A/n: Sorry things have been delayed recently. I started a college course and it has just taken up all my free time. Plus with it being my birthday in a week I have had friends and family taking me shopping and asking what I want and stuff. It's just been a little bit insane. I am working on the sub-story for the Reunion at the moment, as well as writing my novel. So things are going to be a little slow this month. Just needed to let you know that. I am hoping to get an end to this story in the next few chapters and to move onto my next project, which is completing my novel before getting any more fanfiction done.
Sebastian was greeted by the worlds worst hangover. Drinking so much last night was coming back to haunt him. He felt as though there was an entire brass band playing inside is head. Opening his eyes hurt way to much. He just wanted to fall back asleep again and stay asleep until the pain had subsided. Yet the only problem with that was that he was now wide awake and wouldn't be able to fall asleep again, for a good few hours, if his life had depended on it. And right now he felt like it did. It seemed to him right now that the only task left to accomplish was locating some painkillers.
A groan escaped his lips as he climbed out of bed, pulling on his dressing gown, in an attempt to shield his body from some of the cold air that greeted him the moment he pulled back the bedclothes. His hand raised to his head and for a moment he stayed perched on the end of the bed, working up enough energy to haul himself up and drag his body along after him down the stair, and into the kitchen. The task just seemed so daunting. Only one that couldn't be avoided. He was just glad that he did have work to head into, that he had a week off before he was back in again. At least it gave him time to lick his wounds and try and get used to home life without Blaine Anderson.
Only what he was greeted with surprised him. For a few moments he thought he was still dreaming. The sight of Blaine stood over the cooker, cooking what smelt like bacon, just seemed far to good to be true. Sebastian rested up against the door frame, to steady himself and simply just watched his ex-boyfriend slaving away making food. Sebastian had only assumed that Blaine would have left before he had woken up. He certainly hadn't expected to find him still in his house.
Without turning to look at him Blaine spoke. "There is some painkillers and glass of water on the table. I figured that you might need them after the state that you were in last night."
"Thanks" Sebastian mumbled, heading over and sitting himself down at the table. Swallowing the tablets in one gulp and downing the glass of water. Almost instantly he felt a little better. That glass of water seemed to have started to work the magic already, if that was possible. "How long you been up. I thought you had left"
"A while. I couldn't sleep, you were tossing and turning so I got up and came downstairs, fell asleep in front of the TV and about an hour ago got up and made a start on making you some breakfast. I was just about to come up and wake you up." Blaine said to him, finally turning around.
Sebastian really looked a mess. He looked awful. Blaine couldn't even begin to imagine how the poor guy must be feeling. "Wow, you look like death."
Sebastian smiled. He was glad that Blaine was still here, it proved to him that the guy still had some feelings for him. At least he cared enough to not leave him alone in the house all night whilst he was as drunk as he was. That had to mean something, right? "Thanks. I feel like it."
Blaine placed a plate with a bacon sandwich on it in front of Sebastian. "Eat, it will make you feel better" he said to him, switching off the cooker. "It's not much but its something. It was the first thing I found at the corner shop that wouldn't take to long to cook. Plus I know you are not that fond of cereal"
Sebastian smiled once again, even smiling hurt his head. It wasn't fair. He was going to make himself really ill one of these days and die of liver failure if he wasn't careful. Yet what had made him smile was just the fact that Blaine seemed to be full of excuses. Did he really think that he had forgotten all those time he had come home from a night shift to a bacon sandwich on the table. It was probably the best part of his day, just sitting at their breakfast table back in New York with a bacon sandwich complaining to Blaine about his job.
"If you say so." Sebastian mumbled taking a bite of the sandwich. "Can we talk?" he said with a mouth full of bread and bacon.
"Not when you have your mouthful, its disgusting. Finish your food first. Then we can talk, if we have to."
Blaine turned his back and filled the sink with water, to clean up the dishes from his own breakfast. Truth was he hadn't been able to leave Sebastian all night down to the fact that he had been terrified that he would end up waking up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet or something to throw up and simply just end up all wobbly on his feet and falling down the stairs. He hadn't even left the house that morning, nor had he been asleep that night. At least not for more than a few minutes. Each sound that had erupted had woken him and he had found himself running up the stairs, taking them two at time and checking on Sebastian, just to make sure that he was okay. Only to find him each and every time asleep, in a different position to the last time that he had checked on him, yet all the same he was still sound asleep.
