Mpov
How did this all begin

I am a douche, a fucking scumbag, I knew this I didn't need anyone to tell me how fucked up that I was I knew it deep down I knew I fucked up severely, I had scared a woman into marrying me. I Threatened to kill her, her family and the man she loved. Beat her because she isn't her. The one I love . I raped her when I couldn't get laid because she had her period.

I mentally abuse her because I don't want to be with her. But I cant leave her. I hate her son because I know its his son. The man I fucking loathed. I ran my fingers thru my stiff hair . As I sat by the bar and wonder how did this all begin. Edward FUCKING Cullen. I chewed the inside of my cheek rubbing my fingers numbly across my jaw.

I cant remember a time that Edward and I weren't best friends I have known him since kindergarten. We had a love hate relationship there was always an immense competition between us . Who got better grades , who played better sports and if course who fucked the most chicks in our freshmen year. We were tied he had three and I had three then she came along and I had fucked her I knew I got her first but Cullen vowed he could get her . So sure of his self. So fucking confident .Then his cocky ass made the bet I couldn't refuse the keys to his fucking Ashton Martin , that car made my dick hard and he knew it. And if I lost he would broadcast that sex tape he had of me losing my virginity to his housekeeper Maria.

I took that wager all to quickly, I hadn't thought would it do to mine and Jessica's relationship I was in love with her and she said she loved me back, I didn't tell him that I was in love with her or that I had already fucked her, Jessica's parents were strict and she was a virgin when I hit that, she said the only way she would continue to see me is if I had kept it a I secret. I agreed not knowing this stupid secret would cost me everything. I had arranged it with her told her that if she wouldn't fuck him I would give her the car, she said she wasn't interested in fucking him. But would like to blackmail him with some pictures against his girlfriend Heidi she hated her because Heidi started a rumor in school that Jessica's dad tried to molest her when she slept over. And she wanted her heart broken I agreed to help get him drunk then take some pictures of the two of them in a compromising positions as long as she didn't really fuck him

I never thought she would do it. I fucking hated him. No girl could resist his fucking velvet voice or his fucking smooth charms, and I did have to say his body was tight for a 15 year old. I slammed my shot and chugged my chaser , I felt my cell vibrate I knew it was her. I told her I'd be there by 10 and it was only 900 so I had another hour I glanced at the text

"are you on your way baby"

"Be there soon just have her asleep" my dick twitched I knew I be up in there soon. I loved her and told her I would leave Bella for her but I just haven't done it yet .

So here we were the night he said she would give it up to him I had been hiding in the closet and he lured her up there on the pretense of getting some quiet time away from the party. They were both drunk she leaned in and kissed him, he started taking off her clothes. She was straddling his hips I could see he was into it.

I slipped out of the closet and started snapping pictures as I looked closer I could see that his dick was really in her and she was fucking enjoying it. I was furious I slipped out of his room in search of Heidi and told her Edward wanted her in his room. She caught the two of them so Jessica never got to use that blackmail against him.

A month later Jessica came to me and told me she was pregnant I told her it wasn't mine and she should ask Edward since she was fucking him. I knew it was mine. Edward never fucked without a condom even that night in a drunken stupor he bagged his shit I saw him. He just couldn't remember. Besides I didn't need the fucking scandal from her. After the news hit Edward parents made him take responsibility of what happened with her. While they waited for the paternity test. While my dad praised me for not being so stupid as Edward I wanted to tell him that the baby was mine but I couldn't disappoint him. He had always put me down in comparison to Edward, I could never amount to anything compared to Edward . And when the shit hit the fan he was proud of me and looked down on Edward and I couldn't change that. Jessica hated me for months but she wouldn't say that I was the father until she knew for sure . I secretly submitted to a paternity test after she he had the baby a girl Madison Riley but she wouldn't say a word about the father she didn't want any one especially her parents to know that she was sleeping to two boys at the same time.

Yes its true she had been fucking Edward for months I knew about it and I wanted to take her away from him and I succeeded in fucking her but to my error I fell in love with her when I should have just left her. She said she knew it was mine but Edward had already stepped forward and she wasn't going to say anything about me that's when she hatched the plan to take his father's hush money and set us a place some where. She forged documents stating Edward was the father and began cashing checks Carlisle sent her than Edward started sending money as well he didn't know that his dad paid her 100,000.00 to get out of his life. But he felt he needed to support his daughter.

But he wanted another DNA test performed that was a year and a half ago when she moved to Phoenix. She sent me a letter and a picture of Maddi god she looked just like me. I knew that I needed to be with them so when Bella came up with the idea of moving back to her home town in Az I couldn't miss the opportunity, my parents fell in love with her and give us their blessings that we wanted to get married and were ecstatic that she was having a baby.

