Bpov
Finally its Friday I still don't know what I will say to get out overnight .this is a time when I wish I could tell Alice she always knows what to do . I'll think of something I got up a little to early today its far to early to go to school I prepared dinner for Charlie and left it covered in the microwave .I was so caught up in my daydreams of Edward and tonight I didn't hear someone knocking on the door .
"Bella I know you're here "
It was Alice she sounded a little annoyed . I wonder what was bugging her.
" yeah I'm here"
" ah the secret keeper"
I wasn't sure what she was talking about but I decided to play stupid
"wh-what are you talking about"
"Bella how could you" she stomped her feet and pouted
"what Alice" she knew about us . She looked so hurt I didn't know what to say I just stood there
" Am I not your best friend"
"yes Ali"
" you felt you couldn't tell me"
"Bella why am I the last to know"
"Bella stop ignoring me"
I started crying I didn't know how she found out but I wanted to be the one to tell her I was just scared she wrapped her arms around me and hugged me tight
" I'm so-rry Ali " I sobbed out as I sunk down to the floor she knelt down with me and continued hugging me
" do you love him Bella" of course I did but we never discussed things between us he had school to finish and I wouldn't stand in his way god I didn't even know how he felt about me .
"yes" I whimpered out .
" I always wanted you as a sister maybe now I can" she pulled me up I thought she was still angry but she had a smile on her face . She was happy .
" What about Mike Isabella"
" I don't want to be with him "
" I know that silly always have . What are you going to tell him"
" I don't know he's training is over on Sunday I'll talk to him then"
" ok well you have to be at my house straight after school I'll handle everything"
She hugged me
"I love you Bells but I have to go I wana see Jasper before classes start"
I walked her to the door when I noticed Mike pull up
"I'll see you later and don't forget about tonight Bella" she sneered at Mike
" Ok Ali I'll see you in school "
I walked back into the house with Mike behind me I suddenly felt uneasy I didn't know what I was going to say but I wouldn't discuss this until Sunday I don't want to ruin his training.
"were the fuck are you going tonight "
"excuse me"
"you heard me . I told you I don't want you by Cullen's house"
"well I'm going out with Ali later so your gona have to get over it"
He pushed me against the wall and started screaming in my face I was scared really scared my dad wasn't home and Mike was acting crazy
" your going to be late for school we're going to Port Angeles this morning"
"no I'm not my dad will kill me for ditching school"
He grabbed me by my hair and ripped my shirt open and began groping my breast
"bitch your going to do what the fuck I say"
he fumbled with the button on my jeans and yanked them down past my knees pulling my hair harder as he bent me over and inserted himself in me .I screamed out in pain but he just pulled my hair harder and grunted louder in my ear as he thrusted himself harder inside of me . It was disgusting he felt nasty and it made feel like I was cheating on Edward. I tried to pull away but he grabbed my hips tight and yanked my hair harder
I begged him to stop it but my cries just sent him into a frenzy and he pounded inside of me harder as he pinched and pulled my breast and tugged my hair . I'm sorry Edward I love you Edward I chanted over and over until he finally released me my knees buckled and I feel to the floor. I was sobbing uncontrollably He stood over me pulling me to my feet
"get yourself together were going to Port Angeles now"
"nnn-no I'm not going with you"
" yes you are. We're getting married today"
I cried I wasn't going to marry that motherfucker not now or ever. I was in love with Edward and even if Edward didn't feel the same after the shit he just did to me he'd be lucky I didn't press charges on his ass. I adjusted my clothes trying to walk past him
" I was going to wait until your training was over but fuck that . Its over Mike get the fuck out of my house . I meet somebody else and I'm in love with him"
He grabbed me by my wrist and bent it backwards until I heard something crack I screamed in pain but he wouldn't let go
" now let me tell you something your going to get your shit and we are going to Port Angeles and were going to get married"
I shook my head I didn't care about the pain I wasn't going to marry him I hated him more than anything right now he twisted harder
" let me tell you what will happen if you don't marry me today ; one. Your father is a dirty cop my dad has information against him for doing some dirty deals with the Mayor and he will go to jail for the rest of his life. Two I will have my people beat your little friend Ali into a coma three I will break your little Cullen's hands . He wants to be a surgeon doesn't he. Haha how long do you think he'll want to be with you after you destroyed his dream of being a doctor are gone . Huh bitch"
He slapped me across my face and shoved me towards the door. I was stunned Mike has never in all the months we been together ever laid his hands on me my wrist just hung limp I knew it had to be broken I pulled it to my chest
" now move your ass you have five fucking minutes or punch you in the face this time"
" I nn-need to go to the hospital Mike my wrist is broken"
" I don't give a fuck you'll go when I say you can go"
I remained silent and in pain as he drove to Port Angeles to the Municipal Court I didn't know that he had everything all planned out he had taken out the marriage license and made the appointment to get married by the Judge. I didn't want to marry him but I was terrified at the thought of what he would do to my dad I didn't think he was dirty but I know that he has been spending late nights claiming to do some shit for the mayor .
