A/n: Wow, sorry guys I can't believe how long I have taken to even get started on this. I am so sorry. I haven't really been in the mood for fanfiction writing, plus working on my novel and paying bills has just taken up so much time. Plus I have had a serious case of writers block. Again Sorry!
As Sebastian left the room and headed upstairs and into the bathroom, Blaine sat in the living room. He wasn't sure if following Sebastian was the best idea. Maybe getting back with him was a bad idea. He hadn't a clue what he was doing. It was either now or never. Sure that heated sex in the kitchen just a few moments ago had been beyond amazing. Yet there was still the fact that Sebastian had cheated on him and he couldn't forgive him for that. At least he couldn't forgive him for how much it had hurt him. How betrayed it had made him feel. He had done nothing but give his heart to Sebastian and this was the way that he was repayed. It somehow didn't seem to be fair in slightest.
If he left now and lay low at Kurt's then he could get out of this whole thing with Sebastian now. It wouldn't be hard, as long as he waited until Sebastian left again for New York. Could he really do that? Could he really walk out on the guy he loved? Blaine didn't know. Yet now was the time to find out.
The sound of the shower turning on could be heard from upstairs. Taking a breath in Blaine stepped out into the hall and stared up the stairs for a few moments. The door straight at the top of the stairs was the place where Sebastian was. That very room. Sebastian was stark naked and standing under a forcet of water. Water dripping all over him. Just the thought of it made Blaine melt.
He simply shook his head. This couldn't' be happening. Sure walking out wasn't the right thing to do, yet it seemed like the only thing that could be done right now. Sebastian was never going to forgive him for this, yet at least they would both be feeling something mutual, right? There was something that neither could ever forgive the other for. Blaine may have told Sebastian that he was forgiven, yet that hadn't been true. How could you forgive someone you loved for hurting you in that way? Sebastian had broken his heart, no matter what way that you looked at it. So walking out whilst he had the chance. While there was no Sebastian to pull him back and tell him that he couldn't leave, seemed like the option that he was going with.
Reaching out he took hold of the door handle and turned it in his hand. Was he really going to do this? Walk out on him? It shouldn't be taking so much thought, should it? Another few moments passed before he came to his final conclusion. There was to be no going back from it. Blaine Anderson had sealed his fate. A fate that he was going to have to live with for the rest of his life.
Sebastian was worrying way to much. Blaine was taking far to long to come upstairs and join him. What if he had left, again. Of course he couldn't blame him, perhaps he had caught him this morning in a moment of weakness. He couldn't stop thinking that Blaine had walked out the house with no intentions of coming back. How long had he been standing under the water of the shower, trying to listen for him coming up the stairs? Yet all that he could hear was water ripping into to the bath tub. Perhaps it was just time to face the facts that Blaine wasn't coming to join him. That he had given him one last memory to take with him on his journey into another life. A life with Blaine. Yet that wasn't enough. Sebastian knew that he couldn't carry on without Blaine, despite anything that happened in his life. Blaine was the glue that held it all together. He held onto his life with everything and without him and his impact things just didn't seem possible. Getting out of this shower alive seemed like the stupidest idea he had ever had. Rinsing off the last of the shampoo, Sebastian, decided that it was time to take his life into control. He would never ever give up fighting for Blaine, he'd go on fighting to keep him in his life until the very second he died from shortage of breath.
Just as his hand reached up to turn off the shower he felt hands upon his waist and a smile instantly formed on his lips, turning around in Blaine's arms he rested his head against his shoulder and simply wrapped his arms around him, holding him tightly to his body.
"Want to hear something stupid?" he said after a few moments.
"Go on" Blaine whispered into his ear, pressing a soft kiss to the side of his face. "I love hearing your stupid thoughts and crazy ideas."
"I thought you had left me again." Sebastian replied, lifting his head from Blaine's shoulder and kissing him on the lips. "You were taking so long to follow me and get into the shower with me that I guess I just assumed you had walked out the door."
Blaine smiled and shook his head. "I am here aren't I? I am not going anywhere. Although I have to admit I thought about it. I stood at the bottom of the stairs listening to the shower and thought about leaving you. I thought about it with everything I had. I got as far as opening the front door, stepping out into the cold, before realising you may have broken my heart, but the sex was far too good to give up."
Sebastian simply laughed and rolled his eyes. "So, you saying that right now you are only with me for the sex?"
