AUTHOR's NOTE: I am feeling sick but I tried to update it, my thesis is finally approved so I am almost done.. I hope I pass my finals by 27 and I hope I have a leave again because I want to rest and my money is almost gone thanks to the papers I printed for the thesis.

I DO NOT OWN TAKUMI-KUN nor the pair just the oc and the PLOT enjoy!

It's very quiet. The light is muted, Kanata feels comfortable and warm in a bed. As he opened his eyes ad for a moment he was tranquil and serene, enjoying the strange familiar surroundings no idea where he is. As he glanced aside he saw his parents beside him where his father is checking his health as he suddenly opened his eyes, his mother hugged him tightly grateful that her son is already OK.

"Oka-san?" he said.

"Thank God, you're ok Hideki said he could not reach you on your phone then when he looks for you, he saw you lying in the streets what happened? You left the house without our permission."

"I'm sorry I just…" he suddenly remember how he was rejected by the older man, he looks at his mother. "Went to buy something." He lied.

"Just stay here at home ok?" his mother told him as they both left him alone.

At the hospital, Misu seems to noticed Kanata not around the place, as he was going to the canteen the old woman that Kanata used to talk with is looking for him but Hideki informed him that he is at home was very sick, Misu who had heard suddenly became worried and run outside the hospital and ride in his car to visit the young man.

As he arrived there, he was greeted by Ishikawa-sensei and guides him to the young man's room.

"Honjou." Said Misu looking worried.

Kanata only look at him and turn his back like he does not want to see Misu, the young man's mother the woman was looking at him as if he saw someone very familiar.

"You're Misu?" she asked.

"Yes ma'am." He politely answered.

"This is impossible." She mumbles to herself.

"I'm sorry?" he confusedly asked him not hearing the words she said. The woman left her alone, with the young man's father leaving them alone he apologized for his wife's behavior, reasoning that she could have been stressed because of his son's health.

As Misu left Dr. Ishikawa and his wife are left alone and had a conversation in their bedroom.

"So that was Misu? You knew it and you let him be part of his life? The woman scolded at his husband.

"He does not know anything, I will assure he will never know anything."

"B-but Kanata, what if he founds out?"

"Do you think he can leave us, he will be indebted to us we extend his life and about Misu just let them be, I don't see any harm he could brought to our son's life."

"No! I will make sure once he is alright I will plan of leaving this country for good I'll bring my son with me away from that guy." The elder woman said as he leave his husband alone.

"Fine, I'll leave Japan in two weeks book a flight for you and for our son and I will leave you there to live together."

At Kanata's room he was surprised seeing his mother crying and he suddenly embraced his son.

"Oka-san?"

"I love you, no matter what happen you are my Kanata-kun ok? I want you to know I love you so much."

"I love you too, why are you acting strangely?"

"Nothing." She said while caressing his son's face.

"I was thinking would you like to go with me to Paris?"

"Paris?"

"What if we just live there permanently?"

"All of a sudden? Why?" he curiously asked his mother.

"I was thinking you have never been anywhere right? Your father is always busy and I as well almost neglected you so I want to make up those times let's live peacefully there. In two weeks we'll leave Japan."

"Two weeks but I…"

"Please say yes. And please tried to avoid that Misu from now on."

"But why?"

"He'll just break your heart."

As she left Kanata was struck by those words and think about his mother's plan for them. Meanwhile Misu who is back in the hospital taking rounds when he was called by Hideki.

"What is it?"

"You know I like Kanata I don't want you to hurt him."

"What are you talking about?"

"You see he is very innocent and I want to protect."

"Do what you want." Misu told him walking away from the guy.

"He got sick, was it because of you? It's the first time he likes someone this strong I was the one that's beside him all this time you don't know what he had gone through so you don't have the right to hurt him."

"What are you talking about."

"That is none of your business, just go away from him." As Hideki said this Misu looks at him and leave him standing alone.

It was almost a week, he can't work properly, he became used to being with Kanata this is what he feel before when Shingyouji had started spending less time with him as he went to Dr. Ishikawa's office he was shocked when he heard an unexpected news.

"Paris?"

"Yes, I'll be going with my family next week but I will return after a week only Kanata and my wife will stay there for good."

"What?"

"Is there a problem Misu?"

"Nothing sensei."

