Edward tried to get me back, but when I figured out that he was just using Tanya, I told her. She sighed and I then grabbed my guitar and said, "I'll tell him how you feel." "Thanks, sis," Tanya said, softly and sadly. I growled and then thought, Edward Cullen, after these songs, you will never hurt me or my sisters again. I went downstairs and said, "Edward, I have a song I want to play for you." "Sure, Bella," he said. Tanya came downstairs and sat down on the bottom step, and said nothing to Edward, when he sat down next to her.
"You had me to get her and here I thought it was me. I was changin', arrangin', my life to fit your lies. It's all said and all done. I gave it all for the long run. Can she say the same thing? I guess this is goodbye and good luck. I can't be what you want me to be. I'm sorry for changin'. I'm sorry it had to be this way. Believe me, it's easier just to pretend. But I won't apologize for who I am. Remember the time when you said you were out with your best friend. But it wasn't the best friend. That you knew I thought you meant, and I used to accept it. I didn't know I could be free. But now I am and I won't go back 'cause you so don't deserve me. I don't even wanna be her. I'm sorry for changin'. I'm sorry it had to be this way. Believe me, it's easier just to pretend. But I won't apologize for who I am. I thank you for this hopeless war. 'Cause through the pain I found I'm stronger than before. And I want more. I don't need you anymore. Sorry. Listen close. I won't say this again. I'm sorry for changin'. I'm sorry it had be this way. Believe me, it's easier just to pretend. But I won't apologize. I'm sorry for changin'. I'm sorry it isn't like you want. Believe me, it's easier just to pretend. But I won't apologize. Why should I apologize? No, I won't apologize for who I am."
Edward glared at me and then I suddenly remembered something. "I actually have more than just that song to play for you, Edward Cullen," I snapped.
"You've got a face for a smile you know. A shame you waste it when you're breaking me slowly. But I've got a world of chances for you. I've got a world of chances for you. I've got a world of chances. Chances that you're burning through. I've got a paper and pen. I go to write you goodbye and that's when I know I've got a world of chances for you. I've got a world of chances for you. I've got a world of chances. Chances that you're burning through. Oh, I'm going my own way. My faith has lost it's strength again. And oh, it's been too hard to say. We've fallen off the edge again. We're at an end. We're at an end. Maybe you'll call me someday. Hear the operator say the number's no good and that she had a world of chances for you. She had a world of chances for you. She had a world of chances. Chances you were burning through. Chances you were burning though. Ooo. You've got a face for a smile you know."
"Hey! Hey! Hey! When you walk, you don't leave tracks. When you talk, they don't talk back. Believe in every word you say, but they don't know. They don't, don't, know. Secrets that you just can't keep. Promises that you made me. You twisted it to suit yourself, but now I know. I know, I know. Ooh, everything that I told you. Ooh, you just smile and then you. Kiss and tell everything I said, stuck inside your little web. Everybody wants to know, yeah. Lips that lie, cover your track, sold me out, and you just laugh. Said we're friends until the end, yeah, but you don't mean it, don't mean it. You don't mean it, you don't mean it, no. I wish that I could take it back. You want it all , but you can't have that. People fallin' at my feet, but they don't know. They don't, don't, know. You're gonna figure out real soon. The dirty deeds will catch up to you. It's crumbling beneath your feet, but you don't know. You don't, don't, know. Ooh, everything that I told you. Ooh, you just smile and then you. Kiss and tell everything I said, stuck inside your little web. Everybody wants to know, yeah. Lips that lie, cover your track, sold me out, and you just laugh. Said we're friends until the end, yeah, but you don't meant it, don't mean it. You don't mean it, you don't mean it, no. Ooh, everything that I told you. Ooh, everything that I told you. Ooh, you just smile, and then you. Kiss and tell everything I said, stuck inside your little web. Everybody wants to know. Lips that lie, sold me out, cover your track, and you just laugh. Said we're friends until the end, yeah, but you don't mean it, don't mean it. You don't mean it, you don't mean it, no. You don't mean it, don't mean it. You don't mean it, you don't mean it, no. You don't mean it, don't mean it. You don't mean it, you don't mean it, no."
I said, "Tanya, I need to talk to Edward, alone." She nodded and disappeared into the room that she shared with me. A nomad, Garrett, had met us and fallen in love with Kate and they were getting married soon. I crossed the room to Edward's side and said, "You've kept your end of the deal, at last. And I've kept my end. It is like you never existed." Edward stared and said, "Bella every word that I said to you when I left, was a terrible lie. I didn't mean a word of it. I missed you every second I was away and I still do. But if you want me just to be your friend or cousin, I'll accept that." I nodded and then began to play my last song for Edward.
"It doesn't hurt when I think of you. And all the things we'll never get to do. I don't dream at night about the way we were. I tore up the pictures and crossed out all the words. Don't be fooled by all my tears, 'cause everything is fine. And you can pick up all the pieces that you left behind. 'Cause I never think about you. I'm better off without you. I don't miss you at all. I don't miss you at all. You don't spin around in my head. It's like you never existed. And I hope you don't call. I don't miss you at all. And I'm not trying to fight it. No, I'm not trying to fight it. So you can cross my name right off the wall. I don't miss you at all. I go out seven nights a week. And it feels so good to finally be free. And I party like I never did before. Oh, what in the world was I waiting for? Everything is perfect now without you in my life. And you can pick up all the pieces that you left behind. 'Cause I never think about you. I'm better off without you. I don't miss you at all. I don't miss you at all. You don't spin around in my head. It's like you never existed. And I hope you don't call. I don't miss you at all. And I'm not trying to fight it. No, I'm not trying to fight it. So you can cross my name right off the wall. I don't miss you at all. I don't miss you at all. I'll just tell myself. Girl, forget the past. No time for regrets. No more looking back. I forget you more every single day. Every step I take, it's getting better. 'Cause I never think about you. I'm better off without you. I don't miss you at all. I don't miss you at all. You don't spin around in my head. It's like you never existed. And I hope you don't call. I don't miss you at all. And I'm not trying to fight it. No, I'm not trying to fight it. So you can cross my name right off the wall. I don't miss you at all. I don't miss you. But I don't miss you. No."