"Just for now, although sex with you is just flawless, if that makes it any better."
"So much better" Sebastian said with a warm smile. If Blaine was only with him for the sex then that was fine with him. At least he had him in his life. That was all that he wanted. Just to be able to kiss him, touch him and fuck him whenever he wanted. Blaine really was his soul mate.
Sebastian leant in once more and kissed him hungrily on the lips, pushing him up against the wall. His hands travelled down Blaine's arms, squeezing his muscles gently. His lips followed, sort of, he kissed down Blaine's jaw line, travelling south, down his neck, chest until he came to his stomach. He allowed his eyes to glance up at his boyfriend's, if he could even call him that still, face and the look that Blaine wore upon it made him smile and caused him to continue pressing kisses to his skin. He trailed his hands up Blaine's thighs and felt him melt into his touch. His lips soon moved to kiss lower, missing his erection altogether on purpose and kissing his creamy thighs.
Blaine moaned softly, he couldn't hold it in anymore. Of course he wasn't just with Sebastian for the sex. He was completely in love with him, yet that didn't mean that he still couldn't be mad at him. Plus his words had gotten him this intimacy in the shower, right? It had been ages since they had fucked in the shower. Blaine realised how much he missed it. It didn't matter that he wasn't under the water, that the water was barely touching his toes. All he could focus on right now was Sebastian's lips kissing at his skin, caressing it with his tongue. How he wanted to feel Sebastian taking erection into his mouth. The only problem was how did he get him to do just that, without asking him to. Asking Sebastian to do something like that was like asking a cat to move from it's favourite chair, it just wouldn't happen unless he wanted to and at the moment Sebastian seemed to be occupying himself with simply kissing his thighs. Surely he must have known how much it was teasing him and simply sending him half crazy. His legs were starting to feel rather weak and felt as though they would give way at any given moment. Was Sebastian really planning on making him come this way? If he was then he was doing a bloody good job of it, Blaine couldn't hold it together much longer. Another groan escaped his lips and his hands slapped against the wall. He had to find a way to stop Sebastian teasing him in such a way. If he wasn't going to give him what he wanted right now then he had to stop him.
The only burning question was, how the hell was he supposed to do that? His eyes opened again and he almost instantly came to the correct answer to that question. Reaching out with one hand he turned the dial on the shower, causing the water to to turn freezing cold and spit all its energy out on Sebastian's back.
Sebastian gasped and almost fell out of the bath tub in order to try and get away from the water.
"You are so dead, Anderson" he said to him. Now that he was out of the water his revenge could easily take place. Sebastian pressed his hand against Blaine's chest and gently pushed him backwards under the water of the shower. This time cold water cascaded all over Blaine's body. His automatic reflex was to turn the dial back to hot again. Only Sebastian had other ideas. Grabbing hold of Blaine's hands before he could do just that and holding them out in front of him.
"You can stay under that lovely freezing cold water until you say you are sorry," he teased, pressing his lips to the back of Blaine's hands.
"I hate you" Blaine groaned.
"I know, but you love me as well as that. Admit it, Anderson"
Blaine simply shook his head and grinned at his boyfriend. He wasn't about to give in that easily. His eyes rested upon Sebastian's face and that alone was enough to distract him for a good minute or so from the freezing water against his skin. Sebastian kept one of Blaine's hands pressed against his chest, his heart pounding at at the mere touch of his hand against his body he slowly guided Blaine's other hand down to his own erection, unlinking his fingers from around Blaine's hand he placed it against his erection and squeezed it shut again.
Blaine's eyes closed and a groan escaped him as Sebastian forced him to rub himself up and down, he knew it wasn't going to be long before he lost it completely and simply came all over his hand. This was certainly something new. Another groan escaped him and for a few moments he was simply just lost in pleasure, the cold water wasn't a bother to him. His juices soon spilled out and all over his hand, a hand which Sebastian instantly brought up to his lips and licked every last drop of come from his fingers. There was something strangely amazing about the way it made Blaine feel as Sebastian took each finger into his mouth and sucked on it.
