ADAM:

I must admit, Tommy is pretty cute. When he said he only came to the bar to basically drool over the owners daughter, it hurt me a little. I mean, i hardly know him but i like him. Then again, it's kind of obvious he's not gay, and even if he was i wouldnt get the fucking chance anyway.

He's really cute though, cuter than your average guy, He's short and elf like, he had muscly arms which suit him and his range of horror tattoos. Chocolaty brown eyes, which i would stare at all day if i could, but i can't. And His bangs. That unusual punk/rock/cute hairstyle, suits him perfectly. He's basically the definition of perfect. I love his style too, rocker kind of punk, sort of style. Well we got a rehearsal today so, i can see hopefully what Alli ment by him being amazing at bass.

It was nearly noon, i might as well be there early, before everyone else. Its' what nice people do to welcome people into places...'No Adam, its what you do' Fuck off brain, who asked you?

I walked down the sunny streets of san diego, and Tommy was there. Already? He's early. He looked rather nice today, and i guess that giant case is his bass. He had his earphones in, and he was gently headbanging, his bangs swishing. He looked so cute!

I pulled out my phone and text him, he obviously didn't see me.

"Boo! x"

"What? x"

"I see you :] x"

"Where are you?...Oh fuck, i see you now lol! x"

I smiled at Tommy, and he pulled his earphones out. "Hey" He said coolly. "Hey hey"I replied. "So that's your bass im guessing?"

"Nope its my trumpet" He snorted. Oh so he was cute, and sarcastic. "Wheres everyone else?" He asked. He looked a little unpatient. "Well we're here early. Might as well go in and set up.

What song did you look up?" I asked. Unlocking the hall doors. "Fever" He said happily. Fever was probably one of my favorites to record in the studio. Plus Lady Gaga rote it and sat in the studio with me all day. It was awesome.

We set up, and as i finished setting the drum kit up, i glanced over my shoulder to see him, Tommy, He looked so focused. He was tuning his bass, he was very still, i even shouted and it didn't distract him. He started to play fever. The way his black and blonde bangs would occasionally get caught was cute, but he just ignored it and carried on. He's perfect for the band. Just perfect! He stopped playing and noticed me gawking at him. "Wow..." I murmured. He just smiled as if it was the biggest compliment ever. "Hey Adam, is this Tommy?" A familiar bearded man said as he walked in through the doors. Monté, apparently he's one of LA's best guitarists.

"Yeah, um. Monté, Tommy, Tommy,Monté." I said softly motioning towards them. They both started they're own little conversation, and it was pretty chill. "Hey guys!" Cam shouted through the door, as she came in, closing it. Cam, what would i do without her. I've known her for years, she's one of my closest friends, and she's a lesbian. People judge her about her sexuality, as well as me. But we don't give a shit. Cam was my best friend, and she could read me like a book. She always knows whats up with me.

"Hey Cam!" I blurted back, running up to her, giving her a hug. "Guys this is-" "Cam" She said softly. Smiling. "Lets get rollin' then?" I said coolly. "Let's do it!" Tommy giggled. What the fuck? Tommy. Tommy giggles? Holy fuck! That's cute. And strange, for a straight dude. Even a bi dude. Fuck, Adam stop letting your mind drift and let's get on with this rehearsal and break the news to the band.

"What shall we start with?" I asked, raising a brow. Particularly at Tommy. And out the corner of my eye, i could see Cam smirking. She thinks somethings up...

"Fever!" Tommy shouted. He smirked slightly, he looked so sexy when he smirked, it was unbelievable. He's the cute son of satan. Allison told me he was called the devil child by a church...

We went through Fever, Strut, Soaked, Sleepwalker and For your entertainment. Time to break the big news to the band.

"Guys guess what!" I chuckled loudly. Everyone turned to face me. "What?" Monté asked bluntly.

