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i must have been asleep for a while since it was dark outside now. i saw a ouija board on the ground as i stretched i knew it was Sam which made me roll my eyes."Dean is going to give him hell for that one" i said with a soft smile my hands still hands still had deans. "please come back to me soon babe i need you" i said softly i turned as i head Sam walk in.

"dads not in his room" was all he said, i could hear from his tone he did not want me to hear what he was going to say to dean. i stood up and kissed deans forehead softly "ill go find him". i did not let Sam say anything else before i left, I decided that right then was a good time to flex my powers since i would not find John on my own easily.

i stood against a wall and closed my eyes concentrating on John, holding the locket for help. i felt his spirit coming from down in the basement i could tell he was waiting for someone. That alone was enough for me to fallow the trail to a boiler room, as i snuck into the dark room i Heard John talking to some one.

"how stupid do you think i am" i glanced around a corner. John had the colt pointed at a janitor and from the vibes the Janitor was giving off he was possessed by a vary powerful demon. From Johns actions that was Yellow eyes the demon who had killed his wife. "oh i never thought you where but a certain girl is very stupid it seems" there was a pause "come out here child i know your there i can feel you probing me with that power of yours".

i glared and cursed under my breath as i stepped out my arms where crossed over my chest. "Alexia Roberts what in the hell are you doing here" i winced at Johns tone. "Sam was worried about you and well frankly so was i". the demon turned to me i finally saw why they called him yellow eyes, his eyes looked like sulfur was swimming around in them.

"so this is little Lexa, you look just like your mom" he smiled at me which just wanted to make me sick. "you don't know my parents so just shut your trap" i said not hiding the venom in my voice. "oh so you haven't told her John now that is sad almost as sad as you not telling Sam about himself and the other children" i frowned at the demons words.

"Lexa go back to dean now" John commanded me. before i could tell him where to shove it two very large men stood on eather side of me there aura's reeked of demons "sorry Johnny she cant go anywhere now tell me why you summoned me" my eyes went wide as i looked at John. "i want to make a deal the colt and the bullet for Dean" yellow eyes smiled. "i can not help him" my heart sunk "but i know some one who can" John nodded. "fine but i want to see him awake before i give you the gun" the Demon almost looked genuinely hurt.

"what don't trust me" John had a unwavering look. "understandable" was all that came from the demon. "so we have a deal then" the Demon got right in Johns face "not so fast i need you to sweeten the deal for me". John nodded and i felt like socking him in the face "what do you want i don't have anything else".

the yellow eyes turned on me "give me the girl and ill ensure the safety of the boy". that was enough for me "oh hell no im not part of this crazy crap" i spat out. "not an option name something else" John said. "why John afraid ill tell her who she really is" i was getting really mad at this point i did not like getting talked about if i was standing right there.

"no she is not mine to give away so name something else" from johns tone he was trying to protect me. "well you eternal soul would make me happy, but not in ten years as soon as i have the colt i want to drag your petty soul down stairs i opened my mouth to deny that to. "done now fix dean" my mouth just hung open did i really just hear John right.

Yellow eyes snapped his fingers him and the demon twins disappeared leaving John and I alone. "what the hell was that" i finally said John looked at me. "im saving my boy Lex that's what that was" i wanted to hit him but tears blurred my vision.

"you think Dean would want that he is going to be pissed" i said my voice wavering. "no i don't think it is but please Lex don't tell him not for a while anyway" John said as he hugged me. "uncle John what are they going to do with out you" i cried into his shoulder. "there strong little girl and they have bobby and Dean will have you just stay by his side" i nodded and pulled away and wiped my nose.

"come on lets go see the boys" he said wrapping a arm around my shoulder walking with me. i clung to him the walk back was quiet until just before deans room "Lex look up those names in my Journal but after yellow eyes is dead". i nodded knowing i would honor it he walked into deans room, i waited a minute collecting myself before i went in.

"can we not fight please" i heard John ask Sam softly it pulled at my heart. yeah don't fight Sam you wont see him again i wanted to say but didn't dean saw me walk in and smiled at me. i went straight to him and placed my lips to him when i pulled away i frowned "don't you ever go into a coma again or i will kill you".

Dean chuckled "ill remember that Doll". i smiled as he grabbed my hand "Sam can you get me some Caffeine John asked Sam. i could tell from his tone he wanted to talk to dean alone. "ill be right outside" i said quietly before leaving i kissed dean again and walked out with the taller Winchester boy.

Sam had a happy step to his walk which just wanted to make me cry. how was he going to take John dying i shook my head as John walked out we looked at each other and said a silent goodbye. i walked back into Deans room and sat on the bed facing him "so what do you remember" i asked.

he shrugged "the only thing i remember is you telling me you loved me honestly that's it". i smiled to him and put a hand on his cheek "it is true dean i probably always have but never knew how to tell you". Dean reached up and took my hand "Lex you know i don't like chick flick moments but this is the exception and does not leave this room".

he took a deep breath "I have always had strong feelings for you and was devastated when my dad refused to let us see you, i started just seeing random women but they all looked just like you only not one had your eyes your personality or something else about you that i loved you never left my heart only grew in it so what i am saying is i love you to and always have". i was speechless Dean was serious i thought he would throw in a joke or something but this was a part of dean I had never seen before.

i leaned foreword and kissed him deeply i felt his hand rub my back as i melted to him. i heard commotion from down the hall but it seemed far away right at that moment i was so engrossed in dean i didn't even hear the door open until Sam spoke. "Dads Dead" his voice was hysterical i broke away from dean all of us shared a silence. Dean and Sam out of shock and me i was horrified about what they where going to do to the old hunter in hell and how i was going to keep it from Sam and especially Dean.

Yay another chapter done muahahhahahahahh im just that good...thanks for all the favs of the stories its awsome to see :)