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Bpov

I awoke to my alarm clock blaring . I didn't even remember what time I had went to sleep I slept like a baby must have been the way he ate me out .the orgasms he gave me left me exhausted God on that sink with everyone downstairs. Thrilling . I hated Mondays but fuck at least I had happy thoughts to get me thru the day. Shit I didn't have anything to wear I haven't been home all weekend I didn't have time to wash clothes I only had one pair of sweats and they were the ones I truly hated… arrggggggggh. I put them on with my white tee and tennis sneakers . And headed out the door .

I got to school fairly early and was walking towards the door when I noticed a bright red candy apple motorcycle I wasn't sure who it belong to but he was still on it. Black riding boots tight jeans black tee that showed his every muscle . black leather jacket my eyes wandered up he still had his helmet on as I got closer he pulled it off shaking his beautiful bronze hair free. I just loved that just got fucked hair. "Edward" I said softly

" hey beautiful" he licked his lips
"can I walk you inside" I was about to say yes when I heard Mike call my name
He looked up "maybe another time" I frowned as he looked down and kicked rocks past me. Mike jogged over to me and pulled me in for a hug

"hey Babe" he squeezed me tight " I missed you" I heard Edward say fuck as he walked by then I heard him laugh "it was my name she said as she was cuming" I felt my self blush I knew that he was referring to my sweats it said Mike Girl on the butt . I hated them but I didn't have shit else to wear. Alice would kill me when she saw them she had made me promise to burn them .now I wish that I would have.

"you to" I hugged him back as I watched Mr. Wonderful walk towards the office

"walk you to class" he said as he grabbed my books and put his arm around me.

"of course" I tried to smile but I didn't want to hurt Edward. I heard Alice scream

"Edward what are you doing here. Care to eat lunch with me later" he pulled her in for a hug

"of course short stop" I could see her elbow in his gut . They were just a few steps in front of us she turned and waved "heey Bella .. Mike" she said in a condescending tone she truly loathed him . We walked our separate ways and headed to our classes The rest of the morning flew by as I relieved the night before with Edward the bell rang and Mike was already waiting at the door to escort me to lunch we sat together everyday with Alice , Jasper , Emmett, Rosalie, they were there already talking when we walked in . Mike kissed me on the cheek

"give me a few babe" as he headed to talk to his football brothers

"sure , sure" I replied I walked to the food line even though I wasn't hungry I was extremely thirsty.

"your bruising my ego" I felt his cool breath close to my neck I turned around

"wh..what" I said all dazed and confused as I looked into Edwards green eyes.

"hmm your pants" he said seductively

"oh well somebody had me busy all weekend and I couldn't do my laundry" I huffed

"its ok it will be my name you scream out later" he wink at me and walked past me to the table and sat next to Alice. I was a mess my panties were wet and I felt flushed. I staggered back to the table

"damn Bella are you ok" Alice asked

"umm yea just a little hot" I took a long drink from my lemonade as Edward chuckled to himself .

" going to use the bathroom" I don't know why I had the need to announce it . " let Mike know if you see him please" I gathered my books knowing I wouldn't come back.


Epov

I hated that she was wearing those pants "Mike's Girl" I huffed he couldn't do the things I have done to her. The way she screamed my name when I made her cum. I was disgusted especially when I saw it was Mike Newton . I hated that prick . He was a asshole I still cant believe that 3 years ago we were best friends. Fucking scumbag.. I grabbed my tray and tossed it in the garbage and walked out the cafeteria to the yard to smoke a cigarette but stopped when I noticed Bella grab her things and leave with out Mike I waited and watched her enter the girls bathroom I waited until I felt sure she was by her self and I looked to see Mike still bullshitting with his football dickheads. I pushed the door open . Instantly my dick twitched thinking about last night in the bathroom .. My new favorite place.

