Ciel's POV

After a while, Alois stops crying and falls asleep in my arms. I lay him down gently on the bed and press a light kiss against his forehead.

"I'll be back soon," I whisper to him before walking away from the bed and out of the room. I walk around the manor in search of Hannah. Eventually, I find her in the kitchen with Sebastian.

"Hannah," I say, "A word please."

She excuses herself from her conversation with Sebastian and comes over to me.

"What is it Lord Phantomhive?" she asks.

"I would like to make a request from you," I tell her.

"Very well then," she answers, "What is your request?"

"I need you to go to the Trancy Manor and get Orphan. Alois will not be returning there for some time and doesn't want to be away from his cat for so long."

"Yes, Lord Phantomhive."

"Normally I'd send Sebastian, but it'd be quite difficult for him to get into the house, whereas your status there can get you in and out without being noticed."

"I understand, I'll go immediately."

"Thank you Hannah."

Hannah bows and leaves to fulfill my request. I turn to head back to Alois but Sebastian stops me.

"I take it Lord Trancy will be joining us as a permanent guest?" he asks.

"Yes," I tell him, "I won't allow him to return to such a place again."

"I understand my young lord," Sebastian says before walking away. I leave the kitchen to return to Alois' room. Leaving him alone in such a state worries me greatly.

Alois' POV

My eyelids flutter open and I notice that I'm lying on the bed. I cast a worried glance around the room and notice Ciel isn't here.

"Ciel?" I call out. My skins starts crawling and I can't escape the feeling I'm being watched. Is he here? Panic starts to set in and the feeling of being spied on gets stronger. Did Claude come here? Is he gonna finish what he started? The door starts to open and I feel relief wash over me as Ciel enters the room.

"Ciel!' I yell as I throw myself on him. Thank god it was Ciel, if it was Claude-. I stop the thought there, I don't want to think about what would've happened if it was Claude.

"I'm here Alois," Ciel says calmly, wrapping his arms around me, "I'm sorry I left, but I needed to take care of something."

"I'm just happy it was you," I say to him, "If it was him, if it was Claude he would've hurt me more."

"He won't hurt you while you're here," Ciel assures me, "Sebastian won't, no I won't let that happen."

Ciel holds me as I cry for a few minutes, I still feel like I'm being watched, like something's waiting for the right moment to attack.

"Ciel," I say through my tears. Ciel tilts my head up so I'm looking into his eyes.

"What is it, Alois?"

"Take me," I say and shock crosses Ciel's face.

"Alois, are you certain?' he asks, "I don't want to take advantage of you."

"You won't be," I say a little harshly, "Please Ciel, I want you, I need to feel you inside me again."

"If it's what you want," Ciel says uncertainly before pressing his mouth on mine. Even now, at my darkest time Ciel's kiss has the warming power to comfort me. His tongue dances with mine as he pulls the buttons on my shirt free. My hands pull Ciel's shirt over his head, not wanting to waste time with the buttons. Ciel pulls away from me long enough to get his shirt off and reclaims my mouth. He gets the buttons on my shirt free and pulls it off of me. I lay back on the bed and open my legs. Ciel settles between them and grinds his hips into mine.

"Uh," I gasp out, that felt amazing. Ciel takes the hint and repeats his action with a bit more power. I cry out in pleasure again and Ciel moves his mouth to my neck. He grazes the spot where my neck meets my shoulder with his teeth, then sucks on the spot as he pulls my shorts off. Another cry of pleasure escapes me as his tongue rasps over the abused skin and I pull his shorts off clumsily. The familiar feeling of him pressed against my entrance causes me to push Ciel away.

"Have you changed your mind?" he asks worriedly.

"Of course not," I tell him, "But I want to hear you say it."

"Say what?"

"Say you love me," I plead, "Please say it again."

"I love you," he whispers to me and I feel Ciel enter me. It doesn't hurt like last time, a pleasurable burning sensation takes the place of pain as Ciel fully buries himself inside me. He starts a slow, steady pace of thrusting into me, much to my annoyance.

"Don't be so gentle," I tell him, "Be rougher. I want you to be as rough with me as you possibly can."

Uncertainty clouds Ciel's eyes, but he complies with my wish. He starts to thrust into me mercilessly, hard and fast, leaving me gasping for breath as he empties my lungs with every stroke.

"Yes, Ciel, Like that," I gasp out in pleasure. The silk sheets run through my fingers as I find myself grasping onto the bed sheets, the pleasure is to much to handle, "Ciel, I want more. I want everything you can give me."

Ciel gets even more violent than before and after a few minutes we release at the same time. Ciel catches my mouth one more time as he pulls out of me. I roll over on my side and Ciel lays beside me with an arm thrown around my waist.

"Thank you Ciel," I whisper.

"For what?' he asks me.

"For everything," I say, "For actually caring about me. I love you."

"I love you too."

I fall asleep with no problem knowing Ciel is there with me. I can't help but feel safe when he's near me, He's definitely my guardian angel.