A/N: Sorry this is so late. I was at my mates this weekend and she wouldn't let me use her internet, just to be a bitch I think. Anyway I hope this is okay. I was rather tired and actually pretty drunk. When I wrote this. Plus I was really late for college and my laptop was being slow as it was. So hopefully this uploads okay. Not to mention the fact that I have really bad sunburn I can hardly movemy arms it burns and stings so much. And then when I finally was able to use use her internet it decided that it wasn't going to work for the best part of two days. Not a good thing when I am trying to upload this for you guys. So sorry about the delay. I have a very busy week next week, the only real free day that I have at the moment is Thursday and knowing my luck I will end up busy that day too. So not sure when the next chapter will be but I just want to say that I love you all. Also if the font is weird then sorry. I don't know what I did to my Open Office.
Sebastian couldn't ever understand why he woke up next Blaine each morning. Well it was more along the lines of he could never understand what he had done to deserve it all. He just lay there next to him, his eyes rested upon his face and he just stared at him. Sebastian couldn't remove the smile from his face. Blaine really was intoxicating. He managed to drag himself away after a few moments where he headed upstairs for a shower.
The water droplets felt so warm against his skin. Sebastian closed his eyes and just let the droplets run down his skin. It felt amazing, save waking up next to Blaine, a shower was the most amaxing thing in the world. He simply found himself just relaxing. The one thing that he would never have any trouble with was staying in the shower forever.
Yet as he felt a pair of hands on his hips he almost jumped out his skin. The bad thing was that he instantly knew that it was Blaine, not that it would be anyone else, yet he'd know Blaine's touch anywhere. There wasn't another person in this world that made him feel the way Blaine did. Blaine's touch never failed to send a shiver down his spine and send a whole swarm of butterflies into his stomach. His head rested back against Blaine's shoulder and his body seemed to just melt. Into his. Sebastian's eyes remained closed. He soon felt Blaine pressing his lips against his and Sebastian simply turned around in Blaine's arms to face him and wrapped his won arms around his boyfriend simply just wanting him to be closer than he already was. If that was even possible. Sebastian was starting to wonder to himself as to whether he actually loved Blaine more than he should. Was it even possible to love someone to much? He was sure that he had already had this conversation with his own head on many occasions before and was still yet to find the answer. The only thing that he was worried about was ever losing Blaine and that alone was enough to scare him. He knew in his heart that if he didn't have Blaine in his life then it just wasn't worth being alive anymore. Blaine was the his soul mate and he just wouldn't be able to get through each day without him. Perhaps that made him sound pathetic, yet the strange thing about that was that, he just just didn't really care anymore. Blaine was pretty much perfect.
Sebastian slipped his tongue into Blaine's mouth. Now this really was his kind of shower. His tongue simply battled against his and he found himself almost fainting with the whole adrenaline rush that was rippling through his body. He couldn't let Blaine go. It must have been at least half an hour later, half an hour of breathlessness in the shower, before they finally left and found themselves stumbling into the bedroom and collapsing into a heap on the bed. It was then that Sebastian remembered that he had left his duvet downstairs. He groaned slightly and simply lay against the bedsheets and pulled Blaine on top of him kissing him over and over. Sebastian pressed his lips to Blaine's neck, before trailing his lips over his shoulder and causing Blaine to simply groan. It seemed like this weekend before they left for the huge reunion thing, something Sebastian wasn't really looking forwards to, yet if it made Blaine happy and Blaine wanted to have him there then he wouldn't object, was going to be a hell of an eventful one. A weekend filled with so much passion and lust. It was something that seemed to have been missing from their relationship for a while and Sebastian had started to fear that it wouldn't be back again. Yet no he was content with the fact that he could once again actually be with Blaine and not have to worry that he was going to feel distant from him anymore. Things were getting heated and Sebastian could feel Blaine's hands running over his back, tracing small circles there. The kiss they were sharing only seemed to deepen. Sebastian could have stayed here forever. Yet they were interrupted by the ringing of Blaine's phone downstairs.