"Bella" I called softly she had her hands in the water splashing her face. I went up behind her "hey" I tapped her shoulder she spun around flickering water all over the front of my pants

"are you crazy what the hell are you doing in here" she looked so nervous she walked over to the door I caught her hand before she could leave . And turned her so I could see her face I pulled her chin up so I could kiss her she hesitated at first "what if someone comes in" she was scared of getting caught. The thought made my heart accelerate so I slid the trash can against the door "better" I said as I pushed a lock of her hair out of her face.
I tired kissing her again to she if she was willing I encircled her waist and brought her closer to me . I felt her hands go in my hair pulling my head further down to meet her eager lips .

"I hate these fucking pants don't ever wear them again" I pulled at them in between kisses she nodded her head " your brusing my ego you call my name out when you come but then you wear his name on your ass" she grabbed my now erect cock " I love your big ego" she pulled me in for another lust filled kiss . Then the damn bell rang late. I thought gona be late but I couldn't pull my body let alone my lips away from her.

"wait what are you doing here" she asked me confused

" well seems like I'll be taking a few classes while I wait for my next semester to start abroad" I grinned knowing I would try to sneak as much as possible to see her in school.

"oh really" she said as she kissed me one last time and ran her fingers threw her hair and fixing her clothes .she headed to the door as I moved the can she opened the door and motioned for me to wait " five minutes than come out ok" she kissed me on my lips walked away and wiggled her hips and I almost lost control.


Bpov

I just kissed him and left him standing in the girls room I had to if not I would have let him fuck me right here in school in the girls bathroom . And I did enjoy quickies but I loved it when he took his time. Like pleasing me was his job. I hurried across the hall when I heard Mike

"Bella come on I'll walk you to class you only have a minute or so before the late bell rings"

He pout his arm around me and smacked my ass "that right Mike's girl" god I was surely dumping these fucking pants. We stopped in front of my biology class he turned to give me a kiss but I moved my head and kissed him on the cheek

"babe I got practice buti'll walk you to your truck after school"

"sure Mikey" I really didn't care but I turned and walked into class I was shocked to see the seat at my table was used I usually had the table to my self. I looked up and saw Edward smiling at me. What the fuck I smiled back liking the surprise.

I took my seat next to him " Ms. Swan your new lab partner Mr. Cullen well for the next couple of weeks or until his semester abroad picks back up" I held my hand out and he brought it to his lips and kissed it "always a pleasure" I blushed immediately after hearing the oh and ah the class let out. I swung my hair across my face so I wouldn't stare at him all period, he slid a piece of paper in front of me.

"why are you hiding your face from me"

"I don't want every one to know about us"

"fuck them. Only we matter"

"some people know Mike"

"oh I didn't realize .. Fuck Mike"

"no"
"no what"

"I don't want to fuck him"

"I see who do you want"
"YOU"

"can be arranged"
"today"

"I think this is a bad idea"

"you don't want me"

"of course .."

"then what"
"never mind"

"I guess I'll make other plans"

"no Bella please I would love to see you later"

"don't let me twist your fucking arm Cullen"

"don't get your panties in a bunch Swan"
"not wearing any"

"oww my cock is hard thanks"

"your welcome"

" 5:00 be ready"

"for ?"

"my cock"

"=)"

" I'll meet you at you house"

"ok don't be late"

"I wont just don't put any panties on .."

"ok"

" and take them fucking pants off"

"yes Edward what ever you like"

"you'll be screaming my name soon enough"

"cant wait"

"back to studying"

"sure sure"

I was happy to say the least I was looking forward to seeing him .. I sstole another glance at him and didn't look at him again until the bell rang " 5:00 Swan" he whispered in my ear as he walked past me .5:00 in deed I smiled as I went in to the gym and my only other class with Mike. I didn't mind he didn't try to kiss me in class and usually did all the work since he was always my teammate . The time flew by and the last bell of the day struck and Mike walked my to my truck as he said he would. I noticed Edward waiting on his bike I wondered what he was waiting for Mike pulled me in for a hug and I saw Edward hold out five fingers I knew the hidden meaning. I put up five as I hugged Mike and saw Alice run over to Edward and hoped on the back of his bike. "bye Bella call me if you want to come over tonight" I let go of Mike "ok I'll call you"

"gotta go babe I 'll try to call you later"

"ok Mike I'll talk to you later"

I did some quick chores around the house and made a meatloaf for Charlie as I finished up my homework there was a light knock on the door . I practically ran from the kitchen

"hey beautiful" there he stood looking so damn sexy .