Although it seemed like Sebastian wasn't finished with him yet. His hand still clamped around Blaine's he once again guided it down to the ex Warbler's erection, only this time he only allowed the back of his hand to brush past it, cause Blaine to feel it twitching slightly. Not really having the chance to fully come down from his last orgasm he fell back against the wall, causing the cold water to cascade down his face and chest, instead of the back of his neck and his back. Sebastian was really up to some kind of mischief and Blaine was powerless to escape him, where he got all his ideas from Blaine hadn't a clue. A loud moan escaped his lips as he felt Sebastian forcing his own finger inside himself. Why hadn't he touched himself like this before? It felt amazing just to feel his own fingers hitting the same spot that Sebastian hit every single time. Moan after moan escaped his lips. Until finally he couldn't stand it anymore.
"Okay I am sorry. Now let me out this shower. I am fucking freezing my ass off here." Blaine groaned.
Sebastian simply let go of his hands and moved back enough to give Blaine the room to get out the shower. He turned the dial back to hot and stood under it for a few more moments, before turning it off and climbing out the shower, only to find that Blaine had not only taken both towels but his clothes as well.
"Oh, game on, Blaine" Sebastian said to himself with a grin.
Sebastian walked straight out the bathroom and into his bedroom, stark naked. What did it matter? The only person in the house was Blaine. Leaning against the door frame of his bedroom, Sebastian's eyes fell upon Blaine, who was lying on his bed legs wide open and a huge grin plastered on his face.
"Okay, two things. Number one, do you have any idea how fucking sexy you look sprawled out like that. Number two, you are in so much trouble, the game is so on"
Blaine's face still wore a grin. He couldn't help it. Propping himself up on his elbows he beckoned Sebastian over to him.
"I think I will pass on that one. I have a better idea." Sebastian replied to him. "Stay exactly where you are."
Blaine watched as Sebastian stepped into the room and headed over to a desk of draws in the corner, he could hear him rummaging around. His curiosity was starting to get the better of him. Just as he was about to get up and join Sebastian he turned around and Blaine's jaw dropped, in Sebastian's hands were four objects. Three pairs of hand cuffs and a vibrator.
"This isn't fair, you can't handcuff me. I didn't make a noise in that kitchen when you told me not to. That was our deal, I get to fuck you whilst you make dinner, remember!" Blaine pleaded with him.
"Yeah well I think our little deal is off, besides you need to be taught a lesson Blaine Anderson. First, you were about to leave me without saying goodbye, now that was very wrong of you and secondly you took my clothes from the bathroom without leaving me so much as a hand towel to dry myself with. "
Without saying a single word more Sebastian used one pair of hand cuffs to attach Blaine's wrists to the top of the bed, whilst he used the remaining two pairs to cuff his legs to the bottom of the bed, making sure that his legs were spread as far apart as he could get them.
"Now about this vibrator, if I flick this little switch here, it gives off a dull vibration, that is more than enough to leave you a shivering wreck, especially if I do this with it." as he spoke those final words he pushed it deep inside Blaine, further and further until it was completely inside him.
Blaine groaned "Oh my God" he moaned, throwing his head back against the pillow.
Sebastian quickly pulled on some clothes, leaving Blaine sprawled out upon the bed.
"I will be right back. I just have to go to the shop to pick up a few things for dinner." he mused to him leaning in and pressing a soft kiss to Blaine's lips.
"What?! You can't just go and leave me like this." Blaine protested.
"Oh yes I can. Don't worry I will lock the door and nobody will disturb you. It will just be you, the handcuffs, the bed and the vibrator. Have fun, killer. I love you."
Sebastian smirked at him as he left the room, shouting up the stairs. "I will only be about quarter of an hour, try not to get to much of your delicious juices all over my nice clean bedsheets."
The seconds seemed to pass like hours. Blaine could hardly hold himself together. How dare Sebastian leave him like this. He could hear the soft humming of the vibrator that had been rough shoved into him. He could feel it vibrating against his inner walls and it was slowly sending him into a world of his own. A world filled with please, intense pleasure. He couldn't take much more of this. It was simply just torture. No matter how much he wriggled on the bed it wouldn't budge and just made it feel even more like a torture chamber was taking place between his legs. Staying perfectly still was impossible. Blaine felt himself spilling over the edge, again. He turned his head to glance at the clock, Sebastian had only been gone a couple of minutes. Blaine doubted whether he had even gotten to the end of the street yet. This really was going to be a long torturing fifteen minutes.
A/n: Sorry to just just end it there, but instead of adding more and making you all wait even longer I thought I would let you have it now. Not many more chapters to go before my terrible climax to the story. If you think you think I am evil now, then you really don't know what I am up to. Sorry again for this chapter being so late, thank you for you patience.