Something told Sebastian that it was Kurt calling Blaine, just like he had told him that he would. He wanted to feel jealous. Jealous that Blaine was about to embark on a conversation with his ex boyfriend and yet he just couldn't be.
"You going to get that, gorgeous?" Sebastian said to him as he climbed off the bed and headed over to the wardrobe to locate some clothes to wear for the day. The towel, that had been previously wrapped around his waist, fell to the floor, leaving him stark naked in front of Blaine.
Blaine simply nodded, "Just borrowing your dressing gown. Freezing in this towel." he said as he pulled on Sebastian's dressing gown and ran down the stairs to answer his phone. Just as Sebastian had suspected Blaine was greeted by Kurt's name flashing up on the screen.
"Hey," Blaine said simply. It felt strange talking to Kurt again. He found himself not really knowing what to say to him. This was just strange. Kurt was normally the one person that he could talk endlessly too.
"Hi. You know it actually feel strange hearing your voice again." he said with a nervous laugh. "So you still with Sebastian then?"
"Honestly it just feels strange to hear your voice again. I missed you more than I thought I would. Can't wait to see you again." at least the conversation seemed to be flowing now. Perhaps all that was needed was simply just to actually have something said to get them started off. It was rather typical that it was Kurt who had been the one to break into that silence. "Yeah. I am still with him. Why do you ask?" Blaine said to him, as he rested against the back of the sofa. He suddenly felt rather nervous. Kurt had never really cared all that much about his relationship with Sebastian. So why was he asking about it now? He swallowed the lump in his throat. It must have been a couple of seconds before Kurt answered him, yet to Blaine it felt like ages.
"Just wondered. You really like him, don't you? I can tell by the sound of your voice just then. So what is happening with you."
"Yes. I honestly love him Kurt. He is amazing. I just don't know what I would do without him. Especially these past couple of years. He has just been my rock." Blaine laughed slightly. "Well my parents are not my parents. I over heard them arguing with Cooper and he blurted out that I was adopted. So now I live with Sebastian."
Blaine's head turned to the door as he heard Sebastian walking in. God he looked hot, having not bothered sorting out his hair and it was still wet. Blaine had to force himself not to just jump up and kiss him.
"But why do you love him? That is what I don't get. What if he hurts you? Yeah I get it that he has stayed with you for this long, but what if that doesn't mean anything. I don't want you to get hurt. Care about you Blaine. I always will. Wait hold on. What? You're adopted? You live with him?"
Blaine should have known that all that was coming. He should have been prepared for it. Yet he just wasn't. He rolled his eyes, knowing that Kurt would be able to see him over the phone. He didn't want to fall lout or argue with Kurt, especially not over the phone. Why did they always seem to end up falling out over Sebastian. Even now that they had broken up with one another. Sebastian managed to get in the middle of them. Blaine hated that. He didn't understand why the two of them couldn't just be civil to one another. It was simply just annoying him so much.
"I can't help it. I love him because he makes me feel like I am worth something. Not that you didn't. He isn't a bad person. He's actually rather romantic believe it or not. Why do you care anyway? It's my heart that gets broken and not yours. Anyway I thought you had found someone. At least that is what you texted me last night. So if this is just an excuse to tell me how I deserve better than Sebastian then I don't want to hear it. So just hang up already."
"Yes but this is Sebastian we are talking about here, Blaine." Kurt said in a reply.
Blaine almost heard the break of his ex's heart as he spoke. He realised in that moment that Kurt was still in love with him. This really was the one thing that he found himself dreading. He didn't know how to deal with that. "I have found someone but you are always going to have a pieace of my heart. You were the first person I fell in love with. Like really in love with. I didn't make you feel special, did I? Nothing compared to the way Sebastian makes you feel. Did you even love me? I mean after we met that man whore."
Blaine wanted nothing more than to just yell at him. Yet that wasn't the answer, plus he didn't want Sebastian grabbing the phone and yelling at Kurt as well.
"Stop dragging him down Kurt. You don't know him. Not the way I do. Please just stop judging him on the fact that I left you to be with him. I do love you. I always will. It's just different now. With Sebastian all I can think about is being with him and I can't imagine life without him. He's been there for me. You did make me feel special. I just fell in love with someone else. Maybe we were just not meant to be. What if I am meant to be with Sebastian? Who is he anyway? This guy you found?"
