Love Struck

Chapter 133 - How Do We Tell Him?

Silver's POV

I just finished getting Shadow stable and it seems he has finally managed to relax. I stared at his crippled body in such amazement and confusion it was babbling. How can my once best friend go from a man who was going into the military to protect the world, turn into the world's most dangerous terrorist? I never even thought I would ever see him again and now look at me. I'm in the middle east, inside the rebellion's main base, treating the leader to their cause who happens to be Shadow. I don't know what to do.

"Is he ok?" I heard someone ask from behind me.

I turned my head to she it was Dove. Shadow's so called "Lover."

"He's fine. Just resting now." I replied as she came forward.

Dove stopped next to me to look into his eyes. I don't know what she was seeing.

"I can't believe this." She stated in a confused tone.

Slowly I looked at her in curiosity and asked.

"Believe what?"

Dove quickly replied.

"Him."

Slowly I glanced back at Shadow who continued to sleep.

"Me ether." I replied as I checked his heart rate.

Dove continued to watch him and as I saw his signs continuing to be normal I heard her say.

"I'm so sorry."

Carefully I glanced back to see tears rolling down her face.

I didn't know what to do, so I just continued to listen as Ghost stood at the door.

He stared at her in sadness as she said.

"I'm so sorry Shadow I never meant for any of this to happen."

Slowly I watched as Ghost stepped forward. He carefully came behind her and Dove just continued to speak her mind.

"I should have never done anything Shadow. It's my fault we had sex. I didn't know what I was thinking. It was stupid."

Gently I saw Ghost put his hand on top of hers.

"I shouldn't have left you. I should have never hurt Dove just because I was upset. It's my fault all this happened. Maybe if I was better at being a father, a boyfriend, and just a person none of this may not have happened to you; to all of us." Stated Ghost as Dove took her hand away.

Ghost felt her sadness and slowly looked back at Shadow.

"All this is because of me brother." He stated as tears came from out of eyes.

Ghost began to slowly fall down to his knee.

"I'm so sorry Shadow! I'm so sorry!" He stated as Dove stared at him in a set of her own tears.

As he cried I began to hear beeping coming from one of the machines.

Quickly I checked it to see Shadow's heart rate increasing.

It was getting way too high.

Ghost and Dove began to look at me as I got a shot of morphine ready.

"What's wrong with him!?" Asked Ghost as I stuck the needle in Shadow's neck.

We all waited but the rate didn't lower.

"What's wrong!?" Asked Dove in fear as I checked the laptop for an answer.

"It's something in his head! His brainwaves are going off the chart!" I stated as they stared at Shadow who began to flinch.

Shadow's POV ARK

"HAHA! YOU CAN'T HAVE IT!" Shouted Dark as he held my inhibitor rings.

I stood in front of him as he held it over my head and all his friends continued to laugh at me.

"Give it back!" I ordered in anger as Dark pushed me onto the ground.

I hit butt first into the mud as Dark and his friends splashed more onto my quills.

It got in my mouth and I began to cry.

"DID WE MAKE THE LITTLE HOG CRY!?" Asked Dark as he got close to me.

Tears poured down my face as Dark kicked a huge amount of mud into my eyes.

"AGHHH!" I screamed as I shut my eyes in pain from the mud's sting.

"HAHAHAHAH!" Laughed all the boys as I rolled in the mud trying to get it out of my eyes.

Dark hovered above me laughing and slowly I began to get back my vision.

As it became clear I saw Dark toss my inhibitor rings into the mud next to me.

"CRAWL FOR IT BABY!" Ordered Dark as I took them in my mud covered hands.

Dark and his friends continued to laugh as I held them close covering them in my dirty tears.

"YOUR WORTHLESS YOU KNOW THAT!?" Said Dark as I felt a overwhelming amount of anger building up inside me.

Dark knelt down next to me and asked.

"HOW CAN YOU BE MY BROTHER!? YOUR PATHETIC!" He stated as I clutched my fist.

As Dark and his friends continued to laugh at me I swung at Dark making him widen his eyes being caught completely off guard.

"SMACK!"

My blow was so hard Dark's baby tooth flew right out of his mouth.

"AGHHH!" He screamed as I got on top of him.

"SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!"

"AGHHHHHHH!" Screamed Dark as his friends ran away in fear.

Blood came out from everywhere on Dark's face as Maria ran at me.

"Stop Shadow!" She begged as she pulled me off the blood covered Dark.

"I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!" I screamed as Maria pulled me away.

"Stop Shadow! He won't do it again!" Stated Maria as I pushed her away.

She looked at me in shock as I stared at Dark who now tried to get up out of the blood and mud.

He glanced at me with his purple eyes as I began to back away.

"I'm going to hurt you!" He screamed as Maria shouted.

"Stop it right now Dark! Leave him alone!"

"WHY!?" Asked Dark in anger.

I stared into his eyes still holding my inhibitor rings close as he replied.

"He's worthless! Look at him! He might as well go kill himself so I won't have to!"

Tears continued to run down my face as Maria looked at me in concern.

I took one glanced at her and immediately turned to run away.

"SHADOW PLEASE DON'T GO!" She begged as I ran all the way back to my room with my tears dripping onto the floor all the way there.

The second I entered I slammed the door shut tight and made my way to my bed.

"Aghhhh…aghhhhh….hhhhhh!" I cried as I put my rings down on the covers.

The mud got all on the bed as I looked at my nightstand.

Quickly I took the pocket knife that rested there and flipped open the blade placing it on my arm.

My tears slowly came to a halt as I cut myself.

Blood dripped down my arm and onto the floor as each slice went into my body.

"Aghhhhh….ahhhhhh….hhhhhh!" I cried louder as I felt nothing but the feeling of lost despair.

I just continued to cut myself. It was the only thing that made me relax after what Dark did.

Shadow's POV Unknown

"What are you doing?" Asked Death as I looked into his eyes.

"What should I be doing? I can't go anywhere, I can't move. I'm barley alive after all you've done to me!" I shouted in response as he stared at me.

For some reason Death chuckled at that response and replied.

"I mean why are you so calm?"

"I don't know, maybe because I'm not dead yet and maybe because I feel as if I have another chance." I replied.

Death once again laughed and replied.

"I can say one thing and change that."

"What are you talking about?" I asked in confusion as he approached me.

"Did you know Dove was pregnant?" He asked as my eyes widened in shock.

"What?!" I asked as he replied.

"You were going to have a kid until someone killed it."

I was now crying but no tears came out from me, it was as if I couldn't.

"What are you talking about!?" I asked in anger as he replied.

"You got Dove pregnant and Ghost killed it."

My eyes were wide open in shock and slowly he continued.

"When you left; Ghost came back with Dom and Silver. Dove had to tell him about you two fucking and Ghost lost his shit. During the rumble he managed to kill the fetus."

I stood there in complete shock as he continued.

"Your last chance at happiness ended same as it did for your first son with Amy, only this time it was his fault. Ghost kill your baby."

Anger covered me as Death rested his hand on my shoulder.

"If it means anything he's sorry, but that's all he can do is apologize. I can imagine how it feels to be you right now, it must hurt to have someone that close betray you like that. He stated as I stared into blankness.

Slowly Death walked off and disappeared leaving me in deep thought about what was real anymore.

I put a lot of hints about what is going on with Shadow in this one. I'll give you some starters.

1. Why was he thinking about Dark back on ARK?

2. Why did Death laugh?

3. What about Ghost?

That is all I'm giving you for now. Think about it. I know it's confusing but maybe you'll see it.