Epov
As I lay on my forearms staring at the entrance to my heaven . I was hornier than fuck but I couldn't bring myself to enter her I had so many thought cross my mind. About her the baby me my family my education. Fuck I was torn . Becoming a doctor was my dream but if she was carrying my child I would give up everything to make her and my baby happy . It would be the least I could do . I knew that her dad didn't make much money hell my trust fund held more than fifty years of his yearly income.
Becoming a doctor could wait. Until after the baby was born . But what if I never went back would I hate her for giving up my dream . I didn't want to think about that I loved her and my baby. And they needed me and that's all that mattered .I felt her tugg on my hair and that pulled me out of my thoughts I looked down at her thru my lashes in awe of her complete beauty.
My god she was fucking gorgeous how did I get so lucky to have her in my life. Her finger tips grazed my cock as she steered it to her wetness.. I groaned .. Poulling my lips to hers she inserted her tongue no doubt tasting her sweetness .. Fuuuuck that was hot . It turned me on even more than I was. I rubbed my tip along her slit and she bucked with anticipation . I couldn't tease any longer I needed to feel my self inside her. I penetrated her with my tip so slowly I thought I was going to combust . I needed to pace my self or I'd cum all over her pussy lips . A one minute man I was not . But hot damn her pussy did wonders for me. Made me want to leak my seed all in her all over her. I needed to get this nut off . I needed to bust in the worst way. I shoved my cock all the way in . slidding both hands under her ass and gripped pulling her tight to my cock I could feel my nuts slapping against her ass "oooooh" fuuck I ground my self in harder.. Grapping her ass tighter. Slamming my cock in and out. Slam. Pull. Thrust. I was cuming close . Slam. Pull. Thrust. I thrusted inside out her frantically . Fuck I was gona cum rigggght now…. "ahhhhh" I groaned out as I filled her pussy up with my lovely nut…
A/N: this next part has been extremely difficult to write as I'm sure it will be to read. It deals with the subject of abortion , the right for a women to choose. Now I know it is a touchy subject and everyone has their own opinion . I'm all for pro life but I also support pro choice , I truly am on the fence when it comes down to having one . Ultimately I believe its up to the individual woman and her right to make a choice that she herself can live wit…
Bpov
We laid in each other arms until the morning I tossed and turned all night not because I couldn't sleep fuck I was exhausted . My body still reeling from my first experience with multiplies. I was basking in the joys of sex. But I was afraid what the morning would hold for us . I felt he was holding back words he wanted to say. words I needed to hear but didn't want to hear. Nothing would change for us .
Things would only go down hill from here. I dreamt of a beautiful baby that looked just like him with his bronze tousled hair and his intense green eyes. Yes I dream of a boy that would one day turn in to a man a good man like his father. Then I dream of how life would be if he gave up his dreams to support us . Granted his family had money but from what I see of Edward he wouldn't live off his parents money he needed to make a life for himself and with me it wouldn't be possible .
We are two young stupid kids that got caught in the mix of having unprotected sex. Its my fault how many times did I see my birth control dispenser and not once did I pop it open and take one. Its his fault he didn't know me from a hole in the wall and here he was busting nuts left and right in me .. What the fuck he thought was gona happen I'm young and fertile . I never worried with Mike I guess because he always used condoms and I never wanted sex with him and I still don't he does absolutely nothing for me. Fuck then there is Mike's threats he broke my damn wrist I couldn't put anyone else in jeopardy of his lunacy .
Maybe if he thought the baby wasn't his or if I told him I married the scumbag he will walk away from me and fore fill his dream . I couldn't take that away from him .I would rather him hate me now then hate me later when he realized he made a mistake .
It would destroy him to give that up for me and this baby. Fuck then there's me I'm only 17 did I really even want a kid. I don't have a pot to piss in or a fucking window to throw it out of. I have never thought about pro life vs. pro choice . I never thought that I would be faced with this decision . Having an abortion was a huge decision . But never the less it was my choice and my choice only . My life was fucked up until Renee married Phil. We moved from city to city apartment to apartment . She worked two lousy jobs and I was stuck in day care or after school programs and when Renee couldn't afford them any more I had to go home and wait until she came home then stay alone while she went to her night job . I was a true latch key kid..
I swore when I became a mom I wouldn't subject my kid to any part of the life I led . I know what I have to do . I continued to play with his hair while he laid on my breast pretending to be asleep. I felt him sigh heavily I knew this was weighing heavy on his as well. I shifted slightly to let him know I was awake. I looked at the window with the sunlight peeking thru the curtains I silently prayed that today would be a good day. As his alarm clock radio softly played Aero smith I don't want to miss a thing.