As Misu went outside he decided to stroll around his mind is blank, if Kanata leave him for good, why is he worrying this much? Last time he was like this was during the Tanabata Day as he was walking he suddenly saw the young man walking around the place and tried to chase him as they met each other Kanata is just looking at him standing in front of the older man.

"Don't go." Said Misu as Kanata is still staring at him. "I said don't go!" I can only give you pain but if you really don't mind me being such a cold guy, I am not into those romantic things but if you really don't mind it don't go."

"Senpai?" he said to him as Misu walk towards him and suddenly hugged him.

"I guess I like you, the person I love is you, the one I love is a very mischievous guy who makes everyone worry when he is gone, that guy is Honjou-Kanata, so please don't go. I don't want you to go, I guess I can't live without you. "

"You are bad."

"What's so bad about me?" Misu asked still having him around his arms.

"Really bad!" exclaimed Kanata.

"So why do you like such a bastard like me?"

"That's right maybe I'm a fool."

"I'm a fool too." Misu responded, the young man suddenly cries aloud Misu let go and comfort him but he continues to cry as Misu look at the people staring at them he ask Kanata to keep his voice down.

"Honjou."

"What!" he asked still crying.

"Don't cry anymore everyone is looking at us." Requested Misu.

"Let them look, Just look!" He shouted at the strangers passing by while crying out loud. Misu tried to calm him by going in a food stall nearby. As he reached home he send a message to Misu and decided to talk to his mother.

"Oka-san I was thinking can we not go to Paris?"

"But why?"

"I don't have confidence that I could stay there."

"Is that the only reason?"

"Yes."

"And… please be kind to Misu-senpai he is… my friend so please be nice to him." Kanata left his mother and directly went into his room.

The next day as he dressed and decide to drop by the hospital, his mother suddenly appeared before him.

"Where are you going?"

"School?" Kanata answered.

"I talk to your dean, you are officially dropped from that school, and when you go out you will only go out with or with Hideki."

"But…"

Suddenly his phone ring as he see that it was Misu calling he distanced himself out of his mother and answer the call.

"Kitahara-kun, anou I'll call you later ok, I am a little busy now." He said as he hurriedly hang up the phone.

"Who's that?" she asked

"A.. friend.. in school…"

As his mother left him, he just stayed all they in his bedroom suddenly he tried to sneak out seeing his mother now asleep he went outside and run outside the house. Looking at his watch he knew Misu is no longer at the workplace he looked everywhere to see where Misu lives, as he tried to see a house he suddenly felt familiar with it, not sure if the older man leaves there he knocked on the door.

Suddenly a surprised Misu stares at him.

"I am really good at guessing things am I?"

"Come in." Misu told him as he close the door.

"Wow, this place is cool I'm thirsty."

"Just take a glass of water…" as Misu instructed him he stands up and was able to find the utensils for himself which surprised the older guy. After spending some time they decided to watch some movies until he fell asleep. Misu tried to wake him up but seeing his sleeping heavily carried him to lay him on the sofa putting his jacket to cover him. Misu gazed at touching his hand and fell asleep beside him.

Suddenly someone knock on his door, it was Haibara who was surprised to see Kanata.

"Did I disturb something?"

"Baka! What are you doing here in the middle of the night?" Misu asked

"I thought you are lonely so I came here to comfort you."

"Leave."

Kanata suddenly wake up and stand up beside Misu and greeted Haibara.

"Who would have thought I see you with some and not Shingyouji." He told him jokingly.

As he left Misu and Kanata went outside, as they are walking around he suddenly look at the young man.

"Are you mad?"

"Why am I mad?" Kanata answered back.

"Eat dinner before you go."

"I don't feel hungry."

"Still eat before you go."

"I don't like the idea." Said the young man.

"I'll buy you yummy things."

"I say I'm not hungry!" he exclaimed.

"Go!, go then as you like." Misu irritatedly walk away.

"Hey!" Kanata shouted.

"What?"

"What's wrong with that temper?"

"What's with my temper?"

"I said I was not hungry! But I didn't say don't walk me home." He said.

"I dare you utter more sentence like this! When did you learn to talk like that? Tto think I am older than you."

"What if you are older? You have to act like a human first isn't that right? Walk me home now!"

"You retarded, no walk home with your own feet, don't you have one?" Misu said to the young man looking upset.

