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Chapter 6

BPOV

The next few weeks past by pretty quickly. I had now started sitting in the library during lunch. But I didn't mind because I got my homework done sooner which meant I had more time to study and practice my instruments when I got home. I played the piano, violin and the guitar. I wasn't really good, I used to take lessons in piano and violin for a few years and then I stopped. Now I just download sheet music from the internet and play some songs. Sometimes I make up my own songs but they aren't really good. I also taught myself the guitar. I loved music but it wasn't my thing. I wasn't good. I was average. Maybe even below average.

I sighed as I got up from the piano and went downstairs. It was a Friday night and I was super bored. I wanted to go out to the movies. But I doubt Carlisle and Esme would let me. Plus I'd have no-one to go with. Maybe I can go to the park. I'm sure they'd be fine with that. I'll be back by 19:00. Then I can watch some DVD's. Yay!

"Mom!" I called out as I got downstairs.

"Yes?" she called out from the living room. I walked in that direction and found her sketching some designs. She used to be an interior decorator. She sometimes designs stuff when she's bored.

"Can I go to the park?" I asked her sweetly.

She put down her stuff and looked like she was thinking about it for a bit.

"Please," I begged. "I'll be back by 19:00."

She shrugged her shoulders and nodded, "okay."

"Thanks!" I said and quickly grabbed my purse and headed out the door.

The park wasn't very far away so I didn't have to walk for long. There was a few small shops next to it so I stopped by one and bought an ice-lolly. There were lots of kids laughing and playing with their parents watching them. I found a swing and started swinging as I watched the children in the park play. It was kinda peaceful and relaxing.

After about 30 minutes I heard someone call my name. I looked up and saw, oh my gawd you won't believe this, Edward fucking Masen coming my way! OMG, we'd talked a bit in class (well he talked, I blushed) and I found out that he's real hard core. Like, drugs hard core. He's kinda arrogant though. But in a hot way. He's also single! Not like I have a chance or anything...

"Sup?" he said as he sat on the swing next to mine.

I just stared at him with my eyes wide and my ice-lolly still right in front of my mouth. I was always speechless around him. I was scared that anything I said would make me sound like a loser. So I (sorta) chose to keep quiet.

"How ya doing?" Edward asked even though he knew by now I probably wouldn't respond.

All I did was look down at my lap and continue eating my ice-lolly.

"You having a good day?" he asked me.

I stayed silent...

"Okay, what is your problem?" he asked a bit annoyed.

My head snapped up when he said this. What did he mean? I looked at him confused.

"Why do you always ignore me?" he asked looking angry.

I was kinda shocked. I'd never seen him like this before. He was always so reserved, hidden behind his "bad-boy" persona.

"Do you hate me?" he asked.

I shook my head quickly. "No, of course not." I said quickly.

He smiled happy that I spoke and then he smirked at me. His walls going back up again.

"Come with me," he stood up from the swing and held his hand out to me.

I slowly stood up but ignored his hand. I threw the rest of my lolly away and turned to Edward.

"Where?" I asked him curiously.

"Just follow me," he said walking off. I did as he said.

We walked to the other end of the park, and then behind some trees.

"Where are we going?" I asked.

He ignored me and we kept walking until we arrived by a group of teens his age drinking and smoking and doing drugs. I glanced at my phone and saw that it was 18:45. Isn't it a bit early to be doing this stuff? Like, I thought they only did stuff like this around midnight when the sun wasn't still shining and it wasn't so easy for the police to catch them... Wow, people can be stupid sometimes.

I stood a little bit away from the group and watched as Edward took a cigarette from some guy and lit it. Some random skater-chick noticed me and narrowed her eyes. I felt her gaze on me as she studied my form. It made me feel uncomfortable.

"Who's the loser?" she asked.

I felt offended and wanted to just stalk away. Instead I glared at her.

"She's alright," Edward said, sort of defending me.

The girl scoffed. "Really? I doubt she's ever done anything bad in her life."

True.

Edward then cocked an eyebrow. "You smoked before?" he asked me as he blew out some smoke. It looked so vile but so hot at the same time.

I shook my head slowly.

"See?" the girl said rolling her eyes and went over to sit with some other guys and took a long swig of some alcohol from a flask.

Edward held out his cigarette to me. I just looked at it and then shook my head again.

"Take it," he said more like a command.

"No thanks." I said about to turn around and leave.

Edward grabbed my arm and stopped me. He leaned in so that his lips were by my ear. He was so close to me, I could feel his body heat on me. I could feel his hot breathe by my ear. And I could smell the smoke from the cigarette that was still in his hand.

"You don't want to be a loser for the rest of your life, do you?" he whispered into my ear. It sent shivers down my spine. "Look, you're always going to be the little kid. Unless you show people that you're not just a little kid. Be mature. Take a drag."

He moved back and held the cigarette out to me. I just stared at it. He was right. I didn't want people to see me as the little kid. I kinda wanted to fit in. But I was also smarter than this. I wasn't the type of person to give into peer pressure. I knew when to say no.

I started to shake my head.

"Just do it," Edward said giving me a look that literally put me in a daze. I think he just hypnotized me. I was dazzled.

I don't know why I did this but I reached forward and grabbed the cigarette from his hand and held it in my own. I stared at it for a few seconds then looked up at Edward who nodded saying "go on" while smirking at me.

Well, here goes nothing...

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