Love Struck
Chapter 19 – Shocking Revaluations
Shadow's POV 2:00AM
Line after line I snort the bag till it was nothing but plastic. I don't know what got into me, it was just too good.
I slowly snorted the last and final line of coke.
I slowly raised my head up and my nose was on fire. I could feel the powder breezing through my nose.
I took a deep breath and quickly looked at the plastic bag that was a whitish color from all the cocaine that use to be there. I then shoved the bag deep into my front pocket and continued to gaze at the stars.
As I watched the shining wonders I noticed my hand felt weird.
I quickly looked down at it.
My hand was shaking rapidly. Back and forth. Back and forth. I couldn't control it at all.
Then my leg began to shake wildly as well.
I had to move.
I immediately jumped up from the edge to the rooftop and started to pace around extra fast. The more I moved the better I felt. As I fast walked in a circle my anger began to come back in terrors. I immediately approached the nearby metal door and clutched my fist.
"Bang!"
I punched the door then went for another.
"Bang!"
I grabbed my hand in pain and my knuckles began to bleed but I wasn't done yet.
"Bang! Bang! Bang! Crack!"
I punched so hard my knuckles broke in two.
"AGHHHHHH!" I screamed into the night.
I instantly held my bloody hand in place and watched as my began to spill down my arm.
As I watched I began to realize this was a horrible idea.
I began to regret it.
I didn't want to do it, but it made me feel better, and that's all I want right now.
I slowly turned around towards the edge of the roof and fell down onto my knees.
I began to cry.
"What's wrong….with me?!" I asked myself through my tears.
My tears began to hit the concrete under my knees and I cold feel them splatter onto my skin.
I began to sniff really hard as my sadness overwhelmed me. All I could smell was coke.
That made me cry more.
"What am I doing to myself!?" I asked.
I lost Maria. I lost Dark. I lost Amy. I lost everything in a blink of an eye.
I slowly looked up at the capital and stared at the dark exterior.
I was too upset to move, I was too upset to do anything. I just wanted to die.
I slowly began to fall backwards and as I did I felt so guilty and sad. I felt like I was going to die.
My back hit the cold floor first and as my head went to make contact I cried in pain. Not for my hand, but the pain for what I have done.
I hit the floor and closed my eyes tightly. I knew I was shutting them tightly because I could feel tears seeping through in waves.
I slowly felt myself black out in sadness.
Dark's POV
I sat in my seat next to this Keller guy and watched as the man who got me arrested approached me.
He stopped in front of me with this huge cheeky grin on his face and he slowly stuck his hand out for me to take.
"First things first Dark I would like to welcome you back to work." Said the commander as he waited for me to take his hand.
My anger was turning into rage really fast and I immediately leaped out of my chair and tackled him into the nearby wall. I wrapped my hands around his neck and got in his face.
"You fucking son of a bitch! Do you have any idea what happened to me in there!? Do you!?" I screamed in his face.
I began to choke him and immediately Keller and his boys tried to rip me of him.
I began to cry as I held him tightly.
"Do you have any fucking idea what I've been through!?" I shouted through my tears as I let go of his neck.
The commander caught his breath and his boys backed off knowing I was saying something serious.
"Do you have any fucking clue!?" I asked him.
The commander nodded his head in disapproval.
"Right when you got me tossed into that hell hole, do you know what happened!?" I shouted at him while letting my tears roll down my chest.
The commander regained his posture and looked at me with no expression just as if he wanted to be told how to feel.
"I was raped!" I shouted as I began to pace the room.
The commander and his men looked at me in shock.
"Right when you sent me there, sent me to cell block C! I was immediately beaten nearly to death and raped in front of everyone! Your men watched as it happened! I even heard they placed bets on who would win! They watched as I was taken advantage of! I screamed through every second of it and not a single person would help me!"
I stopped screaming and approached the nearby desk.
I quickly in all my anger brought my fist down into the sold metal.
"Bang!"
My anger put a dent in it and the second I made contact everyone in the room jumped in surprise.
"I was fucking raped because of you!" I shouted as I hit it again.
"Bang!"
I place an even further dent in the desk and I felt my tears coming again.
I slowly fell back into the chair and lowered my head, letting my tears roll down my body.
No one knew what to say.
They all waited for a few moments then slowly the commander approached me.
"I didn't know that would happen to you Dark honest to god I didn't." He stated as he stopped in front of the desk.
I slowly opened my eyes to look at him.
"I didn't mean for any of that to happen to you." He stated. I think this was the first time the commander has ever been sincere.
"What was to happen?" I asked him.
"The board found out about your fuck up and wanted you gone. I had no choice but to get fired if I didn't." Stated the commander.
"So you sentience me to death!" I shouted.
"No the board did!" He shouted back.
"Then what do you want!?" I asked while sitting up.
"I need the board to think your dead. My men Keller and Walker killed a lot of the guards and when they realize you're not in your cell there going to think you killed them and they will send everyone after you to make sure your dead. That's not going to happen though." Stated the commander.
"And why not?" I asked.
"Because you will be found dead outside the prison. Shot to death by my men Keller and Walker." Stated the commander.
I quickly stood up.
"Who are they?" I asked.
"Keller, Walker, and Kevin are my own personal asset's I use to carry out missions I can't be seen doing on a normal basis." Replied the commander.
"In short there black ops?" I questioned.
"Precisely." Replied the commander.
The commander then came behind the desk and stood in front of me. I defended myself.
"This team has always stayed the same when it came to its members. But I think something has to be changed." Stated the commander.
"What?" I asked quietly.
"A replacement." Replied the commander.
As soon as he said that Keller and Walker turned on Kevin and gunned him into the wall.
Bullet after bullet it went through his armor splashing his blood into the wall behind him. Keller and Walker unloaded there mags into him and slowly Kevin began to fall down as more lead was sent his way.
"Click! Click!"
Both Keller's and Walker's guns stopped as soon as there clips were empty. Kevin was dead.
I stared at the massacre as Walker and Keller looked at me.
"You see Dark." Started the commander.
I quickly looked at him in shock.
The commander slowly approached Kevin's body and went for his mask.
He quickly undid the helmet exposing his black quills. My heart stopped as he went for the mask.
"You're one of us now." Stated the commander as he ripped off his mask.
Under the mask was a hedgehog that had purple eyes and pure black quills. His chest fur was pure white and his face was cold and covered in blood.
The commander stood back up and approached me again.
"Welcome to the team." He said as he stuck out his hand.
I looked at Kevin and my thoughts raced back and forth.
"This was a set up all along." I said to myself.
I slowly looked back at the commander and rose up my hand gently into his.
We connected and I slowly began to shake him.
Keller and Walker began to smile as the commander and I shook to make it official.
I was officially backed to work, but was it for the right reasons this time?
I hope everyone found that chapter good and the drugs are done with trust me. Shadow will never use them again after that don't worry. Please review and let me know what you thought.