Blaine moved slightly as she Sebastian sat himself down on the sofa next to him. He rested his head against Sebastian's shoulder. He just wanted to be near to him, feel the heat of his body against his. Kurt was making him feel like Sebastian was about to leave him. It was funny how moods could change all of a sudden.
Sebastian pressed his lips to Blaine's cheek and wrapped an arm around him. Something told him that Kurt was giving him a bit of a hard time. He didn't know why Blaine always took it to heart. He was sure that if the tables had been reversed then Blaine would do exactly the same to him.
"I am not dragging him down Blaine. I'm just saying that maybe he will hurt you. You will always have my heart and I was there or you. I am always there for you. Whenever you need me. I feel like you never loved me. Because of the way that you cheated on me. I feel betrayed Blaine."
This was a conversation that Blaine had been avoiding like the plague. It all seemed to come clear to him that this was the subconscious reason as to why he had never really put in the effort to contact Kurt.
"What does it matter." Kurt continued "He's probably off fucking someone else. It's early days with this guy. I don't want to chance anything."
"What just so Sebastian has a past of being with a load of guys means that he is cheating on me? Just stop, Kurt. Please. I don't want to fall out over this. Perhaps we should talk properly at this reunion. We clearly can't talk over the phone." Blaine said to him. Truth be told he just wanted to hang up and have Sebastian tell him that Kurt was wrong. That he wasn't sleeping with someone else behind his back. That he did love him and that he wasn't about leave him for someone else.
"Maybe I don't want to. I just don't want to see you getting your life destroyed by him. You deserve better than him Blaine. Be with me again, please. I'd drop everything for you. Just say the word and I am your again"
Blaine could hardly believe that he was hearing this. Was Kurt really trying to get him back? He was really mad at him now. What was so hard to accept about their break up. Blaine didn't get it. Kurt just couldn't seem to let go of them.
"You know what? I don't care. Think what you like, Kurt. Just because you can't let go of what we had doesn't mean that I can't be happy with someone else. I love him. You got that. I am in love with Sebastian Smythe. It's high time you accepted that. See you at the reunion"
With those harsh words Blaine hung up, slipping his phone onto the cabinet and cuddled up to Sebastian. His head buried in his boyfriends face. He knew he had hurt Kurt saying those words. Perhaps he had been a bit harsh, yet he just didn't know what other way he could get through to him.
"I love you, Blaine. Whatever Kurt was saying forget it. I love you. I am not cheating on you and I never will. You are the guy I want to be with till the day I die and every other day after that. Never forget that. Ever." Sebastian whispered to him, placing kisses into his hair.
Blaine lifted his head from Sebastian's chest and smiled slightly at him. "I love you too. I'm sorry. I shouldn't let him get to me. It's just he was saying that you were probably fucking someone else. That I deserved better than you. He also said that he wanted us to be together again. Me and him. He said he would drop everything to just be with me."
"You have nothing to be sorry for. I heard what you said. I was sat right next to your for the most of it. If anything I agree with him you deserve better than me. Yet it isn't a matter of what you deserve. You have to follow your heart and be with who you want to be with. Can I just ask one tiny favour?"
Blaine smiled once again. Sebastian really knew what to say to make him feel better. "You. I want you. I love you, so much." he mused as he leant up and pressed a brief kiss to Sebastian's lips. "Depends what it is."
"I know you said that I had to behave myself at the Reunion and not insult your friends,especially Santana. But can I whack Kurt Hummel one. Seriously I have just about had enough of him. I just want to break his nose or something, just for what he has done to you now"
Blaine had to laugh. He knew it was wrong but he couldn't help it. "If you must, as long as you don't hurt your hand doing it"
A/N: Okay I really don't like this chapter very much there was a bit of Klaine fight. I know and I will be elaborating more on that when they meet, which should be in the next chapter. I know Blaine was a bit of a bitch to Kurt, but it had to be done. SORRY! Sorry again for the delay. Review and let me know what you think.