"I'm telling you to walk me home."

"I said no." replied Misu.

"You never treated Shingyouji like this right? maybe back in high school you even walk him up to his room."

Upon hearing it, Misu walk away until Kanata followed him.

"Walk me home please."

"I said no."

"OK I made a mistake but then you'll left just like that?"

"Alright I'm going now, I'll disappear from now on happy? Enjoy your meal enjoy your life Jerk! You wild boar." An upset Kanata leaves him alone.

As they part ways he just sat by the bench and suddenly he noticed Misu looking for him everywhere seeing him looking tired he walk towards him, Misu who see him crying wipe his tears.

"Are you hungry."

"I'm feeling hungry."

"See? A human should be honest." The older man smiled at him.

After they eat when Kanata finally went back home, he went to the reading room and tried to talk to him.

"I have something to tell you Otou-san."

"Come here and sit down. Even if you didn't come I would look for you."

Kanata did what his father told him and they began to have a conversation.

"I don't want to go there, please help me I really don't want to go…I mean I am just fine here a vacation is good but living there I can't so…I mean studying abroad and living that kind of thing… It is not a good thing maybe."

"Kanata."

"Yes?"

"You see, for three years I never like your mom's idea but this is a huge impact for him losing you once is such heartbreak for her but regaining you back…"

"Huh?" Kanata confusedly asks.

"Nothing… this time learn to listen to him, this is now your family."

"But this has been my family right? Kanata asked back his father.

"I mean…"

"Is something wrong? Is there something you want to tell me?"

"You better go to your room." His father told him.

As he left he became suspicious and suddenly he remembered when he just got released from the hospital and when was toured around the house.

"Kanata, we hope that you won't ask too much question from us, this things we're going to left this in the storage I would suggest for you not look for these because it will just bring you painful memories, we will all start anew with us, your family we will give you the time that we wasted not spending with you." His mother had told him.

Kanata decided to went into the storage room and search for the things that was with him when he was hospitalized, as he took out the box he stared at the black jacket, and the plaided shirt suddenly he saw a phone that had been turned off for a long time, hoping to see something from it he suddenly switched it on.

His eyes got wide as he saw a picture with him and Misu and suddenly he feels his head aching. As he closed his eyes he suddenly see things an old high school where he was standing and suddenly he saw Misu as they met for the first time, the Tanabata Day their first kiss, when he finally graduated and live with him, when he realize his sickness and suddenly left the hospital and when he was at the bus.

"Anou, can I have a favor I'll just go to the store can you just look after my things?" he said to a guy beside him. He suddenly dropped the necklace he is wearing as he stands up. Due to the long line he did not notice the bus left without him. With nowhere to go, he decided to start living on his own where find a job in a Music Store. As he was on duty he saw someone trying to sneak out an album and tried to chased him out, but not seeing the stoplight he was accidentally hit by a car.

Being in coma for almost a month he woke up seeing to elder couple beside him.

"Kanata-kun?"

"Kanata? Is that my name?" Living without a memory and losing all his strength the only one usually beside him was a man named Hideki.

"Ok Kanata just a little, you can walk properly now." As he fell he assisted him but he shoved him.

"Go away I can do this." The therapy goes on until he almost healed completely after a year and started living with them, doing to always live to their expectation.

"Oka-san did you know I have a dream about a place then there is this guy staring at me do you think he had something to do with me?" he asked her.

"Don't say such nonsense, we should never talk about the past anymore are we clear?" She told him.

As he went into one of their room, he was scolded because he had broken one of the sculptures in that place.

"Hii-chan, father will have a new assistant doctor?"

"Yes, what's his name Misu-Arata."

"Weird name but seem like a cool one." He smiled.

His eyes were filled with tears as he look at the pictures.

He suddenly remembered when he left the café when Misu and Sagara-senpai was together he felt heartbroken that day.

"Shingyouji!" When Shingyouji stopped and turned to face him with a look of surprise in his eyes he let it all out. "I told you to wait or did you not near me Shingyouji?" he stepped forward. "You belong to me Shingyouji. So why don't you do as I say? When I tell you to wait do so. If I tell you to stay you stay."

"Arata-san." He held the phone close to his chest clutching to it tightly.

Well a little revelation the only question is what would be now his decision? What more to come how about his "parents can they devise something to keep him?