Warning – very bad, don't read if you have a small stomach. By the way play this song it might help the feeling of the text.

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Love Struck

Chapter 169 – See The Differences?

Shadow's POV 1 Week Later

I laid in bed with my hands covering my face.

"Heheheheheh!" I laugh as I thought.

Everything is getting confusing it's funny. Marx and his sessions, he's so easy to slip by it's pathetic and with Ghost and Raptor getting better it's getting much easier to see things. Next week is special according to nearly everyone as well also. I bet it will be fun. "Heheheheh!"

Ghost I know plans to do something and Raptor is talking about taking me out for a guys night. I don't think drinking will help me, but I shouldn't say that since about three bottles of hard whiskey sit beside my bed stand. Drinking helps, who am I kidding? Its become something common I keep hidden from everyone else. I think the only people that know about my problems are Marx, Hannon, and Ghost, and maybe Raptor; but what do they know? They haven't been through half the shit I have and even now I'm faking it perfectly as I try to sleep.

"Hehehehe! HAHAHAH!" I laughed out loud as I turned over to cuddle myself into a ball.

"It's so cold!" I shouted in my head as I tried to keep warm.

My body was shaking and my mind was turning as I thought about Amy and my son. They were my only warmth...my only ray of hope left beside any friends I have left and that's not many.

"Shadow?" I heard someone say as I panicked and rolled over to see Shade there.

"Shade?!" I questioned in confusion as she came at me.

"Shhhhh...Shadow. Relax and let me help you." She insisted as I laid back down slowly to see her get on top of me butt naked.

Her quills were cold like ice and her body was burned and bones pierced through the side of her rib cage. Her blood dripped out of her half worn face and into my mouth. They tasted like rotten meat and spoiled eggs as I kissed her gently and fast.

"Shad...ow." She moaned inside my mouth as I felt bugs enter from her mouth to mine. They crawled down my throat as I felt her grab my back with her bloody hand.

"Take me Shadow!" She screamed as I went for her sides.

Smiling I reached for her and soon enough found I was inside her stomach. Her smelly acid covered my hands as she moaned.

My hands began to melt from the heat as she grabbed one of them out of her body.

Slowly she lifted them up to my face and we stared at them as the blood and bones of mine now showed from the green goo.

Gently she leaned in and kissed me more and suddenly I felt her bend my fingers back one by one.

"Snap! Snap!" My face shut in pain as she ran her other hand along the side of my ear.

"Shhh Shadow."

"Snap! Snap!"

"Aghhhh..." I breathed gently as she went for my thumb.

"Snap!"

I smiled as my fingers touched the back of my palm and carefully she went for my pants.

Feeling as they fell through my skin I moaned in relaxation as she rested her legs wide spreed over my crouch.

Looking down I saw a melted, rotten, smelly area in which made my skin tingle in happiness.

"Say you want me!" She ordered as I felt the bones coming from her rib cage.

"I want you." I stated as she smiled with her half face.

"Do you want all of me!?" She asked as I nodded.

Slowly Shade lost her smile and replied.

"I want all of you too!"

Smiling back at her bloody breasts I began to laugh as she placed herself inside me.

"Hahahahh!"

Shade moaned as she bounced on top and in time of me about to lose it all I began to see her falling down on my body.

Her head rested over mine and gently she began to burn me.

In seconds her body turned into a flaming blanket that burned me alive.

The flames ran over my whole body as I continued to laugh as loud as I could.

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HA!"

My face began to melt down to the bone and quickly as I continued to laugh I felt my cheek bone. My blood sizzled as my fur and quills smoked up in more of a flame.

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HA!"

I felt my ribs go through my melted skin and I looked up to see my organs slowly turn into ash.

"HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH AH!"

Gently as the flames exposed my eyes I watched an laughed and laughed until my eyes carefully rolled out of place. The cord followed with them and I continued to laugh.

"HAHAHAAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HA!"

"IT BURNS! IT BURNS! AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! HELP ME AMY!" I screamed as I felt a chill.

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH...hahah...hehehe...aghhhhh...hhhhh..."

I went still as my body was erased from the face of earth. The pain stopped and that's all I ever wanted. The pain to stop.

I opened my eyes to see my blood spilling into the sink in front of me. "My mind was blank...blank...blank...blank...blank...Blank...Blank...Blank...Blank...BLANK...BLANK...BLANK...BLANK...BLANK!"

That may have seemed a bit bad but it really wasn't anything yet. If you have a bad stomach then I recommend you take breaks through the rest of the chapters. ALSO IF YOU BEEN INTO THE STROYLINE THEN READ THIS!

ALL OF THIS IS BLANK. Think about that.