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
This song must have been written for me ..
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
I could feel the sting of tears blurring my eyes I didn't want to miss a thing with him ..
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
I thank god that he allowed me to spend this precious time with an Angel
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
I tossed and turned all night thinking of the heart break I 'm going to cause myself …
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And yet I cant find myself to regret one moment that I spent with him ….
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I wanted to lay here with him forever and pretend that the world didn't exist beyond us…
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
As the tears silently fell from my tired eyes and as I stroked his hair trying to show him the love I felt. I knew I would miss everything about him..
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
I could feel him caress my belly as the song played on I wonder if he too felt how I felt .
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
I wiped the tears from my eyes I didn't want him to see me this way . All puffed and red eyed was not how I wanted him to remember the times we shared. I loved him and I wanted him to feel it even if I never had the balls to say it..
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing
I love you Edward Anthony Masen Cullen. You have showed me what it is like to feel loved and I will take that love and pray in will help me with my hell of a marriage and I pray my love for you will be enough to keep you safe and away from harm. I love you baby and I hope one day you will forgive me.
I let out a shaky sigh as he kissed the center of my chest . My heart he kissed my heart and it was his it belonged to him and always will.
" are you awake love"
" yes I am Edward"
" great song isn't it love"
"yes great song"
"well then I guess since were both here and we both like it. It should be our song"
" yes it should" I said as I tried to wipe my tears he reached his fingers across my wet cheek .
" sorry I mumbled the words of the song.."
" I know. I feel the same way love" I nodded my head as he laid his forehead against mine
" I don't want to miss a thing Bella"
" I don't want to miss a thing either Edward" he kissed my lips and wiped the rest of my tears away.
" are you hungry"
" no not really " but my traitor stomach grumbled
' Well I guess somebody is hungry your stomach growled at me"
" I guess I'm a bit hungry" he kissed my belly lovingly I sighed knowing things would change between us soon and he would possibly hate me. I fought back the stinging tears developing in my eyes again . I could lay here with him forever but life is not that kind and my life is even worse.I was married to Mike and I know if I didn't let go of Edward he would make my life a living hell.
" I'm heading down stairs to see what I can whip together for you love" he pried himself off of me and stood with his cock at attention in all his morning glory.. I reached up and pulled him by his erection .
" first things first" I smiled evilly
"I know what I want for breakfast"
" what do you want . I aim to please"
" hmm for starter's I'll have Edward on a platter "
" ahhh" he groaned
" then I have cock in my mouth " I giggled
"followed by cock in my pussy"
"ending with hot come all over my breast "
" fuck Bella what a way to start a morning" he groaned as I squeezed him and pulled him towards my anxiously awaiting hot mouth
" Breakfast of champions" I said before my mouth plummeted on his engorged cock .
"ahhhhh" he fought to focus I felt his hands in my hair "fuccck"
" I wont last like this " he pushed me on my back and thrusted in me in one swift move . Pounding away rigorously as he brought us to the brink of ecstasy he pulled out and shot his hot cum all over my aching breast watching him stroke out the last of his cum on my tits sent me into my own orgasm . I reached my hand over my breast and swiped my finger across his cum and brought my cum soaked finger to my lips and suck his nut off my finger.
" fucccck.. Shitttt.. Damn .. Baby that was so fucking hott.." I smiled seductively I just hoped that he would always remember the good times and the spectacular sex we had .
" breakfast will never be the same after today" I nodded my head
" oo yeah I have to agree with you .
Epov
I jumped out of the shower fully energized and ready to face the day but not before I had the pleasure of making my girl breakfast . Shit is that what she was . Hell that's what I wanted her to be . All I knew is that if walked away and just let her leave she'd be stuck in my head like a sweet melody. She could be any where she wanted to be but she decided to be here with me it wasn't coincidence it was meant to be. I know that I would have to tell her how I felt about her. And of course the baby . When that song played this morning the words fit perfectly I don't want to miss anything about her . Or my child for that matter.
She didn't say it wasn't mine . I think that it could be we've been together long enough fucking like rabbits. But I still had a small doubt in the back of my head that it could be Mike's she never said that she didn't have sex with him. And he was her fiancé. Damn it. it should be me not scumbag. He didn't deserve her. I could make her happy .. Fuck I ran my hands thru my hair I hated the thought of anyone else inside my sweetness.. Than again he must not be that big cuz damn she felt super tight an even bled a bit when we first started having sex. I needed to feed her then we would talk .