"hey sexy" he smile at that

"grab your jacket lets go"

"where are we going"

"you'll see"
We took a path from the woods directly from my house and it lead to a beautiful little meadow damn all this time and I never knew this place was here. He held his hand to me as I stepped thru the archway it was absolutely breath taking . He had a blanket and picnic basket laid out already I looked up at him and smiled

"when did you"

"never mind all the technicalities" he said as he brought my lips to his for a kiss I wanted more but he broke away and led me to the blanket and proceeded to hand feed me grapes and cheese and we drank some champagne . Of course we made love I call it that simply because he took his time it was sensuous . He was prepared for everything after we had sex we laid there soaking in the sun I didn't want to ever go back . But unfortunately we had school tomorrow but he made plans for after school again not telling me where we were going and he said to plan to stay overnight on Friday I was definitely loving the way he spoiled me ..

On Tuesday I woke excited about the day ahead of me school went by fairly quick Mike walked me to class as usual in bio Edward and I passed notes I tired to ask him where we were going but he gave me no hint just to be ready at 3:30 and bring a bikini I smiled at the thought of seeing him with no shirt on . I rushed home and cooked dinner and did my homework .

Tuesday he took me to the first beach down at La Push seeing him standing in front of me with no shirt on and his swim trunk hanging low on his was exposing his defined abs he had a lean physic perfect chiseled chest . Wash board abs muscular legs wow damn he looked incredible I could see that he took pride in taking care of his body. I bit my bottom lip;

"like what you see"

He asked me as he skipped rocks in the water

"ah um" I blushed like crazy "yes" I stammered out

"its only fair that you show me yours since I showed you mine" he wagged his eyes at me

I slowly peeled my tee shirt and shorts off exposing my black crochet two piece I heard him catch his breath and he pushed me down on the blanket and had his way with me.

Wednesday was much of the same school went by in a blur. Mike walked me to class . Notes in bio. Running home preparing dinner rushing thru home work, meeting him at 3:30 he said he couldn't wait until 5:00 and fuck to be honest neither could I . he took me horseback riding I never knew this boring town had so much fun things to do.

I have never rode a horse to be honest but it was exotic all the bouncing and seeing Edward in front of me with no shirt on had me flushed and hot between the legs. When we finally made it back to the car I pushed him against the door and started kissing him he took me on the front seat of his Volvo . He smiled at me

" I can never look at that seat again with out thinking of today"
"good you'll think of me everyday" I adjusted my clothes and sat down

" I already do" he mumbled I wasn't sure if I was meant to hear that or not. As we got close to my house it started pouring out . Raining buckets I laughed we were going to get drenched as we ran from the car we got soaked as it started to thunder I jumped he pushed me up on the door we barely made it in side when he stripped me of my clothes and pushed him self in me.

Thank god Charlie was not home he told me this morning he would be late some big shit with the mayor he said . We sat there on the living room floor adjusting our clothes when I heard the thunder boom . When my cell rang I knew who it was but I didn't reach for it. I looked at him and we both said "Alice" when I didn't pick up my cell she called the house

"Bella please pick up the phone… One. Two. Three. Four. Five." a another crack of the thunderstorm rang echoing in the phone " Bella where are you" she screamed in the phone she sounded so scared Alice hated thunder storms and when ever it rained like this I slept at her house or she slept here. I looked at Edward getting up to get my cell when his rang

"Alice .. What's the matter babe.. ok I'm on my way go into my room I'll e there shortly . He grabbed my hand and kissed it

"sure I'll drive by her house and pick her up" he winked at me.

" so how long has this been going on" he asked

"almost nine months" I replied I knew he was talking about Alice and her thunder storm fear.

"how much do you know"

" all of it I think "

" she told you"

"of course I'm her best friend"

"I didn't realize she was having nightmares again"

"how long have you been gone"

"almost ten months" wow to think if he would have stayed I would have met him months ago.