And I couldn't chance what he would do or have done to Edward I know Edward could defend himself but what would happen if they damaged his hands he wouldn't be able to become a doctor and he would hate me for it.. And Ali I didn't even want to think about it she was small and he would hurt her just to get back at me and I would do what I had to I had to protect the people I loved..
So their we stood getting married in front of a judge saying vows that I didn't mean all I could think of was Edward and how I was doing this to protect him and my family I was in so much pain from my hand and it has doubled in size I guess the asshole didn't think of that when he broke my wrist my fingers swelled and he couldn't put the ring on my finger thank god I thought it didn't make it real in my head . I wouldn't have to wear his ring .
We were almost back to Forks when I got the courage to speak
" I need to go to the hospital"
" of course babe. What ever you need"
He patted my hand I couldn't believe the nerve of this son of a bitch he raped me. He broke my wrist. He forced me to marry him and he was trying to act sweet with me . It made me nauseous I wanted to spit in his face but I was afraid he punch me in mine we pulled into the parking lot of the emergency room and he pretended to be the caring loving boyfriend by helping me inside and filing out the forms for me I hated him I wish he died.
"Bella . What happened what are you doing here"
" I fell down the stairs "
It was logical everyone knew I was clumsy it made sense it was the first thing that came out of my mouth . I just hoped everyone would believe me .
" let me have a look " he gently grabbed my hand I winced and yelped in pain
"oww"
" well it looks pretty bad were going to have to x-ray it and do some blood test before I can give you some pain meds lay back and I'll be right back"
I tired closing my eyes I didn't want to think about today at all I felt Mike rubbing my shoulders I wanted to pull away but I knew Carlisle was still watching
"do you want me to call your dad or Alice "
"please don't call my dad I'm fine really but I could appreciate it if Alice came" I tried to smile but I was in so much pain I could think straight
"ok will do . The nurse will come and draw your blood and then you'll go for an x-ray I'll be back shortly"
I nodded my head and lend back against the pillow and closed my eyes when I was sure we were alone I spoke
" you can leave I don't want you any where near me I did what you asked now I want you to leave me the fuck alone"
" don't be ridiculous you're my wife and I wont leave you alone . And just so you know were moving in two weeks"
" what ever " I said shrugging my shoulders he killed a part of me I just hoped that Edward would forgive me one day the nurse came back to draw my blood for what ever test Carlisle wanted to run I felt queasy I hated blood the sight of it made me sick . I felt so light headed that before she filled her last vial I passed out. I was dreaming of my Mr. Wonderful when I smelled ammonia
" there there sweetheart you'll be ok" the nurse patted my hand and walked away after I fully woke up I was sent for my x-ray twenty minutes later Carlisle came back with my x-ray
" Isabella you had some fall you broke your wrist in three places" he shook his head
" you really need to be more careful" he said as he wrapped
my wrist in a pink cast
" now I also need to discuss your blood test results with you" he looked at Mike
"Mr. Newton could you please give us a few minutes" Mike gave him a dirty look
" I prefer to stay " I knew he wasn't going to leave and I just didn't care anymore
"its fine Carlisle " I shrugged my shoulders
" well Isabella it seems that your pregnant"
" I'm whaaaattt" I stuttered out
"your pregnant " he repeated again just as Alice and Edward walked thru the curtain
Epov
When Carlisle called Alice she immediately called me she was to upset to drive she mumbled something about Bella falling down the stairs and breaking her wrist . I prayed that Newton had nothing to do with it . I would kill that bastard I didn't know what happened last night when I dropped her off at home she didn't want me to stay . I don't think that he seen me or my car but so help me if her hurt her in any way I'll kick the shit out of him.
"calm down Ali I'm sure she's going to be fine"
I silently prayed that she would be ok I didn't want to share my fears and make Alice more upset . So we talked about my plans for tonight although I wasn't sure she'd want to go out . Fuck why did I leave her alone.
