Hey guys Nehamee here and this One shot is being written while I am sick so sorry if some of it written bad I just felt bored so I thought why not some of this out. Also it is partly written on my Mums Kobo arch so it might be a bit short.

This one shot is not located in minecraft it is real life

Anyway onto the story.

Adams POV

I sighed as I uploaded my 'Real talk' video . i rubbed my for head with palms of my hands and looked down at my arms and wrist. old and new scars were scattered across them. i sighed and thought. The rest of team crafted will be calling on skype or maybe even on my phone soon. i had never told them about being depressed. Even Ty and Jason. All of the hate comments rang through my mind.

Stupid idoit!

Go die you useless whore!

you childish piece of shit!

Why are even still alive no one likes you! The rest of team crafted just use you for your fame! Go die already and do the rest of youtube a favour!

I cry hard after i read the last one i know that it isn't true but i can't help thinking it was. i curl up into a ball shaking hard in my state. Suddenly i heard skype ringing.

I shakly got to my feet and slowly walked over to my computer seeing that it was Ty,Jason and Mitch ringing me. Should i answer? No I will be doing them a favour if i don't. I sigh and look at my phone seeing a lot of messages from all of my friends in team crafted and not in team crafted all of them 'worry' merssages.

Ty- Come on dude pick up! if you don't i am coming over to your home to check up on you

Jason- Adam pick up skype i know your there i saw you video!

Mitch-Dude are you okay? I am really worried.

Jerome-Biggums is true you wre depressed.

Quinten- Adam you there ? please tell me you okay?

Ian- Adam whats wrong? Dont lie i know their is some wrong!

I was over whelmed there is no way they actually care for me like the haters say they only use me. I got up and takingg my phone with me i walked to me bathroom and took out a small wooden box. Inside was my relief to this torture a small sharp blood stained pocket knife.

I took the blade into my hands and st down on the tile floor that was meant to be white yet it looked slightly pink instead ,it was the same with the sink and bathtub. i turned the blade over remembering when my depression first started. i was 21 now and my depression started at 18. Three years and i have never told anybody. but i posted a video stateing i was at some point sure i didn't say i still was but i said i did at some point have it.

My phone rang this time it was Ty i didn't answer.

my first cut

The phone carryed on ringing

My second

The phone stopped ringing.

My third cut. Blood was dripping down my arm onto the pink stained floor

My answering message beeped

My fourth cut

"Hey adam it ty i just rang to say i'm on my way i should be there in 5 on buddy"

My fifth cut... wait Tys coming i cant let him see me like this. Oh well i guess he would find out anyway.

I heard my front door open and blood was still dripping from my five cuts on my arms. I sighed slowly and looked down as i heard Ty walking upstairs calling my name. i sighed again deeply.

"In here Ty..." I called. My voice was horse from crying so much and also weak from blood loose. I heard Ty start to run from where my bedroom was to the bathroom that i currently reside in.I looked up slightly when i heard a gasp. Ty was standing in the bathroom doorway , his eyes widened and looking down at my cut up multated arms.

" Oh my god adam. What did you do?" He said running and taking one of arms and started to gently clean it and then wrapped it into some soft bandages. After doing the same to my other arm he looked me in the eye with his teary brown ones and asked one simple question.

"Adam why?"

"I couldn't take it anymore. I'm sorry." I responded. I started crying. Ty looked at me in shock before hugging me tight.

"Please don't do it again your my best friend... No you the brother i never had." He said crying softly into my curly hair.

"I wont Ty i promise."

There is the one shot. I don't even know where this came from but i had been thinking of doing something like this for a while ever since i saw Adams 'Real talk video'. Anyway see you all later my fellow wolves.