I also needed to speak to my dad. I shut the shower off and quickly toweled my self dry. I walked past my bed to see she was laying on her stomach with her eyes closed god I hope that doesn't hurt the baby. I smiled I couldn't wait to see her belly swollen with my child growing inside of her I hope it would be a girl . With big beautiful brown doe like eyes. chest nut brown locks framing her beautiful face .
I sighed I knew already she would have me wrapped around her fingers sort of the way her mother has gotten me. I pushed some fallen hair back off her face and kissed her forehead . " shower is all yours love" she mumbled some incoherent gibberish and I dressed in my jeans and tugged on a wife beater as I headed to down stairs. I whipped up some banana nut pancakes. Bacon . why cuz turkey bacon sucks. Now I'm all for healthy eating but fuck that shit was nasty. I don't skimp on taste .
A egg white and spinach , tomato and feta cheese omelet . Rye toast with butter . coffee for my self and some decaf tea for her. she didn't need no caffeine . It was bad for the baby. I laid everything out on the table and snipped the Lilies from my mom garden and set off to wake her sleepy ass up when I heard my dad in his office .
" hey got a minute"
" sure son what's up" he motioned for me to sit down fuck I was bad at this shit .I didn't know how to say this without sounding like him getting pissed . Fuck I'm throwing my cards up and let the pieces fall where they will damn it.
" Well " I started still trying to find the right words. Fuck …
"yes son"
" well you know Bella is pregnant" he stood up from his desk
" yes I do " he eyed me up and down looking confused
" well I think the baby may be mine. And I will do anything for her and my child . The fact is I think that I'm in love with her and I think . I hope she feels the same about me." my dad slammed his hands down on his desk
" this sounds like déjà vu to me . Are you fucking serious . Edward.. This is a joke right " he held up his hands without letting me speak
" Alice told me that Bella is engaged . How do you know its your's . who is her fiancée"
" Mike"
"Mike who"
" Newton"
"Newton" he screamed slamming his fist on his desk again
" are you fucking serious great yet another fucking scandal involving god damn Mike Newton . didn't you learn your fucking lesson the first time . Well what the fuck are you going to do now"
" I'll do what ever I have to do. I'll ask her to marry me" I shrugged I really would I could picture us getting married and anxiously waiting the arrival of our little princess
" are you insane what about medical school . What about your dreams Edward"
"it can wait"
" are you seriously gona throw your life away for some girl and a child that may not be yours"
" it's the right thing to do"
" the fucking right thing to do would have been wearing a fucking condom."
" well dad were beyond that point now"
" well I'll have a talk with her I'm more than sure we can do business if it is your child "
" she's not for sale she's not like that"
" don't be ridiculous son they all have their price. She is no different"
" she isn't like her and she wont take your damn money. I will be there for her and the baby if it is mine and if that means dropping out of medical school than so be it"
" over my dead body I refuse to let some little bitch who couldn't keep her fucking legs closed to destroy my son future even if he is to fucking blind to realize it . You have one fucking year left and your ready to throw it away on a piece of ass. I will handle this."
" dad she isn't like that she isn't trying to trap me Bella is a good person"
" so what then . Child support. Again"
" no I want more than that I want to see my child "
"just like what's her name"
" leave Madison out of this .she is innocent and she's your.."
" the results are still out on that" he interrupted me
" Edward I will handle this . She wont ruin your life I wont allow it" he said slamming his fist down again
I heard a noise from the hallway and looked up to see Bella . She was crying. I turned to go to her .
"baby I'm sorry about that . He's just overacting" I tried hugging her but she pulled away
" no he's right . I wont ruin your life"
"what no don't be silly"
" it doesn't matter any way the baby isn't yours and I plan on having a abortion" she shrugged trying to fight the tears spilling from her eyes
"its not mine" I said dazed
" no its Mike's what did you think that I wasn't fucking him" she laughed
" look Edward we had a blast I enjoyed fucking you but seriously that all it was.. I'm going to marry Mike and move so please tell your dad he has nothing to worry about" she touched my cheek before she dealt the death blow.
" last night was great really but I cant see you anymore" and she turned on her heels and headed towards the front door . I felt like my heart was ripped out of my chest and served with that fucking breakfast I prepared for her. Fuck what the fuck happened… I slumped down to the bottom step and tugged my fingers thru my hair..