Having trailed off into a sort of daydream, Blaine jumped as Sebastian placed his own plate into the sink with a clinking sound. Blaine's head turned to look at him and his lips were instantly captured in a soft kiss. A kiss that Blaine felt with ever cell of his body. God how had missed Sebastian's kisses. It just made him wonder how he had ever planned to go through the rest of his life never receiving one again. His eyes fluttered to a close. His hand reached up and rested against Sebastian's neck as he held his head close to him for a few moments.
Weren't they supposed to have broken up? Blaine soon came back to his senses and managed to force himself to pull away. Leaving Sebastian had been the hardest thing he had ever had to do and the last thing that he wanted was to have to do it all over again.
"That would be called kissing. I believe you wanted to talk not kiss, Smythe" Blaine teased him as he took a step back and looked down the floor for a moment. Why did things suddenly feel awkward? They hadn't felt that way before. "Can I get you a cup of tea or something?"
"Sebastian shook his head. "Even after you broke up with me you are still trying to look after me. I am fine, honestly. Nothing that those painkiller just took won't cure. Besides this is my house Blaine, I might not exactly live here much anymore but that isn't the point. Just sit down, please."
Blaine nodded slightly and swallowed the lump in his throat. Part of him just didn't want to have to hear what Sebastian had to say. He wanted to get up and leave and not have to worry about it all again. He knew where he would go, that much was for certain. He'd head straight over to Kurt's. He knew that if he asked Kurt to not let him go anywhere near Sebastian, not matter what it meant him doing, then that would be exactly what he would do.
Only looking at Sebastian now made him realise that wasn't what he wanted at all. That was what made everything so much harder. He knew that he had made a mistake in leaving him. It had been out of sheer anger that he had. Plus the fact that he had just been hurt so many times by this guy and he was afraid of it continuing to happen. So a break up had seemed like the only option, at least at the time. Now Blaine was starting to doubt that. E had certainly never seen Sebastian so broken before. He hadn't know that Sebastian cared so much. Just seeing him this broken part of a person made him want to tell him that everything was forgotten and that the could be together again, forever. Yet before he said any of that he needed to know what Sebastian had to say to him, it might change everything.
Sebastian sat opposite him and took Blaine's hand into his, feeling that surge of electric that he always got at the mere touch of Blaine's hand. It was enough to drive him insane sometimes. Something as simple as a touch could make him forgive Blaine for anything that he had done and it could solve any argument that they might have been having at the time of the touch.
"I know that you probably hate me now, even if you say you don't. I wouldn't blame you if you walked out the door once I have said what I need to and never looked my way or spoke to me again. But I love you, Blaine. I love you more than I thought it was possible. It might not change anything but I need you in my life. If that means that we are just friends and nothing more then fine, but just don't walk out my life again, please. You leaving me hurt. It hurt more than I thought it ever would. I never want to feel like that again. I want you, I need you. I need you more than I have ever needed anyone else before and that alone scares the fucking shit out of me. That's why I end up doing something stupid, like cheating on you. It scares me that I love you as much as I do and so my brain tries to fuck things up to save the heartache in years to come when you might leave me for another guy."
Blaine squeezed Sebastian's hand. Sure he had known that Sebastian loved him, yet never actually into that depth before. Was this guy actually speaking the truth right now? Blaine hadn't thought Sebastian's heart was as big as he was saying it was now. He always seemed so calm and so cool and no lovers fool. He was the one that ran every single show. So Blaine had only assumed that he was just another of Sebastian's lovers, it just happened that he was the one who had lasted the longest in his life. Maybe he had put it down to the fact that the sex was great.
"I don't hate you. Yes I wish that I did hate you but I don't. I honestly don't. I could never hate you Sebastian, no matter how hard I try." he replied to him, stroking the back of his hand with his thumb, running it over Sebastian's knuckles. "I couldn't just be friends with you. You are right it would hurt to much to not be with you. If I am to be in your life at all then I want to be with you. I love you. I am head over heels in love with you. I never want that to change. I will do what ever it takes to make things how they used to be. You just have to promise not to keep hurting me. I can't take much more of it Sebastian, because one of these days I am not going to be around long enough for us to have a conversation like this. I am going to be long gone before that."
