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CHAPTER 4:

Christina was unbearable on Monday. Now, imagine how she felt when they said that Will wasn't here and would arrive the next day.

Wednesday is today and I spent the night at hers to 'help her find the perfect outfit to see Will'.

I watch Olaya playing with some of her toys as Christina walks out of the bathroom for the 18th time.

"What do you think of that dress?" She asks while looking at her dress.

She wears a yellow dress which is tight on her chest but is puffy on the bottom. My eyes widen.

"Hum...Christina? When did you buy this?"

"Last week, why?"

"Can I be honest?"

"That's why you are here"

"Alright, I hate it."

She frowns then turns to Olaya.

"Olaya, do you like my dress?"

The little girl looks and shooks her head.

"No!"

I hold back my laugh as Christina is taken aback by my daughter's answer.

"Christina, why don't you put your white dress?"

"The plain one?"

"No...the beautiful one. Will said he loves when you wear it."

She smiles and nods slowly.

"You're right, thanks Tris."

"You're welcome"

I look at the clock as Christina changes her dress.

"When can you see him ?" I ask her.

"3 p.m. Why?" She answers.

"We have 15 minutes"

She runs back in the room, heels in hand.

"Hurry up, Tris. We are leaving in 30 seconds"

I laugh at her enthusiasm and take Olaya in my arms. We walk to my car and I buckle her in her seat. I drive to the hospital. Christina never stopped tapping her foot. As I park the car, Christina is almost jumping out the car.

"Go ahead. I'll be there later with Olaya." I tell her

"Thank you so much Tris"

"Go find your man"

She steps out the car and she walks as fast as she can with heels to the hospital. I carefully unbuckle Olaya and put her on her feet.

"Listen Olaya. I know you are sad because daddy isn't here but we are very happy to know that Uncle Will is home. You promise to be good in the hospital?"

She nods her little head and I take her hand to lead her in the hospital. We walk to the front desk where I ask for Will's room. I lead Olaya in the hallways and then, I let her knock at the door. I hear a faint 'come in' so that's what I do.

Will is laying on his bed. He has his left arm in a cast, a canular in his nose, a lot of cuts which seem to be healing but he doesn't look that bad. He was very lucky.

Olaya must be scared because she immediately hides her face in my leg. I take her in my arms and rock her slowly.

"Hi Will. How are you doing?" I ask him and he smiles.

"I am fine"

Olaya raises her head slowly at the sound of Will's voice and she grins at him when he smiles. I sit her on the bed and she hugs him. She always loved her 'Uncles' and 'Aunts' and loved to hug them.

Will looks up to watch me and must see that I think of Tobias. I see him in her and it's really hard for me.

"He is fine Tris. He wasn't injured when I left" I nod slowly and try not to cry when Olaya is here.

Christina noticed because she leads her out of the room. I sit next to him and stares at my hand.

"I don't think I could bear it. What if he never comes back?"

"Tris, I know him for some years now and I know he loves you and Olaya more than anything. But he also feels the need to help the others, just like me. We all left after all."

"Yeah, but you asked Christina if she was okay. He never asked, he left and that's it."

Will takes my hands and rubs them.

"Tris, you know I love you and Tobias like sister and brother... but I don't think I ever saw two people as stubborn as you two"

I flash a small smile because I know it's true.

"You think he loves to be away and he thinks that you hate him"

I don't respond because I don't want to argue with him so I look around me. Where is Christina? Oh yeah, she left with Olaya..wait what? I get up and get out the room. I see Christina playing with my daughter and I join them.

"Christina, I am so sorry. I didn't want to kick you out...but when he talked about him... I don't know, I just..."

She puts her hand on my mouth to make me stop talking.

"It's alright, I totally understand"

I hug her tight and she does too. She lets me go then takes my daughter's hand.

"Do you want to see Uncle Will?"

Olaya nods and smiles. We enter the room and Christina sits on the bed on Will's right while Olaya sits on his left.

I watch them talking with her and making her laugh. That's when I realize that Will and Christina could be Olaya's parent. They always wanted children and now I know they will have one soon.

I walk out the room and walk to the cafeteria. I sit at a table, a hot chocolate in my hands. I stare at it until a tear drops in it.

Why I am even crying? I should be happy for them, they are back together and happy.

I know why... because he isn't Tobias. I need him to be here for us, to help me raise Olaya. I can't continue without him.

