i dont own anyone who shows up in the show sooo yeah on word sea brisket...muahahhahahah this is a m rated one and no i didnt got crazy smutliness its 2am for me i have no smutish

It was the last day of my training and i knew i would go see Dean soon, if he still wanted to see me that is. I was sitting on the bed that had been mine for what seemed like eternity. i looked around the white and gold room taking it all in. all of the kingdom of heaven was like this except the parts that the human souls went to. I looked out the window all of the angels where in there normal looks.

I hugged my knees to my chest and sighed the memory of when i left still haunt me. i sighed and laid down dean turned away from me i hope we could still be salvaged i couldn't think of my life with out him. i closed my eyes willing myself to sleep when it did come it was dreamless and restless.

-the next day-

I landed outside of the junkyard and made my way to the door i just simply walked in and called out "honey im home". i smiled as i heard shuffling and hushed whispers i sat down at the table and took a bite out of what had to be Sams sandwich. "sorry boys did i interrupt your lunch" i said coolly as i heard them behind me. i knew they had all sorts of proving i wasn't a demon tests in there hand.

i stood up and faced them smiling "here let me" i took the silver knife dipped it in the holy water and cut my arm. they all seemed to relax a bit "man you guys are tense" i grumbled and ate the sandwich much to Sams dismay. "Lexa its good your back" i blinked and looked at dean he didn't sound right to me maybe he was still mad.

"oh uh sam come on you and me have that thing to kill" Sam looked confused and was about to say something when bobby shoved the sandwich i had been eating in his mouth. "crude but effective" i laughed out as bobby drug Sam out of the house leaving a very awkward moment behind them. "so your back now" Dean said trying to break the ice.

"Dean look im sorry i had to go it was training i know your mad at me" he shook his head at me. "no Lexa im not mad im just relieved i get to see you" i narrowed my eyes suspiciously. "why do you sound like you are saying good bye forever" Dean looked down then sighed and looked me straight in the eyes. "i have 48 hours then im being dragged down to hell" i just blinked then started laughing.

"oh now that's a good one no seriously whats going on" i said after i calmed down. his so unlike dean serious face came on and i knew he wasn't kidding "what the hell dean" i yelled out. he sighed and wrapped his arms around me "please this is the only alone time we get OK don't fight with me not tonight". i looked up at him tears starting to form "why dean i just have to know why". he caressed my face gently "it was for Sam that night almost a year ago when we closed the gate to hell Sam was dead i couldn't live with out him and i didn't know when you where coming back if you where".

i lowered my head and looked at our feet "so you made a deal for him back right" dean forced me to look at him "yes and i would do it all again he is my brother i couldn't let him die". i sighed "i know you and him mean the world to each other" he smiled at me and leaned down kissing me gently. well that's how it started anyway it soon started getting deeper more passionate.

i felt his hands move from my cheeks down my neck and ended by cupping my breasts. i gasped a bit out of shock and pleasure just his touch was enough to send a shiver up my spine. Deans hands then slid down further to my waist my arms worked there way to wrapping around his neck. i let out a squeak as i was being lifted up off the ground.

i broke the kiss then and looked to see the couch becoming very near when i looked back at dean i was tossed on the couch. i let out a oomph but that's all i got out before deans mouth captured mine again. he nipped on my bottom lip wanting my mouth to open. i smirked inside my head and decided i wouldn't let him, i let my hands trace over his torso feeling the muscles underneath.

his kisses where getting more feverish and i could tell he was losing patients with me and not giving into him. i nipped his lip playfully he growled but before i could laugh at him his warm hands slowly crawling up my inner thigh and as soon as it got high enough i gasped which gave him clearance to use that pro tongue of his to show me just how little i knew about kissing.

his tongue played with mine as his hands roamed areas that haven't been touched in years. his fingers stroked my sensitive nub which caused another gasp then a groan as he continued to play with the sensitive area. i pressed my body to his he smiled and moved away which me pout which he just laughed at me and moved to me pulling off my shorts and underwear off.

i growled at him and pulled him to me by his belt loops i then started fiddling with his pants pulling them down. he smirked at me and pulled my shirt off i smiled at him and pulled my bra off. before the white Lacey hit the ground his mouth was on my nipple licking and sucking on it i groaned. his hands where touching every inch of my exposed skin i squirmed under his hands and mouth.

he worked on me slowly driving me nuts i ran my fingernails on his back "Dean please god now". he chuckled and shifted pulling his boxers down i kept him close not wanting him to leave me at all. as soon as he could he was inside me filling me making me moan out his name. "oh god Dean" i moaned in his ear as he started thrusting. he grunted his body moving over mine just as i thought he was going to drive me crazy with the slow torturous speed he was doing he speed up.

my back arched my nails dug in deeper into his back as he drove deeper and harder into me "oh god Lexa im going to explode". if this was any other time i would have laughed at some funny image in my head but right now i was to busy being driven insane by feelings of pleasure and contempt. as i felt my self reaching my climax i was seeing stars then he drove me over the edge with one final deep thrust.

i cried out his name in pleasure as his hot seed filled me, i clung to him not wanting to let him go. we where breathing hard looking in each others eyes not paying attention to anything else. "holy mother of god im sorry" i froze and tilted my head back and saw both Sam and Bobby standing there. "well hi guys how long you been there" dean said with his normal charming smile.

Sam just walked out red as a tomato i couldn't help but giggle as bobby said something about burning the couch or the house when we where done. as they both laughed dean stood up. "well i know they will be gone how about we have fun on my last night" i socked him in the arm and ran upstairs as he chased me pinching my ass when he could.

we spent all night enjoying pleasure we couldn't even think of when our brains and bodies where mush we laid down he fell asleep preatty fast. i laid there listenign to his heart beat feeling his chest rise and fall. i fell asleep to that bliss no matter how short lived it may be.