A/N: Again sorry that this is so late. I don't know where my muse for fanfiction writing has gone off to but its just left me and I kept putting off writing this fanfiction. I am so sorry, from now on I am just going to have to get a move on and get writing, whether or not I feel up to it. I am going to aim to get at least 500 words done a day, and hopefully updating on a Sunday, although I should warn you in the middle of July I am going away for a while, so I won't be updating then. So this is most likely going to be the last chapter for about 3 weeks please don't worry I will be updating as soon as I can. I tried to make this chapter particularly long to make up for it, but I doubt that will happen. Love you all and thank you so much for being there and supporting me. It you guys that keep me writing
It was rather late that night when Blaine and Santana finally finished the game of Scrabble and headed off to bed. Santana into the room she had stayed in the night before and Blaine of course into the room that he shared with Sebastian.
He pulled off his clothes and climbed into bed, being careful not to make to much noise or to much movement, the last thing that he wanted was to wake Sebastian up. He wasn't sure what time he was leaving for Paris in the morning. So maybe he was asleep. Blaine wasn't sure. He hadn't heard the shower from downstairs, yet was that down to the fact that he had been so engrossed in the game of Scrabble with his best friend, or just that Sebastian hadn't had one and instead had chosen to get some sleep. Now that he was thinking so much Blaine knew, deep down, that sleep was going to be impossible for a good couple of hours at least. It wasn't fair. He hated the fact that Sebastian was going away, more than the fact that he had declined his offer to go with him, now he wished he hadn't. He'd only done it down to the fact that he was angry at him at the time and hadn't had the heart to ask him if it was okay for him to take up the offer, besides he was pretty sure that Sebastian had already booked the flight for just himself and Blaine refused to let him waste anymore money having to cancel that one and book a new one.
At least now things wouldn't seem to monotonous without him around. He was sure that Santana would be able to keep him occupied and she certainly wouldn't allow him to mope around like some idiot. Just the thought of that alone made him smile slightly to himself. He turned over onto his side. The seconds seemed to pass like minutes. Blaine was starting to feel restless. He hated lying awake like this. It couldn't have been more than a minute before he sat up and turned to look at Sebastian beside him. He seemed so peaceful and still. Blaine wanted nothing more than to just wrap his arms around him, kiss him and tell him that he loved him. Although he could bring himself to do that just now. No doubt Sebastian needed some sleep. He slowly and carefully pulled back the covers to climb out of bed and head downstairs. He'd only start wriggling and lying there awake all night. So doing something productive downstairs was probably a better option. Yet before he could go anywhere he felt Sebastian moving and grabbing him around the waist.
"You going to leave me again already? I haven't seen you all day and you spend a minute in bed with me before leaving again." he mused to him pulling him down and leaning over him.
"I thought you were asleep and I couldn't sleep" Blaine replied to him. "I didn't wake you up did I?"
"No, I was already awake, just waiting for you to kiss me."
Blaine just smiled and leant upwards to press his lips to Sebastian's. He didn't want him to got Paris. At least not without him. Yet that was simply down to the fact that he was goingt o miss him so much. He knew that asking him not to go wasn't fair. Sebastian had ever right to go to father's funeral. Despite the fact that he wasn't really on best terms with him. It was his father.
The kiss lasted a few moments before Sebastian pulled away from him. The pair just stared into one another's eyes. Neither wanting to look away and neither having the ill to try.
"You going to be okay? I mean without me around to fuck any time you feel like?" Sebastian said to him after a few moments.
"I guess I will have to be. I don't have a choice." Blaine said with a small laugh. "i'm going to miss you so much"
"I'll miss you too, Cyclops" Sebastian teased. Sometimes teasing Blaine made him feel like he was the one in charge. He felt as though he could make him do anything. It was always something that turned him on. Just being the dominant one in their relationship. Something about Blaine dominating over him didn't seem right. Unless of course it was when he least expected it. Once again Sebastian kissed Blaine's lips, his tongue pushing its way into his mouth. He never bothered to ask for entrance any more. He just entered anyway. What was the point in teasing so much? He'd never once been denied entrance. So why should he bother asking? The fact that Santana was just in the other didn't seem to bother him. What did he care if she could hear what they were up to. He was about to spend a good four days in another country to Blaine. Surely he was entitled to get as much of him as he could over the next few hours.