Blaine found himself ending his speech with a question that he never thought he would. It did seem sort of strange that Blaine, the one who had broke up with Sebastian in the first place had been the one to practically beg Sebastian to take him back.
Those words sure as hell hit home and yet at the same time they hurt like hell. Sebastian knew that Blaine was right. If he wasn't careful then he was going to push him away and one day push him to far away.
"I promise." he said simply. His eyes getting lost in Blaine's. He could really just spend forever staring at him and get getting lost in his eyes.
Blaine flashed him a small smile and rose to his feet, pulling his hand from Sebastian's grasp he walked around the table and sat in Sebastian's lap, wrapping his arms around his neck and simply just holding him tightly. For a long while neither boy said anything, they simply just held one another close. It was Blaine who finally broke the silence between them.
"How is that hangover coming?" he asked him as he pulled back slightly and gently rested his forehead against Sebastian's, pressing a kiss to his nose.
"Getting there. It's more just a pounding right now than actually hurting. I am sure I can handle it. Nothing that a kiss can't cure." Sebastian grinned at him and leant upwards slightly to press his lips to Blaine's. His tongue instantly pushed between Blaine's lips and roamed his mouth.
A groan escaped the younger boy's lips as he ran one hand down to the tie around Sebastian's waist that kept his dressing gown on, slowly his hand fumbled with the knot and undid it. Blaine slipped a hand under the fabric, now that he could gain access, down to the fact that sitting on Sebastian's lap had prevented him from reaching under in the first place, and grabbed Sebastian's dick. It didn't surprise Blaine in the slightest that he found Sebastian wore nothing underneath. He doubted if Sebastian had ever worn anything to bed.
Sebastian moaned into Blaine's mouth and thrust into his hand. Blaine's lips pulled away from his and he trailed kisses down Sebastian's jawline, pausing to kiss the sweet spot of his neck., his hand still wrapped around his dick gently rubbing up and down. The moans and groans that escaped Sebastian only made him want to touch more of him. He climbed off his lap and knelt between his legs, before Sebastian had a chance to complain about the lack of contact between the two of them Blaine had pulled open Sebastian's dressing gown completely and clasped his dick into his mouth.
Running his tongue along Sebastian's length, before taking the whole thing into his mouth and sucking on it. Sebastian thrust into his mouth. He could feel himself loosing all his senses and getting lost into Blaine's mouth.
Blaine could feel Sebastian falling apart and simply melting into his mouth. He could feel him getting closer and closer to completely falling over the edge, something that only made him suck harder. Sebastian arched his back and grabbed hold of Blaine's head, threading his fingers into his hair as he came into his mouth. Blaine, after having licked off every last drop of come from his cock, lifted his head up and once again sat in his lap, only this time with one leg either side of him. He took Sebastian's hands into his and laced his fingers between them as he kissed him once again.
"That was amazing" Sebastian groaned against his lips.
"Tell me about it. You taste amazing by the way, moth your dick and you mouth" Blaine mused to him.
"I think it is time I payed you back the favour of that orgasm you just gave me. Ever had make up sex?"
"No, isn't it just the same as ordinary sex? Not that sex with you is ordinary, but you know what I mean"
"Oh trust me. It's so much better than ordinary sex as you put it. Now get up off me and strip. You have way to much clothes on." Sebastian grinned at him as he pressed his lips once again up against his and rested against the back of the kitchen chair that he was still sat upon and folded his arms to his chest. A smirk playing upon his lips.
Blaine swallowed and climbed off Sebastian and stood in front of him. He felt sort of stupid, of course it wasn't the first time that he had removed his clothes in front of Sebastian. He reached up and undid the buttons on his shirt rather quickly before sliding it off his shoulders, standing there naked from the waist upwards.