"I am happy to see you again" I look up and jump up when I see who he is. Eric. "Where is that beautiful daughter of yours?"

"What-what are you doing here?" I stutter, shaking like a leaf.

"That's not how you welcome a friend, Tris"

"How do you know my name?"

"I may have fought with your husband once or twice. He never talked about me? I have to admit, I am offended."

"What?"

He stands up and leaves with a smirk.

What the hell did just happen?

I walk back to Will's room. As I enter, Will is playing with Olaya while Christina is watching them.

"Olaya, I think it's time to go"

"No mommy, please"

"Sorry honey, but Uncle Will and Auntie Christina may want to be alone."

"Okay..." She pouts.

She kisses both of their cheeks then takes my hand.

"Bye Will, bye Christina" I say while Olaya waves at them.

We walk back to the car and Olaya explains what she talked about with them. They promised to take her to the fair when Will is free to go home. She loves to go there, especially the Ferris Wheel. It's really funny when you know that's where Tobias proposed.

As I drive, I think of what Eric told me. Tobias never talked about him and why did Eric look at me like that the other day? And why did he ask that if he knew that we have Olaya? Or maybe he just lied and he only heard someone calling me... I don't know, I am so confused.

I decided to take her to Tori's restaurant. She is a close friend of my mother and I consider her as my Aunt.

I open the door and Olaya runs behind the bar to hug Tori.

"Hi Olaya. Where are your parents?"

"I'm here Tori"

She looks up and smiles at me.

"Where is Tobias? I didn't see him in ages"

I swallow the lump in my throat and smile faintly.

"Neither did I"

"What? Is he okay?"

"I don't know. He's in Afghanistan"

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"We fought. Again."

"I'm sorry sweetie"

"Mommy, can I play?" Olaya asks.

I nod and she runs to the game area. I sit at the nearest table with Tori.

"What happened?" She asks.

"He just came home and said he wanted to leave. He left a few days later. It was our worst fight"

"Why?"

"I threatened him to divorce" I admit in a small voice.

"What?"

"I know, it was so stupid"

"How long will he be away?"

"He left for 15 months but with what happened, he will be home in 10 months."

"With what happened. What are you talking about?"

"You didn't watch the news this week end?"

"No, I was stuck here"

"The camp was attacked. Tobias and Will risked their lives to help people. Will is at the hospital, he came home but...Tobias didn't want to go home."

I try not to cry but it's still hard to think of that.

"I am so sorry Tris." She looks around for a waitress. "Clea, can you bring us two Stiffs please?"

"Sure"

She comes back within a minute with two drinks. They are without alcohol but they really help when you're sad.

"You know, you can talk to me whenever you feel the need to. Do your parents know?"

"I don't know. I don't think so, they would have called I think"

"Do you want me to tell them?"

"You would do that?"

"Of course sweetie"

She drinks her drink and stands up.

"Your meal is on the house today. I'll find Olaya"

"Thanks Tori"

Olaya runs to me and climbs on her chair.

"Mommy, why I always play when you talk?"

"You are too young to understand what we are talking about. That's why."

She smiles and Tori gives Olaya her plate. She doesn't wait and digs in. She is like Tobias, he can't wait neither and he once choked because he ate too fast.

"Sweetie, don't eat too fast."

She smiles but doesn't slow down.

"Olaya, what did I say?" I say louder.

She stops eating and tears fill her eyes. I immediately feel bad.

"I am sorry, I didn't want to yell at you."

"You are angry" She cries.

"No, I'm not... I just don't want you to choke on your food"

Her tears slow down but she doesn't stop.

"I miss daddy" She says.

"I miss him too. But you know he loves you so so much, like I love you"

She nods and eats again. This time slowly. It's in time like this I want him to go home. So I can kick his ass as he deserves it. So he can learn what it means to be a father and a husband.

I want to thank you all for your reviews... you are all so nice ! :)

Some of you asked me to write Tobias' Pov but I don't want to. The reason is simple: if I do write his point of view, the story might be ruin because there are things to must stay secret for now :)

But I thought of what you told me and there are a few ideas I am going to use ! So keep sending me your ideas ! :)

THIS is really important... My laptop must be repaired and I don't know when I'll be able to post again... maybe in two weeks or something like that. I am so sorry and I have to admit. I feel really bad about it because I hate to make people wait... I really hope you can understand this ! :)