Love Struck

Chapter 88 - Take Care Of Me

Shadow's POV

As I stared deeply into Dove's beautiful purple eyes I felt my heart racing and my heat building and her reaching for me wasn't making this any better in my mind. I can't do this. I can't have sex with her.

Slowly I began to raise her off me and Dove looked at me in confusion.

"Shadow?" She said softly.

"I can't do this Dove I can't." I stated as I got her standing.

"Why not?" She asked.

I couldn't respond.

"Is it because of Ghost?" She asked.

"Yes!" I shouted.

Dove quickly looked away as I went for my pants.

"I'm sorry Dove, but Ghost and I are like brothers and I can't do this with his girlfriend and not to mention the mother to his child." I stated as I grasped my pants.

Dove slowly backed off as I got off my desk.

"I'm sorry Dove, I just can't." I stated as I grabbed my shirt and began to head for the door.

"You didn't feel it?" Asked Dove as I reached for the doorknob.

I stopped in my tracks and asked.

"Feel what?"

Dove slowly approached me and replied.

"The spark."

My eyes widened and heart dropped as those two words came out in happiness from her sweet voice.

I stood there in complete bewilderment as Dove continued.

"Shadow I know this is a hard choice and I know what your risking by doing this, but I know I felt it and I think you did too."

I still couldn't respond, too many thoughts buzzed through my head at once.

Amy, Ghost, who I love, who I care about, what I stand for, and a lot of other thoughts debated at the choice.

"How?" I asked her quietly.

"I can tell Shadow. The way you held me and the way you kissed me showed it. I know you have feelings for me, I understand after Amy and all you and Ghost have been through it must be hard, but I also understand you need someone again to make you happy, even if it is for just a week. But I need you too Shadow. I'm scared and I have no one to comfort me ever since my Ghost left this world. The one that I saw today Shadow frightens me and I need someone to protect me and my daughter and you're my only hope and the only one who understands." Replied Dove as she remained a good ten feet away from me at my desk.

I remained lost in confusion as Dove applied the last bit of needed pressure.

"I need you Shadow."

My heart lost it's grip on my actions and all my thoughts left my mind in waves of unanswered questions. Quickly I reproached Dove and wrapped my arms around her back bringing her into a deep kiss. She kissed back and gently I pulled away and said softly into her eyes.

"You have me."

Dove smiled widely and gently forced my hand to release my cloths. The second they landed back on the floor I wrapped my right hand on her butt and lifted her onto my desk.

I kissed her viciously creating a huge purr from her and the sound she made sent shivers down my spine as I positioned myself between her legs.

As we kissed we both felt the touch of each other and gently I slipped inside causing her to moan quietly.

I couldn't stop myself. Dove is right I need someone.

I slowly began to trust and Dove held the back of my head tightly as we continued to kiss.

Alicia's POV

"There all done!" I said out loud as I finished all this paperwork for the upcoming speech.

I carefully put the files together and patted them on my desk to get them straight. As soon as I was satisfied I got up glanced at Shadow's office.

As I approached I said to myself.

They sure have been talking for a while.

To my own response I said.

"Dove looked like a wreak when she came in, I'm sure Shadow is just helping her relax a little."

The second I said that to myself I opened his door to widen my eyes in complete shock.

My eyes rested on the pair kissing naked on the desk.

I was frozen watching and very quickly the thought of getting caught got my attention.

As best as I could I forced myself to retreat from the room closing the door quietly as they continued to help each other "relax."

The second it clicked close I placed my back on the door breathing heavily as I was able to hear her moan his name.

As I listened Frost came through the door to stare at me in confusion.

Frost is Shadow's personal guard and one of his best friends since he got to Pakistan. Frost is a hedgehog with a hell of a body. I don't know what turns me towards him first the six pack or the quills. Pure gray and his light red eyes lit a flame in my heart at times, unlike now.

"What's going on…!" I grabbed his arm as he approached and held him against the door.

"Alicia, what's the matter…!?" I quickly placed my hand on his mouth to get him to shut the hell up and the second it got silent Frost heard what I heard and he immediately stared into my eyes in shock.

"Is he…!" I nodded in approval and Frost smiled and asked.

"With who?"

I quietly replied.

"Dove."

The smile left his face instantly at her name because no one in the war foresaw this madness.

"She's with Ghost." Stated Frost in confusion.

"I know." I replied.

"Do you think they are…!" I cut him off with a nod of disapproval.

"Nether of them would do this without a reason." I stated.

"It better be a good one otherwise Ghost is going to be pissed." Stated Frost.

We continued to listen and slowly the moans picked up faster until the climax.

Me and Frost stared at each other in shock still as it finally came to a close.

Everything went quiet.

Shadow's POV

Dove grasped my back quills as I held my ground on top of her gently.

We both knew what had just happened.

I didn't mean to or want to, but it just happened.

My eyes were wide open in shock and my heart raced at the thought of what might come of that mistake.

The only thought that really scared me was.

Ghost.

I can't do anything about this now. I'm screwed.

I couldn't help myself. She took me over.

"Shadow…" Said Dove quietly in my ear as my sweat dripped off my body.

Gently I raised my head up to stare into her eyes.

"Did you?" She asked in fear.

I carefully replied.

"I didn't mean to."

Dove immediately felt the pressure I did and we stared at each other in shock.

I was still…in her…as we held each other and slowly I pulled off.

Dove gently sat up as I stood there scared.

We stayed silent for about a minute.

Slowly Dove stood and approached me.

I was breaking down. I might have just got my brother's girlfriend pregnant.

"I'm sorry Dove." I stated with a scared tone.

Dove couldn't respond. She was just as scared as I was about what might happen.

The only thing I could hope for was I hope it doesn't, but I have to ask.

"Were you ovulating?"

Dove nodded in approval.

My hope left my body as she grabbed my arm.

I quickly looked back into her eyes.

"It might not work." She stated.

I nodded and asked.

"When?"

Dove quickly replied.

"I'll know tomorrow."

My fear rolled all over my body thinking about the thought as a knock on my door sent both of us into a frenzy.

"Knock! Knock! Knock!"

Dove and I immediately went for our cloths and got dressed as whoever was behind the door waited.

As soon as we were dressed I guided Dove to the door and opened it to find Alicia and Frost waiting for me.

Quickly and without a word Dove walked by not saying a word exiting the room as fast as she could. As soon as she was gone I looked at Frost, I remember what he wanted.

"Come in Frost." I ordered him.

He smiled slightly walking by me to my desk as I looked at Alicia.

"Yes?" I asked.

"Here are your speech papers." She replied handing them to me.

"Thank you." I said as I took them in my hands.

She nodded and I quickly shut the door to find Frost waiting.

"What happened to your desk Shadow?" Asked Frost as he took his seat.

I quickly went behind my desk to pick up some of the paper work and I replied.

"Dove was upset and knocked some of it off on accident."

Frost smiled and nodded his head in approval as I asked.

"I guess Marx is ready?"

Frost nodded and replied.

"Wanted me to come get you."

I nodded back and replied.

"Then lets go."

Frost remained seated as I went for the door.

"Come on!" I ordered him as he hesitated.

Quickly Frost got up and followed as I left my office passing Alicia who waited at the door.

I was breaking down in front of everyone. You could tell I was scared and worried and more then usual as I ran down the halls towards the research wing.

The only thought that meant anything to me was.

Am I going to have a kid with Dove?