TOMMY'S POV

Well that went fucking fantastic...I just told Adam everything, i got virtually no fucking reply. I knew this would happen if i told him, he doesn't give a shit. Why did i fall in love with him. Curse him, curse his looks, curse his smile, curse his sass, curse his worry-ness, curse his love...curse everything.

I ran down the dark streets of Birmingham, i found a small bar. I'll just get wasted and return to the bus in the morning. I sat in the small bar, the tender was a red-headed woman, a white waist top which was too small, pushing up her breasts, see if i hadn't of fallen for Adam, i'd be drooling by now...but i felt no attraction, what so ever...

"What can i get ya hon?" She asked politely. I love her accent though.. "Can i just have a whiskey, jack if theres any?" I asked. She smiled. "Ah American. Yeah sure, on the house" She said nicely. She leaned over the desk. "What's there name?" She asked. I looked at her confused. "What?" I asked. "That look in your eyes, what's there name?" She asked "Wait you don't even know-" " she cut me off. "I'm Hayley, what's your name" She asked. "Tommy.." "Now we know each other, Hi Tommy. What's there name?" She asked. She hardly knew me but still, she obviously wanted to help.

"Well...I fell in love, with a guy called Adam, and it hurts. Because i was too scared to tell him, i kept breaking down, i kept crying, im stressed out. He asked again earlier what was up, and i cracked, i snapped at him and told him everything and ran here" I sighed. "Was he the first person to know?" She asked. "No, i told my friend Cam ages ago because she's like mother bear, and she told me tell him when im ready, but don't leave it too late. Now he's going on a date..." I started to sob. She walked around the bar and sat on the bar stool next too mine. She was nice to me...why does she want to help me. "With a girl? Pr did you come out to him?" She asked. "I came out to Adam, he's gay. But it's the first time iv'e ever come out to anyone else other than Cam..". I felt a little emotional but she was trying to help me... She handed me my drink.

"I left it too late, what am i gonna do!" I cried. She put an arm over my shoulder. "Tommy, it's not too late. You've just gotta explain to him how you feel, he'll understand" She said softly. "What happens if he doesn't understand?" I asked nervously. "Then fuck him, not literally, if he doesn't understand, he needs to sort his head out, because a perfectly good heart has fallen head over heels for him. Listen, Tommy, iv'e known you what, half an hour? And i like you, your a really great person who will go on to do great things, if he doesn't understand he's a prick!" She said softly. I smiled at her. "They're probably gonna leave without me now.." I moaned. "Well heres my number, text me and tell me how everything goes. If it goes bad, call me and tell me where your at and i'll bring you back to my place for a bit." She said. Handing me a piece of paper with her name and number on it. I smiled at her. "Thank you Hayley, this helped a lot" I said thanking her kindly, hugging her. "Now go, before they leave without you" She laughed. I smiled and ran out of the bar. I ran all directions, remembering the way i came. I put the piece of paper deep in my pocket. "Please be there Adam, please.." I said under my breathe. Finally the bus came into site. I opened the bus door, greeted by a hug from Cam. " I was so worried about you Tommy!" She said softly. I smiled. "Where's Adam?" I asked. "In his room, why?" She said softly. "I need to sort out the shit i started" I sighed. I knocked his door.

"Adam, it's Tommy. I want to talk to you. And it can't wait!" I said, knocking the door. I heard some shuffling and then he opened the door, his eyes we're red, had he been crying? "What?" He groaned. I walked in and he closed the door. "Adam, what i said earlier, it wasn't supposed to come out the way it did, so first and foremost im sorry. But its true, iv'e fallen head over heels for you, and there's nothing i can do to help it. I didn't tell you because i knew it'd screw our friendship up, the least you could do is stay friends with me." I sighed. " I hope you understand.." I said softly. I turned on my heel, he doesn't understand, no answer, the look in his eyes. But before i could open the door Adam rested a hand on my shoulder, and spun me around. "Tommy, you don't understand. I fell for you from day 1, but i had to push the feelings to the back of my head because you told us all you we're straight, Tommy i love you, but it was complicated because i thought you'd never-" i cut him off. "Love me back" He sighed and nodded.

"Tommy" I looked up into his royal blue eyes. "What?" I said softly. "I love you" He said softly. "You, you what? Really?" I retorted. He nodded. "Yes, really. I love you Tommy, with all my heart" He said. "i love you too Adam"

"Will you be mine?" Adam asked me softly. I nodded. I hugged him, tightly.

"I'm sorry, for everything Adam, for ruining the show in London, for not telling you, i'm sorry!" I cried into his shoulder. He shh'd me softly, his hand rubbing my back. "I'm sorry for nagging you" He said softly. I shook my head. "Shut up and kiss me" I said softly. He giggled, his lips landing softly onto mine. Our lips worked fluently together, i sat on my bed, against the wall. The kiss getting hotter and hotter. His hands were up the back of my top. I pushed him even closer to me (If that was possible). one of his hands we're tangled in my hair and the other on my back. I had my hands up the back of his top. He yanked my hair again.. "Adam.." I groaned. He pushed me even closer to him again, and i felt friction. Fuck it felt good... I broke the kiss, and started to kiss his neck. "T-tommy..." He moaned, it was such a beautiful sound.

There was a knock at the door. "You guys? You haven't killed each other yet have you? I fucking hope not..." Isaac yelled. "Isaac piss off" Tommy laughed. I heard Cam chuckle. "Maybe we should leave the room and sit in the lounge-ish-area, before they suspect something dirty" Adam laughed. Winking at me. I smiled and kissed his cheek. As we walked out, Cam stood there with a shit eating grin on her face. "So?" She asked. "We're good" I said softly. As Ada, let go of my hand i turned to Cam. "We're together, but shhhhh!" I whispered. Cam's grin extended. "I'm so happy for you hon!" She giggled. Hugging me.

I sat on the sofa, and pulled out the paper in my pocket. "Whos that?" Adam asked. A friend of mine, called Hayley. She helped me." I said happily. He smiled.

I copied the number into my phone.

Me: "Hayley, thxx so much 4 all the help:). He understood + believe it or nt, we're 2gether now! Thxx so much! Hop soon! Tommy xx"

Hayley: "No probz Tommy. Yur rlly nice, we shud meet up agen soon:). Well dun wit Adam btw, hope it all goes well:) xx"

Me: "Yea, we shud:). I'll txt u wen we're close by + meet u sumwere :) x"

Hayley: "Aww, Ok! Hav fun Tommy :) x"