Love Struck

Chapter 125 - What Do I Do?

Hannon's POV

I caught Raptor in my arms and slowly his blood oozed onto my uniform. Ghost stared at me standing perfectly still as I slowly raised my hand.

"Stay." I ordered him calmly as I moved back with Raptor who I knew by the feel of his body was about to die.

Ghost stood there and my men still aimed at him just to make sure he wouldn't try anything.

Marx and Silver quickly took Raptor from my arms and tore off his blood covered shirt.

I stared at Ghost as they tried to help Raptor.

"Raptor can you hear me?!" Asked Marx as he tried to get him to open his eyes.

I glanced back to see Raptor nod in approval.

With relief Silver replied.

"We need you to relax while we get you help ok? "

Raptor tried to say something but the blood in his mouth made him gag.

"Ughh!"

Immediately Silver and Marx got him up.

"Hold him here till we're ready!" Ordered Marx as they got Raptor out of the room.

Carefully we all watched Ghost as he turned to look at Dove who was still asleep on the meds.

Slowly he felt her face and asked.

"Is the baby really gone?"

Tears swept through his eyes as I slowly replied.

"I'm afraid so."

Ghost began to panic.

"What do I do Hannon?! I killed her baby! I killed my brother's baby! What am I suppose to do now!? He'll never forgive me! She'll never want me back! And after Amy, she'll never want to see me in her life again! And after Shadow's first son dieing and me murdering the second chance in happiness he would have ever had, what am I suppose to do!? I can't apologize after this!

Everyone felt his pain and to be honest I had no idea how to even begin to respond to that series of questions.

"Ghost, I can't even begin to say how bad I feel for you." I stated as Frost watched me from behind.

Ghost cried and cried and soon he replied.

"First I die multiple times and were forced to face my worst fears in hopes of seeing my life again! Then I almost watch my brother kill himself twice! Next thing I know we win the war!"

Frost began to approach him.

"Next thing I know Shadow has me fighting every battle day in and day out! I didn't ever get a break! Maybe a day off every two weeks! I killed and killed to make him happy and to protect my family from G.U.N, but soon my little girl gets frightened by me and my only girlfriend and mother to my only spark of joy has sex with the only person besides her that I could truly trust! SHADOW!" Screamed Ghost as Frost rested his hand on his back.

Ghost was broken and immediately hugged Frost as all my men watched.

I understand Shadow has lost more then me! His life. His family. His home. His friends. His job. His brother Dark. His son and Amy, but why did he have to take the only thing I had left to fight for!? Ghost asked in tears.

Frost held him close and replied.

"He never meant to hurt you Ghost. Shadow said he never wanted to do it with her."

In confusion I said.

"Frost?"

Frost glanced at me as Ghost asked.

"What?"

Frost carefully replied.

"I was the first one to know besides Alicia that Shadow and Dove had sex together. Shadow admitted to me how bad he felt. He even said he had no idea how he was going to say it when you got back from the states."

Ghost was in focus as Frost continued.

"Shadow said he knew you were going to want to kill him, but he told me that he never wanted to hurt you. He said that he lost everything and felt like nothing as soon as he took over as leader for this war. He told me that Dove was reminding him of Amy in more ways then one. He said he wouldn't have done it if she hadn't said something about a spark."

Frost stopped and we all looked at Ghost who was completely shocked.

"The spark?!" He asked in confusion.

Frost quickly replied.

"He said he lost control over himself when he thought back to Amy after her saying that to him."

Ghost nodded his head and quickly switch subjects.

"What about Dom? Is he going to be ok?"

Quickly I replied.

"Marx and Silver said he would make it. We just don't know how he is because he hasn't woken up yet."

More tears came from his face as he asked.

"I nearly killed three people here today Hannon and I did kill one and he or she wasn't even born yet. I deserve some sort of punishment."

I was confused and replied.

"I'll leave it up to Dove.

Ghost slowly looked back at her and replied.

"Ok."

"Everything will be ok Ghost. Shadow is going to make it and so is Dom and Dove. Your no longer in trouble we just want to help you through this. We know it must be hard." Stated Frost as Ghost hugged him tighter.

"Thank you!" Cried Ghost in utter sadness as a blood covered Marx came walking in.