Blaine wasn't sure how long he had spent kissing Sebastian, not that he was complaining. It felt amazing. It seemed like with every kiss and every touch it just felt better and better. People said that love faded away, rather than grow stronger as relationships went on. Yet Blaine knew that not to be true, at least not with Sebastian. Love just continued to grow stronger and stronger. Blaine didn't know it was possible to hold so much feelings for one person. It was insane. He'd never been in love like this before. Never. Sebastian was the one for him. The love of his life, if anything were to happen to him then that was it. Blaine wouldn't ever be able to love anyone else in the same way. He'd always find himself comparing them to Sebastian. Would that even be fair to the other? Blaine couldn't see how it would. Just the thought of how he would feel if it was to ever be him in that situation, made him feel like a spare part. He'd never be able to put anyone in that position. He'd be alone. He knew that much. Nobody would ever take Sebastian's place in his heart.
"What time you leaving for Paris?" Blaine asked him as they finally pulled away from one another, in order to catch their breath.
Sebastian glanced over at the clock on the bedside table. How had time flown past so fast? He was sure that he had done something to upset it. For a start it just left him behind. Stuck in a moment. Left him feeling one thing whilst it escaped him and counted his seconds left for him.
"About five hours." he replied, kissing Blaine softly for a few seconds before pulling away. "Reckon I should make the most of you in that time. I wish you were coming with me."
"Don't say that" Blaine responded. It just made him feel awful. Like they were breaking up or something.
"What? That I should make the most of you or that I wish you were coming with me?"
"Both. It sounds like you are breaking up with me when you leave and if you had said sooner for me to come with you then I would have said yes. It wouldn't have bothered me that I might be a little late for the Reunion. They'd survive a few hours without me"
"You're mad. I'd never break up with you. As long as I am breathing I am not breaking up with you, Blaine Anderson. I love you more than I have ever loved anyone else in my life." he found himself saying. "Don't blame me that you are not coming. If I remember correctly I asked you if you wanted to come with me and you point blankly said no."
"Yeah, because we had just had that argument and I was mad at you. If you had asked again I would have said yes. You know I would." Blaine said to him moving slightly to a more comfortable position.
"Well maybe it is for the best. I mean having some time away from one another might just make us appreciate one another more. Besides I doubt you'd be very occupied in the city of love without me around. I wouldn't be very good company anyway"
Blaine simply nodded. "Yeah maybe. I do love you Sebastian. You know I do, right? Sometimes I feel like I don't show you enough. I mean I tell you and stuff but is that the same?"
"I don't know you tell me. I know you do. Stop trying to make me say it over and over. I never say it, at least I never used to until I met you. You are amazing, you know that." Sebastian said in a reply to him. He wanted so much just to fuck him senseless right now. Just to hear him screaming out his name, yet he managed to fight against that urge, at least for now, down to the fact that he didn't really want to subject Santana to having to hear all that.
Almost as if reading his mind Blaine spoke.
"Fuck me" he whispered into Sebastian's ear.
"What and have to risk the wrath of Santana after having heard your screaming out my name tomorrow? I wouldn't dream of it" Sebastian mused to him. He had a feeling that Blaine knew what he was thinking, perhaps there was something that showed his thoughts on his face. Perhaps Blaine just knew his thoughts from the expression he had on his face, just like he generally did with Blaine.
"Well you could always gag me?" Blaine said with a cheeky smile.
Sebastian hadn't ever put him down as someone who was up for any of that sort of stuff. Yet now that he mentioned it Sebastian knew that he could just let it lie. He had to give it a shot. Trying something new was always fun and a great way to spice up someone's love life, right?
"Really. Can I take you up on that offer then?" he mused to him pressing his lips to Blaine's as he reached down to the floor and grabbed his boxers, from the side of the bed where he had dropped them after coming back home from work that night. He scrunched them up into a ball and pressed them against Blaine's mouth. "Bit down on those."
For some reason, unbeknown to even himself, Blaine didn't think twice about doing what Sebastian had said to him. Sure if he had thought about it he might have put himself off the idea. Yet now it all just seemed to be so exciting. It seemed like the moment Sebastian had wedged his boxers into his mouth he was off down his body. Trailing soft passionate kisses down his chest. Blaine simply arched his back up into him, he couldn't stop himself. His eyes closed of their own accord. It certainly amazing to have Sebastian's kisses all over him like that. He could already feel his breath starting to quicken. His teeth sunk into the boxers in his mouth. He was dying to just scream out, it was certainly a good thing that the boxers prevented much noise from escaping.
Sebastian simply smiled slightly at the lust that he was taking from Blaine. He could feel him squirming underneath him and didn't have heart to tease him anymore. It was bad enough that he couldn't exactly make to much noise. So why take it to far and really make him squirm. He wasn't that cruel. Plus there was the fact that he had needs that had to be filled. He just needed to fuck Blaine. That was all that he could think of right now. Without wasting another second Sebastian grabbed Blaine's thighs tightly and pulled his legs up, before letting them rest against his shoulders. His hand slipped in between his boyfriends legs and teased his opening with his fingers, pushing in one finger, before adding in another and another until all four of his fingers were gently pumping into him. Blaine was gasping underneath him. Sebastian could hear the muffled moans that were escaping from his boyfriends lips. If anything it only provoked him to touch him even more.
