Chapter 4

Clove POV

Cato was angry, he was screaming to me while he walked in the room like a lion in a cage and I was crying, my kids were crying as well, I was trying to explain everything to him but he wouldn't listen and then he tooked my babies with him.

I woke up crying, covered in sweat and my heart was beating fast, breathe, it was just a nightmare, Cato wouldn't do that, would he? I jumped out of bed and went straight to take a shower, today was my first day of work as a trainer in the academy, I guess that is why I was so nervous , I'm going to see him after four years, and I can't say that I am over him because is not true, there is not a single day that I don't think about him especially with two little persons that remind me of him every time that I look at them; and speaking of devil, I heard Cade's sleepy voice calling me.

-Mommy? Is it time to go up already?- he was sitting in his bed rubbing his eyes and he looked a lot like Cato when he do that.

- No sweetie, you can sleep a little more, I'm going to cook breakfast and then I'll come for you and Claire and we'll get ready to go to aunt Enobaria okay?- I said while he cuddle under the blankets and I give him a kiss in the forehead.

I went downstairs and started to make hot cakes, waffles and bagels, I chopped strawberries and kiwi and make cocoa for my kids just when I finished I heard little footsteps walking to the kitchen and they went straight to their seats. Then the phone rings and Claire runs to answer it.

-Hi, yes mommy is here, okay I'll tell her, mommy someone is calling.

-Who is someone Claire?

- I don't know, someone- she chuckled and I couldn't tell her that she knows that she should ask who is calling before say anything.

- Hi, Clove speaking

- Hon it's Enobaria I just wanted to tell you that I will take care of the kids but I'll have to do it in the training center because I need to prepare some papers that Brutus needs, is that okay?

-Hum, yes I guess it is, I'm just nervous, what if he sees them? I mean is not like I'll just to and say hi remember me? I left four years ago and now I'm back and by the way this two are your children- now I was over reacting and nervous.

-Clo it's going to be okay, we are going to make sure that he doesn't see them and it's just going to be today, tomorrow the nanny will be here.

- You are right it's just that I'm nervous; we'll see you in a bit. - I hung and take Clove and Caden along with a million toys and games to the training.

Once we got there they immediately went to Enobaria's office and since there were only five minutes left to begin my class I went to the knife area, and the moment I went in I was overwhelmed by seeing so many knifes, I haven't use them in a long time. While I was pregnant Alec forbidden me to use them for my own safety and the babies, but when I was about 5 months he pissed me off one day, so because of the hormones and all that I threw one at him that luckily landed right next to his head and hitted the wall, the cute thing is that he didn't had time to get upset because my aim failed when the babies kicked me, it was the first time so we just sat there like hypnotized watching my belly.

I threw some to a target and as always hit it in the center, my students arrive while I was practicing and they were stunned to watch me does it. When I finished I greeted them and started talking about the class, the skills that they'll develop and the structure of the knifes, the time was up so I dismissed them not without promising that next day we will start practice.

I headed to the office and when I was in the hallway I felt a hand around my wrist knowing perfectly who the person was standing behind me was. I slowly turned around and looked at him. God, he was even more handsome that the last time I saw him, his blond hair was short and his blue eyes were just as I remembered them, just like the once I see every day in my daughter, but there was something different in them, they looked calmed, not like years ago when they looked furious and blood thirsty filled with anger.

-Clove- my name sounded so beautiful coming out of his lips- You are here.

I didn't answer, my eyes widened in the floor trying not to look at him, because if I'll do it then I will fall apart right there.

-Why? Why did you left? Do you have any idea of the hell that I've been living in? You broke me Clove- I felt the anger run through my veins and suddenly I remember the pain that I felt, the reason why I left, and just when I was about to burst and start yelling at him someone pulled my sleeve;

-Mommy, I'm hungry can we go home now?- my eyes went to Caden to Cato in a second and his eyes were wide open looking at my son trying to say something because he was speechless.

I'm so extremely sorry that it tooked me so long to update, I went to a shopping spree with some friends to New York and guess what? I forgot my laptop and didn't have the files in my ipad so I was unable to do it. But here it is, I know is short but the other one will be longer I promise, again thanks for the reviews, It makes me so happy to know that you like it! Oh and by the way in aeropostale I saw a girl just like Clove and identical to Isabelle.

Xoxox mariane