Sebastian simply stared at him. He was sure that he would never be able to get over jut how amazing Blaine's body was. As he watched his fingers removing his belt before sliding his trousers and boxers down together, allowing his erection to spring free. Sebastian ran his tongue over his lips before beckoning to Blaine to come back over to him. Blaine stepped out of his trousers and boxers, simply leaving them in a pool on the floor, he walked over to Sebastian and stood there stark naked in front of him. He could feel the warmth of the sunshine upon his back from the window behind him.
Sebastian reached out and took his hand into his and pulled him down into his lap, and slowly pushing himself inside him. Thrusting upwards he inflicted a groan from Blaine as he continued the process of fucking him as hard as he had the strength to do so. Taking hold of Blaine dick in his hand he proceeded to rub furiously up and down on it. Blaine moaned louder than Sebastian had ever heard him before. It wasn't long before Blaine had rode through an orgasm.
"Guess you are right about make up sex being better than ordinary sex" Blaine panted.
"Oh I am not done with you yet. I plan on having you up against every surface of this house first, then you can tell me whether or not its better than ordinary sex. You are not going to be able to sit down for a week without feeling me inside you by the time I have finished with you Blaine Anderson. Get up and bend over against the sink, now!"
Blaine found himself not questioning what Sebastian had to say, instead he instantly jumped to his feet and did as he was instructed. Part of him was nervous as hell about what he was about to get himself into, yet at the same time there was another part of him that was telling him to just stop fretting and think about what Sebastian did to him and just how he made him feel. His eyes closed as he thought about it. Although a gasp escaped his lips as he felt Sebastian pushing two fingers into him. He could feel his breath against his shoulder blades. A groan escaped his mouth, yet before it was over Sebastian had simply placed his hand over Blaine's mouth.
"I will make you a deal, you shut up and don't make a sound and I will cook dinner tonight with your dick up my arse. Make a sound and I tie you to the bed tonight and sleep downstairs on the sofa, after leaving you just on the verge of an orgasm, just leaving you squirming all night."
Blaine swallowed and nodded his head slightly. Could he really do this? Stay silent? He wasn't sure. God only knows what Sebastian was planning on doing to him. Maybe he was going to get the bad end of the deal. Yet come what may he had to try and make sure that he stayed silent. Just the thought of shoving his dick into Sebastian's arse as he tried to concentrate on the cooking sounded appealing to him.
Sebastian turned Blaine around to look at him and kissed his nose, trailing kisses down his cheek, jawline and neck, stopping at his shoulder blade. Blaine bit into his lip, trying with everything that he had not to make a sound. He so much wanted to fuck Sebastian whilst he made dinner, yet the thought of what lay in store for him was just painful. He didn't want to be left on the verge of an orgasm for the whole night. That was indeed if Sebastian went through with it. Blaine couldn't be sure if he would or if he wouldn't.
Sebastian's fingers moved in and out of Blaine's hole, he crouched down and sat on his knees, taking Blaine's erection into his mouth. Blaine's eyes closed tightly and his teeth sunk deep into his lower lip, inducing a small amount of blood, he couldn't make a sound he just couldn't. Did taking a breath in count as a sound? He didn't know and wasn't about to risk it.
This was proving hard, Blaine was simply dying to cry out Sebastian's name as he came around him for the second time in the space of a few minutes. Yet it seemed that Sebastian had more ideas in mind. He certainly hadn't stopped. Blaine thrust up towards him again as Sebastian took his balls into his mouth and swirled them around. Sweat was simply dripping down Blaine's body. He knew that he couldn't take much more of this without screaming out Sebastian's name. He could only hope that he'd either stop, or at least give him permission to scream his name as he came to the brink of another orgasm. Yet just as he was about to come for a third time Sebastian pulled away from him.
"Fuck me Blaine. Fuck me against this counter." Sebastian whispered in his ear, pressing up against him. "Oh and you have permission to make as much noise as you want now. You win. Making dinner is going to be fun tonight, right?"
"You have no idea. Although I think I might just leave the fucking you for later. The longer you wait the better."
"You are more of a tease than I remember Blaine." Sebastian grinned at him and kissed him once more. "Come on. I need a shower."
A/n: Again sorry that took so long. I hope its okay. I found it a little hard to write. I didn't really know where to end it. Let me know what you guys think and and I will give you a cyber cookie. Reviews let me know what you are thinking.