What If?
Bella Swan's POV
I now had to make the most difficult choice of my existence, Edward Cullen, a vampire, or Jacob Black, a werewolf, would be able to spend the rest of their lives with me, but who should I pick? If I picked Edward, I would be as good as picking death, because the only way to stay with Edward was to become a vampire myself, or if I picked Jacob, I would be able to live, but I and Jacob would both die at different times, because technically, Jacob was not aging, which was bugging me, a great deal.
"Hmmm. Whoa—oh. Oh—whoa. Oh whoa oh. Maybe this was meant to be. Maybe now it should be me. Been dreaming of this forever, but I feeling so confused. It's hard to see what's right, between you and I. And I don't know what to do. For we'd stay together always, is the promise we made. But suddenly it's not so clear and I'm being pulled both ways. And it's breaking my heart, tearing me apart. It's impossible to choose. What if I don't try? What if I do? Everything that I've dreamed is right in front of me. If I win, what would I lose? How could I learn to live wondering what if?"
I was unsure of what my decision really should be, and really didn't want to end up choosing wrong, before it's too late. I knew only had weeks before my final decision, as a human was made, and that if I chose wrong, I wouldn't be able to turn back time and change everything to the way it was supposed to be, the way I wanted things to be, because either I would be a vampire or with Jacob Black.
"Ooo. Oh whoa oh. Things would never be the same. Maybe, that's the price of fame. Been waiting for this forever. It's close enough for me to touch. But if I don't go for it, I might always regret, but is worth us breaking up? Oh, we'd stay together always is the promise we made. But suddenly it's not so clear and I don't know where to turn. And it's breaking my heart, tearing me apart. It's impossible to choose. What if I don't try? What if I do? Everything that I've dreamed is right in front of me. If I win what would I lose? How could I learn to live wondering."
I was soon out of time to decide between being human and being vampire, and my heart said be a vampire, while my mind said stay human and finally I went with my heart and chose to become a vampire.
"What if I would've tried? I could shine, even fly. I don't wanna realize. After it's too late and see it all pass me by. If I do, if I don't, will I ever really know what the future, before it slips away? Could be the chance of a lifetime. Oh, whoa, whoa, oh. Whoa, oh. Yeah yeah, yeah. Oh whoa. Oh whoa. Oh whoa oh. And it's breaking my heart, tearing me apart. It's impossible to choose. What if I don't try? What if I do? Everything that I've dreamed is right in front of me. If I win, what would I lose? How could I learn to live wondering what if? I never want to say what if."
The End