He found himself dying to just really make him scream out, not just the muffled groaning that he was getting out of him at the moment. Perhaps if he worked things right he could change that. Pressing his lips together he slowly pulled his fingers out and ran them over Blaine's cock, coating him in his juice.
"Want some lubricant? Or Want to go in Bareback, without anything. How about you nod for bareback and shake for lube"
Sebastian mused to him as he leant down and pressed his lips to Blaine's for a few moments before pulling away again and getting himself comfortable between Blaine's legs once more. His eyes resting upon Blaine who gave him a small nod. Did he really know what he was in for with all this? Sebastian wasn't about to linger and find out. He didn't want to warn him that it would feel different and despite the fact that they had already had sex countless times it was still going to burn slightly. Plus it wouldn't be as easy for him to let go. That was where the lube helped out.
Not wasting another second Sebastian thrust forwards and plunged deep within Blaine. Hitting the back of his prostate with each thrust. He found his eyes closing as he tried his hardest to supress a groan. He could almost taste it just dying to creep out of his lips. He was starting to to hope that Santana was either asleep and a very heavy sleeper or that she was listening some verry loud music over a pair of headphones. Since this groan wasn't about to stay hidden in the depths of his throat for much longer. His tongue licked his lips as he felt Blaine meeting him for each thrust. He reached down and grabbed Blaine's throbbing member into his hand and pumped it up and down at the same rhythm. Blaine simply squirmed underneath him and Sebastian knew that it wasn't going to be long before the cum dribbled out of his cock and onto his hand. He was already rather close himself, it was certainly just going to be a matter of time before he lost it and coated the inside of Blaine's walls in his semen.
Just moments later he felt the cum coating his hand and dribbling down towards his wrist. Sebastian pulled out of Blaine and collapsed into heap on his side. Licking the cum from his hand and gasping for some air. Blaine sputtered as she spat out Sebastian's underwear from his mouth. He wasn't really sure if he could find the words to speak. It must have been about ten minutes of simply just lying together in each others arms that Sebastian finally managed to gain enough breath to form a proper sentence. Something that was more than Blaine could be bothered to master.
"That will keep you going for a few days whilst I am gone, right?" Sebastian managed to say to him. Why he felt so exhausted after that he hadn't the faintest idea. Sex hadn't ever worn himself out so much. He tried to convince himself that it was simply down to the fact that he was faced with hours on a plane and most likely nothing to actually do. He really hated flying. It always made him feel queasy and not to mention the food that you got on planes. It was just plain horrible.
His gaze shifted to the clock. A groan escaped his lips. He was really going to have to get a move on. He was already cutting it pretty thin by staying put.
"I have to get going. I will call you from the Airport in Paris okay. You stay safe. Make sure that Santana looks after you Anderson." Sebastian said to him kissing him one last time before he climbed off the bed and pulled on some clothes from his wardrobe. He picked up his suitcase from its place by his bedroom door. "OH and please don't forget to lock the door when you leave and take the keys. I don't know where the spare pair has gotten off to."
Blaine simply nodded his head. He hated goodbyes they always made him feel all lost and dead inside. It seemed like such a pity that Sebastian was leaving after sex like that. Yet that couldn't be helped. It was only a matter of days before he'd be with him again. He could last that long, right?
Blaine wasn't sure if he had fallen asleep or not. If he had then it hadn't made much of a difference he still felt tired as the morning reached him properly. He knew that he was going to have to get out of bed and make the car journey with Santana in just couple of hours. Yet he just couldn't be bothered. All he wanted was Sebastian back in bed with him. He missed him already and it felt like he had been gone days. Each second just seemed to go so slowly that he was almost certain time had stopped at one point.
A/N: Sorry that this chapter took so long. I was planning on having it uploaded last night, although that all failed when I was hit by a horrendous Thunderstorm and just as I was uploading it my internet was cut off by it. So I couldn't do anything. I hope you can forgive me for that. I don't really like this chapter all that much, yet then again when do I like chapters that I have written. The next chapter is going to be the start of the Reunion and a little trouble ahead for Sebastian. Nothing to bed. I am going to be mostly focusing on Sebastian in the next chapter. And his trip to Paris. Please don't fret. Review and let me know what you think. Do you think I am trailing this on to much? Let me know what you think.