a/n: One year after "The Reichenbach Fall", and John Watson is leaving Baker Street.

What about Molly Hooper?

Sherlock and friends do not belong to me.


Moving On 5


The chill of the tile

Brought her peace

As she rested her head;

Quite at home

With the tables of steel,

The remains of the dead.

The rate of her breathing

Slowed down

To a steadier pace;

She began to relax

In this calm

And familiar place.

~0~

She scolded herself;

Her reaction could ruin it all,

She hadn't considered

That Doctor John Watson

Might call.

She wasn't prepared

For his cane,

For the catch in his voice;

And cursed, as she'd cursed many times,

Her impossible choice.

~0~

She'd distanced herself

From his friends,

Their unbearable grief.

She'd mourned,

Mourned alone,

With her thoughts;

No escape,

No relief.

~0~

She'd known

Her involvement

Would come

At a terrible cost;

And she knew she would

Never get back

Everything

She had lost.

And yet, if he asked her again

She'd agree in a trice;

The means to an end

Which was worth

Such a very high price.

~0~

She surveyed her surroundings,

Recalled their last meeting,

And wept;

For the lipstick she no longer wore,

And the secrets she kept.

~0~