"Raptor will live." He stated as Ghost smiled.

Everyone felt relief as Ghost asked.

"Can I see Shadow?"

Marx immediately replied.

"Of course. Come on, I'll take you."

Ghost's POV

I slowly stepped forward pasted all the armed men who I knew and followed Marx as he took me to my brother.

"I'm so sorry Ghost." Stated Marx as we walked.

I continued to cry in complete sadness as we stopped next to the main examination room.

Marx slowly got out his keycard and unlocked the steel door.

"Bing! Click!"

Gently Marx pushed open the door and slowly I walked in to find Shadow laying down on the bed.

My wet tear filled eyes widened in complete shock as I ran at him with Marx behind me.

Immediately I placed both my hands on what was left of his chest fur.

"Shadow!?" I shouted as I shook him roughly.

Marx grabbed me and ordered.

"Don't Ghost! Shadow is not going to be able to handle that much at the moment!"

I stopped and looked at him.

"What's wrong with him Marx!?" I asked while looking back at someone who didn't even look like my brother.

Marx shook his head and replied.

"He's lost a lot of blood. That's why he is so skinny as you can see."

I felt Shadow's bones and slowly I noticed his skull.

"Oh my god!" I shouted as I began to fall.

Marx held me up and replied.

"Shadow has a cracked skull and most of his brain is shut down, most likely from blood loss and the pain he had to endure to get here."

I cried as Marx held me up and quickly he continued.

"He also was shot three times. Once in each leg and once in the stomach. He should have died but thanks to the afghan medics he was able to get through it."

"What happened to his arm and hands?!" I asked trying to control myself.

Marx slowly replied.

"The fingers were bitten into chunks. He must have done it himself for whatever reason we still don't know. As for the arm the full layer of skin was ripped clean by a nasty bite with his teeth. Again we have no idea why he would hurt himself this bad and from what I can see the skull wound was caused by him as well."

"Why would he hurt himself?" I asked in tears.

Marx didn't reply as Silver came in.

Slowly he approached and Marx continued.

"What I can tell you Ghost is this. The burns on his body were from a fire, Hannon said it was from a building he was so called "being treated" in at the time of his absence. The person who took care of him I don't know about yet, but he or she is the main reason he's even alive to be here."

"Anything else?!" I asked in sadness.

Marx nodded as Silver replied.

"The only other things wrong are the minor cut and burses and a few broken bones. Shadow's hand was dislocated and so was part of his jaw. I also found some broken ribs and a dislocated collar bone and I'm not a dentist but some of his teeth broke from massive force most likely a fist."

"How long till he wakes up?!" I asked while touching his chest again.

Marx and Silver slowly replied.

"In the shape he is in and now that he has some help, maybe around three weeks." He stated as I widened my eyes.

"He won't be able to talk?!" I asked in shock.

Marx quickly replied.

"We don't know yet. Shadow is barely there as we speak. For the next few weeks me and Silver are going to mainly focus on him and I'm sure Hannon will get us what we need to get him back on his feet faster. Don't worry Ghost, when Shadow wakens we will come get you so you can see him."

I nodded still crying and asked.

"How do we tell him about the baby?"

No one replied as I cried harder over my vegetable of a brother.

I'm so sorry Shadow this is all my fault.

Dom's POV

I slowly opened my eyes to glance about the room in confusion.

"Aghhh!" I shouted as I saw nothing but black.

Immediately I shook my head to slowly gain back my sight.

As soon as I could see I found myself feeling much better.

Slowly I got up off the bed and went to the bathroom.

As I entered I walked by the mirror.

Instantly I looked back at my reflection to find my eyes were no longer brown.

"What the fuck!?" I asked myself as I saw they were red.

I'm working on fixing Past Secrets still. I had to troubleshoot the site to find my way of getting past the programs. It will take me longer but it should be better in a week or two.

Another piece tip I will tell everyone if you don't know why Dom's eyes are red.

Think way back when Dark was given the drug Viper Venom along with Keller and Walker. Even Shadow took it. Ask yourself what happened? All of there eyes turned red but only for a short time. Another question is what was the drug used for? Dark was given it to enhance combat skills while Shadow used it for medical reasons. What will happen now that Dom has it?