Sorry I haven't updated in such a long time. My flash drive broke and all the stories I had one it was lost. Everything I had for phobia was on that flash drive. I barely ever wrote stuff down…because…well because my handwriting sucks and I have problem reading my own handwriting some time. Sucky problem I know. I probably would have told you guys sooner but I kind of shied away from my fan fiction account. With that being said I cried and cried and cried at how crappy my luck was. I mean I was planning on backing up all my stories but I never got around to it. That is a problem I will not repeat.

But I'm back and I'm going to try to finish this story. Because I'm not a quitter and I don't want to become one of those fanfic writers who have a lot of story up but never finished any one of them. It's going to take me some time to get into the flow of Phobia again. I'm going to have to reread everything and try to remember what I had planned for this story. That being said (written) I have already changed a few things from the original from what I could tell. I reread chapter 19 because that was the most recent one and decided to continue with that I did there. You had Hanabi view of things (And even learned a little bit more about her) now you're going to get some other people view. Really I only chose these people because I remembered what their phobias are. I'll have to go back and look for everyone else. Think of this chapter as a filler if you must.

Once again I apologize to everyone. Please don't give up one me!

Chapter 20

This is strange. I know it is. But it was a hunch. A feeling I would get every time I compare the two. My feelings were top notch. Hell I'm sure anyone with half a brain could have figured it out if they knew what to look for…if they saw them side by side. But then again…

What if I was wrong?

Cha there's no way we're wrong.

But there's always a chance of being wrong. What if we have the wrong information….the wrong picture?

The wrong picture? Ha. They're too well known to have a wrong picture. Face it…she's either related to them like Neji is or like Hanabi is and we're leaning more on…

Hanabi…I know Hinata could be a carbon copy of her mother.

So what are we going to do?

We're the same…if you have no clue than I have no clue.

Let's just wait it out.

Yeah she hasn't spoken about it or anything maybe she doesn't want anyone to know. She even has a different last name.

The voice in my head, my inner self as I like to call it, left me after that. Well not left it's still there. It's just its presence isn't as strong in my mind as it was before. I always had that inner voice. Even back when I lived with my parents and they pushed me to be the very best.

I had it way before I had my breakdown.

It was my strength to keep going then and it's my strength to keep going now. It never lost sight like I have, like I'm still am. I need help and I know it. I'm too smart not to know that breaking down over a B is bad. But how do you help someone like that? How do you help someone who's smart enough to know something wrong with her but her problem is being wrong itself.

Because if there something wrong with me than I'm not credible. I'm not the daughter my parents wanted. They wanted somebody smart, somebody perfect. But I'm not perfect because there something wrong with me. Something wrong with me but I can't be wrong or I'll freak…I'll freak out and then there would be more thing wrong with me and then I'll freak out again and then more things would be wrong…

How do you help some like that!

How do you help me!

I froze in my seat. My hands in my hair. No one was looking at me. They couldn't see the tears that filled my eyes. They couldn't even see the bags under my eyes. I hid them well so they couldn't tell.

The less I seem wrong the more perfect I look. The more perfect I look the more my parents would want me.

Me…Sakura Haruno…the once heiress to the Haruno hospitals.

Yes they would want me when I'm perfect. So either I have to get perfect soon or fool them all into thinking I am.

And on the way…I can fool myself too.

Time ticked by.

What was I thinking about?

Images of Hinata and Hitome Hyuuga filled my mind.

Oh yeah them. Hinata is defiantly related to them…but why is this the first time I'm ever seeing her. Scratch that…why is this the first time I ever heard of her? What happened to Hinata Hyuuga that made Hinata Yuuhi take the place?

Hinata is cute. She is cute when she blushes. I feel a little sorry for making her faint though. But I like carrying her. I should feel more bad about that. But I don't…

Is that a problem?

Oh yeah Hinata has those weird eyes that the Hyuugas have. What if she was related to Hiashi and Hitome?

I laughed.

That would be funny.

Hinata Hyuuga, Hiashi Hyuuga, Hitome Hyuuga, and Hanabi Hyuuga. What's with them and the letter H. That's four people so far with H in their first name…wait five…I almost forgot about Hizashi.

Neji father.

I feel sorry for Neji really I do. He had to lose his father at an early age….I don't think he mentioned his mother either.

Did she die as well?

Well so far I only know of his father. I think he was eluding, see Sakura I could use strange words…wait that's the wrong one. Alluding I needed alluding. Anyway I think he was alluding to a missing relative of his. She was young…probably my age, and he used to play with her a lot and then she just up and disappeared.

At least that what I think he was saying during one of his fate rants, I wouldn't know I barely pay attention to those.

I wonder why Hanabi ran off.

Maybe Konohamaru will tell me in the morning.

Maybe my parent will visit me on the visit days.

I'm bored. The lights are off and I'm supposed to be sleeping but I have too much energy. Maybe I should follow Lee advice and train with Gai. Lee always seems to have less energy when he does that.