"Edward"
"hello earth to Edward"
" uhm Yea Ali"
" are you going to tell her you love her"
" I guess , I mean I want to"
We pulled into the hospital slot and we both ran to the ER and asked for my dad since I knew that they wouldn't let us back there if we asked for Bella . I followed my dad's voice and as we approached the curtain I heard him tell Bella she was pregnant Alice and I both looked at each other shocked.
" not now Alice" I whispered I knew she was going to ask me if I was the father I needed to speak to Bella first . I mean I know that I have been with her numerous times unprotected but she also had a boyfriend up until we met so I'm sure she had sex with him also .. God a baby. If the baby was mine I would do what ever it takes to support her and my child I would be a part of this Childs life not just pay child support. I needed to get hold of myself I would discuss this with Bella later.
" Ali " Bella cried
"shhh its ok Bella we'll figure things out"
" Cullen what the fuck are you doing here"
I wanted to punch Newton in his face but this is my father's place of work and it wouldn't be appropriate to act this way in front of the ladies besides the fact I wouldn't stoop to his level but he will most definitely get what's his
" my sister was to upset to drive and I was also concerned about Bella"
"well she doesn't need you so get the fuck out" he pushed me and I lost it I pushed him back
" we're not thirteen any more Newton and if you lay your hands on me again I will fuck you up." Bella jumped between us hold her good hand on him and her casted hand on me I wanted to grab her in my arms and kiss away her pain her eyes pleaded with me
" please Edward stop" she looked so weak probably from crying
"ok Babe lets get you home then I gotta go to practice"
I hated that motherfucker and to think he was going to take her away from me made my blood boil I felt Alice look at me and I shook my head
" Bella do you feel up to going tonight I cant return the tickets" I wanted to kick Alice for meddling
" Ali don't you think Bella needs to rest" I looked her at trying to get her to stop but Alice is relentless
" yeah Babe dickwad is right you need rest fuck her tickets" I felt her eyes on mine looking for an answer I wanted her to know it was her choice
" what time do we leave Ali" Alice looked at her watch I never told her a time but Alice always had a plan
" in two hours" Bella looked at Mike she pulled away from him slightly
" go on to practice Mike I feel fine and I want to go with Alice tonight" the bastard kissed her on her temple and whispered something in her ear that made her eyes fearful for a moment
" ok Mike talk to you later" she told him as she walked away grabbing Alice hand and I trailed behind them eyeing Newton down.
Bpov
I'll have them all killed if you do anything stupid bitch . And your getting rid of that kid I aint ready to be a father. he whispered in my ear, after what he did today I couldn't take anything he said for granted I would do what he said to protect them . god I know Edward heard his dad say I was pregnant damn he looked shocked fuck I'm shocked I mean I know its always possible but I guess I really didn't pay to much attention to it . I don't know what to say .
Fuck I wonder if Mike knows the baby is Edward's according to Carlisle I'm about four weeks going by my missed period I was very early in pregnancy and I needed to decide what I wanted to do about it and that I needed to see a gynecologist as soon as possible.
I know the baby is Edward's I have always used a condom with Mike and Edward and I have been sexing like crazy with out rubbers from the very first night more than four weeks ago. I have so much to think about but I just don't want to do it now .
I just want to enjoy our night together since it maybe our last . Mike said that were moving in two weeks . I'm so afraid that he will hurt them if I don't do what he says.
Epov
She looked so upset I couldn't approach her about the baby . I desperately needed to now if the baby is mine . I could picture the baby beautiful like her soft features big brown eyes . Fuck I wanted it and I didn't even know if its mine. I pulled her in for a hug
"its ok love" she shuttered in my arms sobbing uncontrollably Alice came from behind and hugged her close to me I would do anything to protect her. She deserved better than that fuck face Newton.
" we don't have to go anywhere tonight I just want to hold you in my arms"
" I ww-want to go with you " she stammered she was to good of a person she needed to feel loved not afraid , pulled her chin up I wanted to tell her that I love her but now was not the right time I had the evening planned . Fuck me. I had planned to fly her to New York for a Jazz festival .
Picnic in the park and a wonderful night in the nicest hotel in the city. Fucking Newton always fucking shit up for me… it didn't matter I would have another time to spoil her right now she needed to be held . We'd take her home and I'll love her in my room all night long . And if she give me the chance to make love to her tonight I will cherish the goddess in front of me.
Bpov
I know that he is disappointed I didn't know what he had planned for tonight but I just didn't feel up to going anywhere I just wanted to lay in his arms . And cherish the time we have left . I hated Mike and I wish I were strong enough to protect them. But I'm not. I pray that one day he'll forgive me and realize I love him and I did this to protect him. I had so much to think about Mike said I had to get rid of the baby.
