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you already know: I own nothing. Although I wish I owned EDWARD.*sigh* this story is unbeta'd if you don't the mind the typos that im sure are there or the lack of grammar than please feel free to read on. If not than please hit the x. this story is for MATURE audiences only if your underage THEN SEE YOUR way to THE X and close this BITCH…. For those that reviewed and left me the love thank you!!!!! I live for the love so continue!!!! Well NUFF said read on readers !!!!!

*LE*

Bpov

"hey Bells"

"hi dad"

"Babe"

"Mikey"

"where you been Babe"

"how long you been here"

"um like a half of hour"

"oh I went to a book store with Angela I Port Angeles" suddenly glad that Edward made me go in to that book store and he purchased a collector's Pride and Prejudice Jane Austen book my fave of course . I fought with him but thankfully he won . I showed my book to him

"I don't know what it is with old book you got"

Mike would never understand my dream of becoming a writer so I never told him

" yea I know" I smiled

"dinner was great as usual Bells thanks honey" he got up from his chair and kissed my cheek

" good nite guys" he headed towards the stairs . Oh god my heart skipped a beat and not in a good way . I did not want to be alone with Mike.

"your dad said you slept by Alice's house"

"yea I did Alice hates thunder storms"

" wow the little freak is actually scared of something"

"don't call her that and yes she is"

he came close to me"I don't like you sleeping over there knowing that Cullen is home"

I knew he was referring to Edward." please Alice is my Best friend and I will sleep there if she needs me to"

I turned to head towards the kitchen when he grabbed my arm and pushed me up against the wall he scared me when he did that . He cupped my breast and squeezed hard I groaned in pain but he thought I was excited . He slide his hand down my side and I knew if he reached under my skirt he would know that I didn't have any panties on. God I was really scared I didn't want to find out what he'd do I shifted slightly

"I don't want you over there as long as Cullen is home"

"your being ridiculous" I said and turned my head away from him he slammed his right hand on the wall behind me I jumped at the noise he slid his hand further down Oh god his hands were nearing my ass fingering the hem of my skirt I sucked in my breath as his hand went under and touched my thigh

"Bella is everything ok down there" my dad called Mike looked up and saw the door open and he quickly removed his hand kissed me on the cheek

"I gotta go" he said as he wiped his lips with the back of his handI was still shaken by his actions

" oh training is over Sunday" he smiled as he looked me up and down

"bye Mike" I closed the door behind him as a tear dropped from my knew she was scared I didn't want to leave her but I hadn't had a chance to speak to her yet. That would happen tomorrow I didn't want to scare her off. I had only come to terms with the feelings I was starting to have for her god I didn't know if she had felt the same about me about us. I needed to talk to Alice make her ok with this . I know she only wants the best for me and she doesn't want to lose her this time is different Bella wasn't like her I wouldn't even say her name she didn't deserve my respect. I hoped Bella was ok and nothing went wrong at her house I desperately wished I could call her but I didn't know her number. I laughed that would change soon enough .

I pulled into the garage and went in to the house looking for Alice I checked her room first but she wasn't in there I went into my room deciding to shower and change then look for her when I stepped in my room she was already there.

"Ali you ok" she never really went in my room when I wasn't home she sat on the bed twisting her fingers around

" I don't want to go back to Dr. Whitlock Eddie please don't tell dad" I knew she didn't like seeing the therapist reliving all those memories of that last night. Her parents death and her watching them burn up the blood curdling screams of her mother calling her name. I had nightmare my self as I held Alice while my mom hugged us both

" Ali we need to do something you cant keep taking the Belladonna every night"" I-I- don't well not every night I haven't taken them since you came home"

she hung her head down I knew she missed me. I knew my leaving would be hard on here. Now I don't know if I could leave here again." what do you want me to do Ali" I ran my finger's thru my hair

" I'll stop taking them .. Edward I promise please.." I reached my arms out to her and pull her in for a hug

"we'll figure out something don't worry baby I'm here for you" I kissed her forehead"I wanted to talk to you about something" she looked at me

"I feel like I'm not going to like this"

" Alice I like this girl"

" really what girl"

" this girl I meet a few weeks ago. I really really like her and I think she likes me to"

" who is she Eddie"

"do I know her"

"yes" she jumped up and down

"really who is she" shit I don't know how to tell her.. What the hell is she going to do when she finds out . I ran my fingers thru my hair I smiled nervously at her" wow you must really like her Edward . Look at you your sweating and your running your hands in your hair"

" Ali sit down "

" um I think I'll stand"

" its."

"come on Eddie"

" its. Its"

" yea whoo is it "

" is it Tanya" she stuck her finger in her mouth like she was gaging

" er. No"

" Kate"

"no"

" Angela"

" um no would you please stop trying to guess"

" than fucking tell me Eddie what the hell already"

" its Isabella"

"I don't know any body named Isabella besides Bel…"

she jumped on me and started smacking me and punching me

"EDWARD" she screamed in my face I grabbed her hands and pinned them down to her side as I sat on top of her.

"calm down Ali"

" how could you Edward. You promised me you wouldn't go for any of my friends any more"

"Ali I didn't know she was your friend I meet her at a club a few weeks ago"

" club what club"

" that club you went to I went to surprise you and never found you but I meet her"

"I should have known I see the way that you look at each other"

" I wanted to tell you . But didn't know what to say"

" you know she's marrying that douche bag Mike"

" I need your help with that"

"what do you want me to do"

" did you tell her anything about him or what happened "

" no that isn't my story to tell"

"ok just leave it when the time is right "

" are you mad at me"

" yes and no"

" please don't be mad at Bella"

"I'm not I'm not really mad at you either .l you're my two favorite people in the world and I'm thrilled that you found each other. I just don't want either one of you guys hurt."I shook my head I relieved that I finally told her . Alice isn't somebody that I hold secrets from and it was killing me that I was hiding from her. Now I just needed her help . I needed to tell Bella how I felt about her and I hoped she felt the same way." do you love her Edward"

"yes Alice I do"I grabbed my keys I needed to get ready for tonight I gave Alice instructions for what I needed her to do and headed for the door .

"Edward "

"yea Ali"

"she'd be a fool to turn you down for that scumbag"

" I'm going to try to convince her to choose me" I gave her a kiss on the cheek and walked to my car.