It brought me back to that day she told me

* flashback*

I was laying in my bed when I heard a frantic banging on my door I jumped I ran down the stairs and prayed that it didn't have anything to do with Charlie he wasn't home and I was scared he gotten hurt . I heard the thunder crack and the banging became louder. I opened the door and Alice stood there soaking wet crying .

"Alice what the fuck your going get sick" she flung her self in my arms sobbing

"I'm scared Bella.. I'm scared" I walked with her to the couch and ran to get some towels and a blanket I sat besides her as the thunder cracked again she jumped crying ..

"it wont stop .. It wont stop " she held her hands to her ears

"Alice tell me whats wrong" I knelt on the floor beside her rubbing her back

" the dreams are back .. Their back and they wont stop." I sat on the floor and she put her head in my lap crying sobbing her mommy and daddy died in a thunder storm

"what I thought Carlisle and Esme where.." she shook her head no they adopted me when Edward and I were five if I hadn't begged mommy to let me sleep at Edwards house I would have died to .

"what happened do you want to talk about it."

" it was pouring out thundering and they went out for the night when they were on their way home my dad lost control he could see I guess it was raining that hard he spun out of control and skidded in the tree in front of my house the car busted into flames I tried to run out of the house to help them with Carlisle but Esme grabbed me and hugged me tight as the thunder boom the car exploded right in front of my sobbed agin her whole body shaking . My parents left in their will that they wanted Esme and Carlisle to take care of me..

"Mary Alice Brandon died that night and Alice Cullen was born" he said bringing me out of my memory

" she was their only child and had no other family so my parents took her no question . I have always loved her as my sister we were born and raised together we even pricked our fingers that night of the accident and became blood brother/sister. She is my sister in every way imaginable I love her and promised to protect her from that day on. Was in therapy for a long time and we thought her dreams had stopped "

He stopped

" is she taking belladonna again" he asked me I noticed Alice taking them pills months ago and when I asked what they were for she said it helped her sleep
"yea she is"he grabbed his coat

"come on we gotta go "

"what wrong "

" Alice has abandonment issues my dad gave her that herbal medicine years ago I didn't know she was taking them again .. How long"

" as long as I know her" I responded

" I knew my leaving would affect her but she promised me she was ok.. I should have known better"

"its not your fault"

"I promised her I would never leave her" I pulled him in for a hug he was visibly upset he hugged me tight and then pulled away. I quickly called Charlie while he drove . He said he already knew when it started thundering that I was headed to Alice's house. Even in the rain he managed to drive fast and still hold control of the wheel. We pulled up in front of his house I ran out the car before he put in in park I ran upstairs to find Alice crying hysterical I ran to her knelt on the floor by her and held her while she cried

" where were you " she sobbed hugging her knees as she rocked back and forth in the corner by Edward's bed.

"hush baby I'm here now" Edward entered the room and lifted her to the bed she laid hugging against his chest crying as I laid on the other side of her stroking her face.

" I love you Ali please don't cry" Edward cried with her . It was loving to see how much he really loved and cared for her. He rocked her in his arms singing a lullaby to her. It was beautiful .

"I-I- lovvve you Eddie" she cried harder it brought tears to my eyes I had seen Alice go thru this before but this time was different she really was distraught . We laid there hugging her until she fell asleep my arms wrapped around her and Edwards wrapped around her as well. He kissed my forehead and whispered "thank you" he kissed me again "I love her to " I whispered back my throat thick with emotion I tried to get off the bed before I cried but Alice grabbed my hands .

"please Bella don't leave" I pulled myself closer to her and Edward "never Ali never" she let out a shaky sob and fell back to sleep. I closed my eyes and fell asleep exhausted with them we slept huddled together while the thunder and rain slammed against the window frame. When the morning sun crept thru the window Alice jumped up and said "fuck were gona be late for school" Edward and looked at each other it was so Alice to forget about things and jump around happy .