A fucking abortion . I don't know if I could I mean I never thought about what would happen if I did get pregnant . But I was with Mike and he always used condoms and I never wanted him or his kids shit I still don't but this baby is different its Mr. Wonderful baby, and I was in love with him , isn't that how its supposed to work . You fall in love get married and have a baby my life was so fucked up . I married a loser and I was pregnant by another man that I loved with all my heart. I couldn't do this to Edward he had his life planned out .
I cant let him give up his dream of being a doctor to play daddy when I know that Mike wouldn't allow it he would kill them or have them killed just to hurt me . I know what I have to do . I have to have an abortion it's the only way to show how much I love him I wont burden him and I need to protect him I cant let Mike or his father's Hench men hurt either of them . I will have an abortion and move with Mike and let Edward get back to his life.
Bpov
We went back to Edward and Alice's house and he lead me up to his bedroom . Still holding my hand he kissed each finger leading me to the bed his bed . I wanted him so bad I wanted him to make love to me I wanted to cherish tonight like it was my last night . He pushed a lock of hair behind my ear and kissed my cheek I squeezed his hand
" Edward we ah I .. fuck I cant do this now " I pulled him by his shirt and smashed my lips on his .
" take me Edward make me forget .." I twisted my fingers in his hair pulling him close I needed to feel him closer I couldn't get him close enough I needed to feel him inside of me he paused . Pulling my face to look at him
" its ok love we don't have to do anything tonight you need rest .. And we need to talk"
" I know . Kiss. We will. Kiss open button of shirt. Just not now.. Open button on jeans.. I need you inside of me now" he pulled me into his arms and laid me gently on his bed . And slowly so slow did he undress me and kiss every inch of my body worshipping every inch like I was some sort of goddess. It brought tears to my eyes I quickly blinked them back I didn't want to be sad .
tonight was about him and what we shared. I will have time to think about what I have to do to him to save his life. It will break my heart I have never loved anyone the way I love him. He deserved better than what I could give him, and I will give him that, a chance at life with pout having to give up himself for me. He planted gentle kisses on my body but stopped on my belly I down at him thru my lashes and thought I saw a tear escape his eye.
"Bella" he was torn I could see it in his face his voice thick with emotions . I knew he had questions and I wanted to answer everything but now wasn't the time I just wanted to feel loved , wanted. Needed.. I ran my fingers slowly thru his hair god I was truly going to miss this ., miss him . His hair , his body . His kisses. He looked up at me with his intense green eyes and I saw a lost little boy there. Lost and confused . Sex makes things complicated.
"shhh Baby its ok" he laid his ear on my belly I wonder if he realized the baby was his . I wonder if the baby felt his daddy. I promised Renee so many times I would take precaution I swore to my self that I wouldn't end up like her and yet here I was seventeen married and pregnant . How ironic that I would end up in her shoes . Only difference is she married baby's daddy and he loved her. I went about this all wrong. I loathed Mike he wasn't half the man that Edward is and frankly he never would be. Edward squeezing my waist brought me out of my day dream. He peeked at me and something change in his eyes it went from bewilderment to desire.
He slowly circled my folds until he brought friction to my clit. Kissing my belly he brought himself to his knees continuing to rub circles he inserted his index finger and began slowly pumping in and out of my wetness. I let out a soft moan . He inserted his middle finger in. out. in. out. Still rubbing and finger fucking my pussy was driving me nuts I lifted my hips to meet his thrust when he brought his lips down on my throbbing core licking so intently. Lick. Pump. Thrust . My knees were trembling " Edward I-I- I cant hold on much longer" I groaned out. Lick . Bite. Suck. Rub. Pump.
"ahhhhhh" my hips moved in synch with his actions . I twisted and pulled his hair as I rode out my orgasm " ppplease stop" he continued lick . Suck. Rub. Nibble. Pump. "ooooh Eddddward I'm coming again" he smiled up at me . My body bucked and he licked. Sucked. Fingered. My throbbing pussy with my knees shaking and my body trembling . I fought to catch my breath so this is what its like to have a multiply orgasm.. I smiled as I pulled him up to me .
And brought his lips to my I slipped my tongue in his mouth and tasted my myself on his lips I felt him groan and grind his hardness along my thigh. "please Edward I want to feel you inside of me " he groaned again and paused his tip out side of my aching entrance.