I wonder if I shout like he does would people pay a lot more attention to me. Is that why he do it? So people could pay attention to him? That sneaky bastard there supposed to be paying attention to me!

That does it come morning I'm yelling everything. I'll yell louder than he does. That way they'll have to pay attention to me.

Maybe they'll even call my parents and tell them that I'm being uncontrollable. They'll have to drop everything and pay attention to me then or they'll be seen as bad parents.

Yep that does it. I'm yelling. Who cares if I get on a few people nerves. My parents will have to pay attention to me and that's all I want.

Well that and to see Hinata blush again.

I hope she doesn't faint this time.

I have seen a ghost. Or maybe it was an illusion. The fates are showing me thing. They have showed me a girl who looks just like my Hinata. She even acts like my Hinata. But that's not right. Everyone can see her.

She's an imposter!

Or maybe she's the real Hinata.

But that can't be. My Hinata disappeared from me. She couldn't even be there for father funeral. Surely if Hinata had known about father funeral she would have come. She loved my father very dearly.

More than her own father less than her own father more than her own father…I don't know the fates haven't told me.

They like to give me little pieces and make me piece them together. They are very powerful things and are always needed. They can't waste time giving me my whole life plan for they have to help guide other people to their destiny as well.

So…is that Hinata real or an imposter.

Maybe she is real. Maybe she was kidnapped by a Yuuhi. That would explain her last name. Hinata Yuuhi not Hinata Hyuuga.

I want my Hinata back.

I picked up a picture of my father.

"If that is the real Hinata then father smile. If that is a fake Hinata then frown."

Father smiled. It must be the real Hinata.

Then again father is always smiling.

But the fates are really powerful. Surely if that wasn't the real Hinata they would have made father frown.

They've done it once.

People…the ones who work here says that was just a hallucination.

But that couldn't be farther from the truth. It was the fates. They like to work in mysterious ways. They gave me a dream. It was a dream of father. He was going to work when he died in a car crash. I begged him not to go but Hiashi, my uncle, wanted him there. Hiashi wasn't one to take no for an answer. So father left. And he died. Died exactly how the dream told me he was going to die.

Cars are evil. I don't like to ride them. You can die.

Hiashi is evil. I don't like him. He'll make you disappear.

Father disappeared. And he made my Hinata disappear. I know he did. I heard them talking about it one day.

He always wanted a boy. He was always upset that Hinata wasn't one. He was even angrier when Hinata was shy and kind. He wanted an heiress who would be like him. Strong and ruthless. He saw Hinata as shy and weak.

But Hinata wasn't weak. Shy…yes, weak no.

He was always staring longingly at me. Hiashi was. I told my father once. Father told me it was just my overactive imagination. But I think father believed me because not soon after I told him did he move.

It wasn't that big of a deal. The clan liked to stay together in their ancestor compound. But every now and then you'll get a Hyuuga who moves out.

Those were the ones who liked their privacy.

It was like everyone could see everything in that house.

Like the ancient tradition of the Byakugan was still being upheld. The Byakugan lets you see through walls all around you for miles. It was said that the Byakugan was a bloodline in the Hyuuga family. That's why are eyes are the color they are.

It's a creepy story. Most move out because of that. They liked their privacy.

Hiashi's stares are what made me and my father move out.

I never knew my mother. I think she died in childbirth.

At least that was what I was told. I think Hiashi did something to her. I keep hearing stories about how strong she was and how she and Hitome, my aunt, would go against some of the things in the Hyuuga compound.

Once my mother died there were no more stories about Hitome being strong.

I'm glad we left the compound. I wonder if father death was because of Hiashi. He always looked like he wanted me. As if I was strong enough to become the heir of the family.

I moved out before father died. I moved out before Hinata disappeared. I wonder sometimes.

I wonder if I had stayed in and become the heir Hiashi wanted…would Hinata still be here.

But I was a child and I couldn't have thought of anything like that. I could have never thought of Hinata disappearing. It just couldn't seem possible. But it was her fate to disappear just like it was my father fate to die.

I don't like the fates. They take things away from me. But they're really powerful. So I can only sing their name in praise.

It annoys people but I can't help it. I feel the more I praise them…the less they'll take from me.

They may take Hanabi or Tenten next time. I don't want them to take Hanabi or Tenten from me. Hanabi and I may not be as close as Hinata and I were but she's still my little cousin. I know if Hinata knew who she was then she would have wanted me to look after Hanabi. She wouldn't want what happened to her to happen to Hanabi.

Though I don't see that happening. Hanabi doesn't understand emotions and she doesn't allow herself to feel. She's just what father wanted until she took it too far. Now she's here…with me…I can finally look after her.

And…I just can't let them take Tenten from me. Tenten is nice. They shouldn't take her. So I'll continue praising the fates like they deserve to be praised. Who knows…maybe they'll give me Hinata back.

Maybe they already have.

Once again I am sorry. Hope you liked the chapter. It might be a while until i update again. Like I said I have to go back and read everything to remember what exactly I had planned for this story.

Until next time :)