"Bella come on I'll drive you to get your truck unless you want to ride with me"
"are you ok Alice " I squeezed her hand

"all better now " she hugged me

"I didn't get to see Jasper last night he had to work so I want to go early and see him"

"ok I'll be ready in five" she bounced out the room leaving me to grab my things as Edward laid on his king size bed with his hands behind his head humming the lullaby from last night

" you were wonderful last night" he smiled at me

"I can see why she loves you so much. You were there for her when I wasn't and I owe you more than I can ever repay" I climbed on top of him straddling his thigs and kissed his lips

" you can make it up to me by telling me where were going today" he kissed me back and dug his fingers into my sides

"not a chance Swan" I laughed so hard it hurt

"fine I wont ask" he finally stopped I kissed him again and climbed off of him he groaned

"see you later Cullen" I blew him a kiss and headed out the door.

Thursday was just as spectacular . After school and chores and homework we drove down to Port Angeles where we went to a museum / aquarium I wore a short skirt for easy access . We were in a partially secluded area watching seals swim under water in a semi dark tunnel . Its nice to see that many people don't visit these places during the week I walked up behind Edward and whispered in his ear

" oops I forgot to wear panties today" and I walked past him pretending to drop something and bent over in front of him

He grabbed a hold of my hips " Bella are you trying to kill me" he slapped my bare ass as I wiggled it at him I bumped against him and felt his erection thru his jeans then I felt him fumbling with his zipper as he pushed me against the glass. I turned to look at him struggling to put a condom on I was confused we haven't been using one

"I hate not to be able to fully feel you but it will be less mess this way" he said as he kissed my neck and entered me. He pounded me as the seals swam by no doubt getting a show of their own.. It was exhilarating to say the least after we both came he pushed my skirt down and zipped his pants disposing of the condom on the way out.

"come on were going to be late" he chuckled as he looked at his watch

"we are we going " I asked trying to catch my breath he shook his head at me

"you'll see" h opened the car door and walked around to the other side and drove down the block to a lovely bistro "Cullen" he told the hostess we followed the waiter thru the restaurant but we didn't stop at any tables I was confused I looked at Edward but he just smiled we followed the waiter up a set of winding stairs that led to a rooftop table lit with candles my mouth dropped open

"its beautiful" I gasped

"not nearly as beautiful as you" he whispered in my ear then kissed me on the cheek . He pulled out the chair for me then sat himself dinner was already on the table I lifted the metal dome covering my plate and saw my favorite Italian

"how did you know" I asked but I was pretty sure I already knew damn he was through

"through" I repeated out loud he chuckled

"if nothing more I am completely through" he laughed again as we enjoyed our meal the food was great but desert was better after dinner he led me to a private area of the roof that had two lounge chairs set up

"sit " he pointed to the chairs I was overwhelmed by all of the activities of this week

"what are we doing Edward" he grabbed my hand and I immediately regretted it we have never discussed this thing happening between us.

" were enjoying a moonlit dinner " he caressed my cheek and kissed my hand

"Bella don't over think things just go with the flow" I nodded my head against his hand. And looked up at the beautiful shy when I heard fireworks .. I looked at him in surprise and he just shrugged his shoulders and pulled me onto his lap and we made love with the fireworks in the back ground . He held my hand all the way home kissing it every now and then. We made small talk on the drive .

Things we liked and things we didn't. and what I planned on doing after high school I didn't want to discuss Mike with him and how we would be in Phoenix by the time summer came and I knew that he'd be back in Italy pursuing his dream . We got to the corner of my house when I saw his car in my drive way

"fuck" I damn near shouted he looked up at me and squeezed my hand

"double fuck " he sighed

"do you want to leave " he asked "will everything be ok"

"yea.. It'll bee fine just drop me off here. So he doesn't see your car" he hesitated but did what I asked

"see you tomorrow right" I asked he put his hand down

"yea sure" I pulled up his chin and kiss him harder and squeezed his thigh

" now say it like you mean it" I bit down softly on his bottom lip

"I'll see you tomorrow love" I stepped out of the car

" triple hot damn FUCKKKKK!!!"
I walked up the drive and opened my door to see my dad talking to Mike......

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