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CHAPTER 8:

That's stupid! You know, during a second I thought he'd said Tobias is dying. Stupid right? But then I look around, Shauna is in tears and Zeke almost in the same state. Christina has her mouth open and is in shock.

No, he must be mistaken, Tobias is fine. He will be home in 5 months and we will be happy as we were before he left.

I see Zeke's lips moving but I don't hear anything. That's weird. Instead, I hear a buzzing. Where does it come from?

Now, I feel something cold on my cheeks. My hands touch them and there is water on them. Why are they wet?

I don't understand! What is happening? I see a hand waving in front of my eyes and I look at the owner. It's Zeke and he is kneeling in front of me. His hands are on my shoulders but I don't feel them. I can't feel anything.

"Tris!"

It feels like I have cotton balls in my ears but I slowly begin to understand the word. It's my name.

"Tris! Breathe. You need to breathe!"

What? I am breathing, what is he talking about? My vision becomes blurry but I don't understand why.

I feel a pain in my stomach and I take a deep breath to ease the pain. I look up and see Zeke with his fist clenched. My breathing is rapid ans I can't calm it.

"Good! Now breathe with me"

I do what he says and I feel more calm but I become aware of the tears falling down my cheeks and my heart in my chest beating as if I run a marathon. I feel like it was ripped off my chest then smashed against the wall.

"Tobias"

His name is on my lips and I keep saying it as if it will change everything. I begin to sob and two arms drap around me and rub my back.

"I have to see him. He needs me. I have to see him. He needs me..." I keep saying that as I rock back and forth.

Shauna gets up and leaves with the baby as Christina sits next to me. When she comes back wih Marlene, Shaune gives me a bottle of water. I try to take it but my hand is trembling. Christina takes it for me and places it on my lips. I drink and my eyelids begin to feel heavy. Really heavy...

I wake up gasping for air. It was a nightmare. Thank God, it was a nightmare. The door opens and Christina runs to me.

"Are you all right?" She asks me.

"Yes, I am. It was an horrible nightmare." I smile. "I dreamt that Zeke said Tobias was badly injured. My imagination tricked me"

She sits next to me and I see her hands are shaking.

"Tris, it-it wasn't a nightmare"

My face falls as I see her expression.

"No...NO! You're lying! It was a nightmare! It can only be a nightmare! I am going to wake up!" I begin to slap myself but she soon catches my hand.

"Tris! Stop! Zeke called the hospital. Tobias went out of surgery and he is still alive but you can't visit him now."

"He is going to die. He is going to die thinking I hate him. I said terrible things and I know he hates me."

She takes me in her arms as I sob.

" I lost him Christina. I lost my husband. Olaya lost her father."

"Tris, he is still alive."

"He hates me Christina!" I repeat over and over again.

My heart beats faster every second. She gives me something to drink and once again, I fall into darkness.

The next time I wake up everything is clear in my mind. I lost him. I bend my knees so they are against my chest and I cry quietly. He can't die. I need him and so does Olaya. I can't continue alone.

Someone sits next to me. I only move my eyes to look at the person but my body doesn't move. Marlene is here with a mug.

"I thought you'd like something to drink. You know without any sleeping pills in it."

I look away from her and look right ahead. She sighs and I hear her put the mug on the nighstand.

"How are you? Well, I mean..."

I shrug staring at the wall. If I could, I'd be crying but I feel like I don't have anymore water in my body.

"Olaya is staying with me so you can stay with Zeke and Shauna. It's okay with you?" I nod slowly. "Try to drink something." She says before leaving.

Breathe Tris. Breathe ! I keep telling this to myself. Where is Tobias? I grab my large stomach as if it will ease the pain but let's face it, it doesn't. I grab a pillow with both of my hands and when a contraction hits me, I split it in two. I try to put my shoes on while I take deep breaths. The front door opens and Tobias runs in. I breathe deeply and he gasps.

"Oh my God. Are you alright?"

"How do you think I feel?" I yell at him.

"Sorry honey, I am stupid."

He takes my bag then wraps a hand around my waist. He helps me to get in the car then he drives to the hospital.

As soon as we enter the hospital, a midwife sits me in a wheelchair then wheels me to a delivery room. Tobias comes in a few minutes later. He sits next to me and holds my hand.

"It's alright, we're here now."

I nod while the nurse checks the baby's heartbeat. She leaves us alone.

"Talk to me Tobias. Say what you want!"

"What should I say?"

"I don't know, something to help me think of something else!"

I take his shirt at the collar and grab it tightly as I breathe through the contraction.

"We are going to have our little girl, Tris. Our beautiful little girl. She will be as beautiful as her mother and I will love her as much as I love her mother."

He kisses me on the lips and I smile at him.

Six hours later, our baby girl is finally born. She is so beautiful. She was born 20 minutes ago and Tobias don't want to let her go. He has her in his arms and craddles her to his chest. He kisses her little head and always says 'I love you' to her. I fight the sleep because I don't want to miss this. He is already a wonderful father.

He sits on the bed next to me and lays the baby on my chest.

"Now I can see both of my girls." He kisses me again. "Thank you Tris."

My eyelids begin to drop which make Tobias chuckle. He takes Olaya and lays her in her crib.

"Sleep honey. You need to rest."

I slowly nod as darkness surrounds me.

I wake up slowly, rising from my memories. He was a good father and a wonderful husband and as selfish as I am, I blamed him for wanting to do what he wanted. I am sorry Tobias, I really hope you forgave me.

A few days have passed since Zeke broke the news. I barely eat, barely drink and barely sleep. And every time I fall asleep, I think of him. I try to spend time with Olaya but it's diffucult because I don't want her to know. She still thinks he is fine.

I am still laying on the bed when the doorknob twists and Zeke enters the room. This time, he is smiling.

"I have goods news. You are allowed to see him."

I sit up at that and look at him.

"Are you kidding?"

"Not at all. Olaya is with Marlene. We can go now"

I stand up and almost fall on the floor. I quickly get dressed and Zeke drives me to the hospital.

I run in the hospital and ask for him.

"I am sorry, but only the family is allowed."

"I am his wife."

She looks back at her screen then stand up.

"Follow me."

She walks in the hallways then knocks at a door. My heart is racing in my chest. The door opens and Evelyn comes out.

"Yes? How may I help you?"

"She is here to see Mr. Eaton. She says she is his wife."

Evelyn furrows her brows and looks at me.

"I am sorry but my son isn't married to her. I don't know who she is but it must be a mistake."

I look at Evelyn, unable to say anything.

"I am sorry." The nurse says then she turns to me. "You must leave now Miss"

I try to get free to enter the room but the nurse holds me back.

"No... I have to see him. She is lying. We got married seven years ago...and..and we have a daughter. Please, let me see him!" I scream.

Two guards arrive and holds me back. The nurse speak through a speaker then two doctors come as well. They yell things but I don't understand what they are saying. I continue to struggle and scream but they don't let me go. Then I feel a needle in my arms and a few seconds later, everything begins to darken. But before my vision turns black, I see Evelyn's smirk.

I'll do my best to write soon but I am not sure when I'll be able to post...