Chapter 5

Clove POV

(Okay so this whole Chapter is going to be a flashback from the days after Cato and Clove won the games and the things that happened)

Flashback 1

I couldn´t be happier, my life was so perfect right now, I was alive I had make it out of the Hunger Games and not by myself, somehow Cato and I had managed to get together out of the Arena and now we were able to spend the rest of our lives together and I couldn't wait to start. But here I am in the prep center with my stylist and my team getting me ready for the interviews of the Victory Tour.

-Clove you look just amazingly beautiful- Arianna, one of the members of my team said.

-Turn around so you can see yourself in the mirror- said my stylist Florala with a big smile on her green face.

I did what she told me and I couldn't believe what I was seeing, the reflection of a beautiful girl in the mirror, her hair was curly and felled past the shoulders, she had two tinny braids that ended up in a bow, she was wearing a light blue dress that had one shoulder and was made out of a silky fabric; her eyes looked big and expressive with long eyelashes and her lips were a soft pink color.

-Florala I think that we forget to apply the blush- Kasseri said while he turned to find a brush.

- Don't! I have the perfect solution for that- and then the mirror just vanished in front of me and instead Cato appeared, he looked handsome as ever with khaki pants and a light blue shirt that matched his eyes and my dress.

-You look just… perfect- he said while he was looking right into my eyes, and yeah that was all it tooked for me to get a totally bright red blush on my cheeks.

Cato POV

Flashback 2

The bright morning light woke me up, I turned to look at the clock, 9:30 am just any other Sunday morning, the only different thing was the delicate girl that was sleeping inside my arms, her hands rested on my bare chest and she looked so beautiful, so peaceful. It was strange to see her like that since she could murder you in a second without blinking but, when the games ended she had begun to change, she looked released and relaxed; she even looked younger, she had started to wear her hair down which makes her look even more beautiful if that was even possible.

She hadn't known till last week that I have been in love with her since I was 14 and she was 12, but I never got the courage to tell her and when I tought the time was right, she was reaped and I immediately volunteered, not because I wanted to go to the games but to protect her, we had been friends for almost 5 years and that day after the reaping I was going to ask her to be my girlfriend. And suddenly we were in the arena fighting for our lives, I had tried so hard to hide my feelings to protect us both but while we were in there I realized that I could lose her in just a second especially when Thresh almost ended her life, so I confessed my feelings and we spend a hmm… romantic night during the games and in a blink of an eye we had made it, we had won the hunger games, we had been in parties and celebrations and now I had her in my arms.

-Morning love- I heard her sweet sleepy voice and turned down to see her.

- Good morning sleeping beauty- she gave me a peck on the lips and smiled- I'm hungry can we have breakfast?

-Of course I will order it now- I pushed the buttons in the wall to order scrambled eggs, cereal, toast, pancakes and some fruit while Clove went to the bathroom, the food appeared immediately in a table in front of the bed.

- Cato I…- she covered her mouth and run inside the bathroom, she wouldn't let me in but I could hear that she was emptying her stomach in the toilet, she came out pale as a sheet of paper so I tooked her into bed again and got the food out of the room.

-I will be back with medicine to make you feel better, sleep a little bit more, I love you Clovely- I kissed her forehead and headed to the kitchen.

Flashback 3

Clove POV

Positive, positive, positive, positive, five pregnancy tests, a blood test and a urine test and they all tell me the same thing… positive. I didn't know if I should cry or laugh after all I'm just 17 and Cato is just 19 and now we are going to be parents?

I hadn't been feeling well the past days and Cato was starting to get worried so I asked Enobaria to come with me to the doctor, I described my symptoms and right away he told me that for sure I was pregnant but I preferred to have some tests that at the end just confirmed what the doctor had said; Enobaria was happy which was strange she asked me how many times had Cato and I done it, I answered just 2. –Well that's a lucky strike I guess- she said teasingly while we walked down the hallway to go to Brutus office were Cato had been all day.

I had been imagining how my baby will be, mine a Cato's certainly it will be beautiful, I was even starting to get excited, we were young , yes but we had already won the games, we had two houses in the Victor's Village and we could work in the training center, our child would have a good life and we had the possibility to be happy, the three of us.

But just when I was about to knock the door I heard the words that broke my heart in millions of little pieces, I turned to Enobaria and her eyes were wide opened looking at me, she just hugged me and I started sobbing, before I got louder she tooked me to my room and there I let go of my feelings and cried for hours; first it was sadness, then deception, then anger, then loneliness. The next morning I was in a train to district four with my bags, my broken heart and a little person growing inside me.

You know that even when someone breaks your heart, you still love him with all the little pieces?