." He called after me.

I turned around and started straight at him, I knew he was fucking with me by the stupid grin he had on his face. "Well good thing I am not a man, then." I turned and stomped off towards the office. I heard Happy laughing at me, I flipped him off which seemed to make him laugh harder. I walked into the office and looked at Gemma desk for the paperwork that Happy said was in there and I could not find anything. I stormed out of the office, pissed off that I was being fucked around with. I was not happy at all.

"Happy Lowman…what the fuck is going on? This is not funny…if you needed a laugh on my behalf you could have at least come to my house!" I yelled as I walked towards the table where he was sitting with another person who was wearing a black hooded sweatshirt. I was so angry at Happy at that moment I didn't care if his friend saw me talk back to him. The guy looked up at me and smiled as he got up and started walking towards me. I started to run towards him… "Oh my god, Juice!" I leaped into his arms and instantly kissed him. It was so good to be in his arms. "What are you doing here?" I said against his chest not willing to let him go in case I was dreaming.

"We got out on parole this morning. I was a surprise to all of us." He smiled at me. "God it's good to hold you. I can't wait to get you home."

"So everyone got out?" I asked him

"Yeah, that lawyer of ours really worked a miracle but then again we tried to stay out of trouble when we were in there."

"Oh, that is so wonderful. Do you want to go home now?" I asked him, "Your cut and bike are there."

"It's not my bike or cut that I want right now." He squeezed my ass. "It's been ten months since I have got to take advantage of your beautiful body."

I looked at him, he had a lustful look that made me weak in my knees. It had been too long since we had been together. "Okay let's go home then." I smiled at him. He picked me up and put me over his shoulder, "Juice…" I giggled, "Put me down." He didn't listen to me and he carried me over to my car where he finally set me down next to the passenger side of my car. "Um…I have the keys so doesn't that mean I drive?" I grabbed the keys out of my pocket and dangled them in front of me. He snatched them out of my hand. "Hey!" I pretended to pout. He smiled at me as he walked around the car.

"You drive too slowly and we need to get home fast." He sat down in the car.

"Well some of us abide by the speed limit, thank you very much." I teased as I buckled my seat belt.

"Hey!" Happy yelled into my window startling me.

"Fucker." I yelped. "You just about gave me a heart attack." I smacked at him but he moved away.

"Jax just called. I guess were having a party here tonight. That is if you can get out of bed long enough to come." Happy said.

"Yeah, well be here." Juice said. "What time?"

"Eight or so." Happy hit the top of the car as he walked away.

"You break it you buy it killer." I yelled out the window after him, I heard him laugh. I looked over at Juice who was staring at me and then started to pull out of the club house.

"You guys got close while we were inside." He stated.

"What?" I hadn't thought about mine and Happy's relationship or how it might have changed without having Juice around.

"He would never let a woman speak to him the way you do. I am pretty sure that he would a woman who talked like you do in her place." He noted

"Huh. Maybe he feels bad for me, I mean come on I am married to you." I shoved him slightly.

"Shit, when did you become so lippy? You have been hanging around Happy too much." He smiled at me as we pulled into the drive way. "Ah home."

"Did you just miss the house?" I asked him as we walked into the house. I turned to face him and looked up at him through my eyelashes.

"God, I've missed you." He grabbed me around the waist and pushed me up against the wall and kissed me passionately. His tongue teased mine, I moaned against him. He stopped kissing me and stared into my eyes. I was panting with need. "You're so beautiful." He said briefly before grabbing my and pulling me into the bedroom.

Juice took his time undressing me, as if he was savoring every moment. I almost felt like he was teasing me but I knew it was because all had seen was naked men for the last 10 months. When he finally got me into my bra and panties he smiled at me wickedly and started to kiss my neck. I moaned loudly. I missed his touch and how it made me feel. It set me on fire again. I was pretty sure I was going to have an orgasm without having sex. He was still fully clothed. I pulled at the hem of his shirt and lifted it up over his head. He had been working out while he was in prison, his muscles were more defined and I caught a glimpse of the vee in hips. I moved my hands down to his pants. "Someone is getting greedy." Juice's voice was husky with passion.

"Oh like you should talk." I looked down at myself with far less clothing on then he had on. "Now let me relieve you of these pants." I rubbed my hand on the front of his jeans feeling the bulge of his erection. Juice groaned and I put my hand down his pants. "See someone has missed me, I'm not greedy, just willing to please."

After that I pretty much sealed the deal of us having sex. Juice was like a wild animal, I hadn't felt that ravaged by him ever. I was sure he felt the same way about how I was with him. I couldn't be satiated. I would have been happy to revel in his body for days if not weeks. But unfortunately we had the party so we only stayed in bed for a couple hours enjoying each other. It was close to seven when we were roused from our bed. I was hungry, tired and sore in places I didn't know could be sore.

"I am going to shower. Care to join me? I promise to drop the soap." I started to walk out towards the bathroom. Juice gave me a funny look. "What too soon to make prison jokes?" I stuck my tongue out at him.

"I'll join you and if you drop the soap you'll find out if it's too soon to joke about such things." He teased.

It was good to have him home again; ten months was too long to be apart from him.

A/N: So while watching the Season 7 Premiere of SOA….I totally just came up with another story about Juice. So after this one is finished I will be starting another.
What did you all think of the start to Season 7….Its going to be a bloody one. :/