"Well...We're performing the closing act on the AMA'S (American Music Awards)!" I said excitedly. Everyone smiled. Tommy's smile lightened my eyes, im learning more and more about him. Slowly. Through those chocolate transparent, beautiful, eyes. "What we doing on the AMA'S?" Tommy asked cutely. That tone...Was so...So attractive, and it suited him, so much. Adam stop it! Don't fall for another straight guy! Please, brain, shut the fuck up?. "Adam you okay?" Tommy asked, his eyes looking at me curious with worry. I nodded quickly. "Uh yeah, sorry, zoned out for a sec there. Anyway, we're performing the albums signature song, For Your Entertainment." I said happily. I could tell everyone was kinda excited about the AMA'S, I was also nervous, it's my first performance since idol. What if i fuck up?

Ah fuck, Tommy's coming over to hang out tonight. Just great, and hey! He might fall asleep on me again! I looked in the mirror, to make sure i looked casual, but presentable. Then there was a light knock on the door. It was Tommy, judging by how light the knock was. It was Deffinatly Tommy. We'd become really, Really close in the last few months, We're best mates. We can tell each other secrets, hang out. I can act all gay around him and he doesn't give a shit. I'm starting to attach to him. Im really falling for that black and blonde haired devil. "Who is it?" I yelled cheerfully. "Its meee! Put your make up down and come let me in princess!" He snorted. I laughed, he was such a pisstake at the best of times, it was absolutely hilarious.

"Yeah yeah hang on a second elfy" I yelled back sarcastically. I heard a rather pouty "Hmpf!" from behind the door. I knew he was pouting, i bet as soon as i open that door his bottom lip will be dropped into a pout. He was so childish...But still it was funny! I walked to the front door to see the elf pouting, his black-ish-brown fringe hanging limply in his face, covering his right eye. He looked so damn adorable, i want to kiss him but i can't. He's not mine. And never will be. "Hey Tommy" I snorted. "Am i really that short?" He moaned.

"Yes Tommy, Yes you are. But it suits you!" I retorted. He giggled and walked into my house. I closed the door and turned around, he pulled out a few dvd's. "What movie do you like most?" He asked in a low tone, it was a silky, seductive, sexy kind of tone. Tommy's starting to play games with my head. Not on purpose. Because he doesn't know. But i'm starting to fall for this sarcastic, funny, cute, love-able and stylish elf. 'But Adam! He's straight! Don't fall for another straight guy! You saw what happened with Kris! And it would probably happen again!' Brain, not now. Seriously, fuck off? I pushed the thoughts into the back of my mind, until i realized i had zoned out from reality for about five minutes and Tommy was gently waving his hand in front of my face. "Adam!" He shouted. "Fuck! Sorry i zoned out, yeah ermm..." I babbled. There was Halloween (Michael Myers), Not a big horror fan, but Tommy was. There was a Dr. Dolittle film. And...VELVET FUCKING GOLDMINE! FUCK! "Tommy?" I asked. He looked up at me, his brown eyes swimming. "Velvet goldmine" I said cheesily.

"Personal favorite" I chuckled. "Same!" Tommy laughed, passing me the DVD and sitting on the sofa. The AMA'S are getting even closer, Tommy's been amazing, he always gives me advice, and helps me out. We're really close friends, best friends. I hope he thinks of me as his best friend too, i mean, it's impossible to be as close as we are to not be best friends.

We we're halfway through the movie when Tommy sat bolt upright. "Adam, can i ask you a question? Well it's more of asking for advice, but yeah.." He asked softly. I nodded.

"What do you do if you like someone, and you don't know if they like you back, and your too scared to tell them?" He asked, lovely question.

"Well, personally, what i'd do is, i'd tell them, but i'd wait for the right time. For instance, when your alone with that person, or in a place which isn't awkward. But i don't leave it too long, because it hurts. Y'ano. It's not the easiest thing to do, but you gotta do it at the right time." I said softly. Fuck i sounded so camp then...I have the right too!

"Thank's Adam.." Tommy said softly.