A baby I full hardly thought was mine until that kid's eyes turned the color of that bastard, that's when the beatings started I was so fucking angry all the time and it just happened now I didn't know how to make shit right I wanted to be with Jessica and Maddison but I had destroyed Bella and her son in the process, I had mad all these horrible lies about her dad being corrupt up. When I knew it was really my dad that was taking bribes and handling the Mayor's dirty affairs. I am grade A scumbag number 1. And this is the life I lead.

A married man committing adultery with a woman I love. And beating and abusing a woman I used to go across the states to be closer to the other woman. It has fucked me up so serious that I started doing steroids to help my performance in football and ended up getting fucking caught due to the mandatory drug testing. Fuck I'm so fucking screwed I swallowed back the rest of my beer and headed towards Jessica's house. I will probably go to hell for all of this but right now as I adjusted my crotch I just couldn't bring myself to give a shit

Epov

Its official less than 72 fucking hours until I take the plunge and get married less than 48 fucking hours until my bachelor party. Less than 24 fucking hours before my plane lands in Forks. I glance down at Tanya's sleeping face. There she slept clueless asleep on my shoulder. I hadn't told her to much about the real me. I wondered if it would make a difference knowing everything about me.

She knew my family had money but she didn't realize that they were the Cullen's the most influential family in Forks. Yes my parents money ran deep they came from old money. Money from my Grandfather Anthony and Grandmother Elizabeth they owned half of forks before they sold it and moved to Italy. I never really knew where his money came from I just knew he had a lot of it.

Its not like I lied to her I just didn't tell her. She still calls me Anthony she doesn't even know my name well my full name anyway. How could I possible marry this women she doesn't know dick about me , well dick she does know, but no shit else. My mother is supportive of my decisions as always she said who ever makes me happy will make her happy.

My dad was a bit more vocal telling me I was making a huge mistake I was to young did I really want a burden of marriage at this soon. I told him I was a man of my word I asked her to marry me she said yes and I would honor my word , that's the man he raised me to be. I assured him that I was in no rush to have kids, even though Tanya claims she is on the pill I take no chances I wrap my shit up every time were together. I already lost two kids and I wasn't trying on having one at this time. often I think of Maddison the only picture I have of her is when she was two holding a stuffed elephant I gave her. I loved the little girl but I felt no bond to her. I guess its because all the drama that went down with Jessica.

Shit was fucked up with her from the start. She single handedly ruined my friendship with Mike. We were fucking best friends since kindergarten and she took it away the moment she tricked me into fucking her. Mike and I were always competitive in everything we did it was who we were, I always got better grades, won the most awards in sports. Had the most chicks sweating me .

It all goes back to that stupid fucking bet. I had messed around with Jessica but I didn't fuck her I never had the intention to do so. She would just give me head from time to time. I had a feeling that Mike was in love with her but he was to embarrassed to say so. that's when I called the fucking bet to get him to admit it. The keys to my Vanquish my baby if I could fuck her, I knew that I could that shit wasn't even a competition I knew I could have her at any time, I just wanted him to admit that he was in love with her.

I have done a lot of fucked up shit in my day, I played with girls emotions and fucked them and left them. Grade A cock sucker number one. But Jessica paid me back in spades I didn't even hate her. I just wanted to see my daughter. She has made it impossible since I asked her for another paternity test, I could have been a scumbag and stopped her child support payments while we waited for the test results.

I wouldn't have even asked for a new test if it wasn't that Esme made a joke about finding a used condom tangled up in my sheets the day after Mike and my party, it was the day she tricked me into fucking her. I lost my best friend and Heidi in the same day. It caused me to have suspicion and I wanted another test but she took off running saying I had my test already. I had Jenks tailing her but he could never pin point where she was at then last year she stopped cashing my child support checks they were being returned to me and her trail stopped cold.

I wondered where she could be and if I would ever be a father to Maddison. that brings me to Isabella the day she told me she was pregnant I was beyond happy I never knew how badly I wanted to be a dad, and how much I missed out on Jessica's pregnancy with Maddison, then she snatched that rug right from under me by aborting my baby. I felt the plane descend signaling our arrival in to Forks. I gently shook Tanya

" wake up T were landing" I shook her again she just snuggled deeper against me fuck I may need to throw some water in her fucking face.

"babe please wake up" she seem to respond to sweet talk

" I'm awake Anthony just don't want to open my eyes"

"good dream" I asked

" yes dreaming of our wedding" I didn't know what to say I knew we were getting married I just didn't want to talk about the wedding and all its detail every fucking second of the got damned day. I sigh and pushed forward so she would get off me. Turing on my cell I dialed Emmett number to make sure his ass was waiting to pick us up I didn't feel like taken a cab I wanted to drive my baby. The need for speed..

Bpov

I had been contemplating accepting that job in forks for a few days. I wanted to leave but to be honest I'm scared shitless to be out on my own,. Even though Mike had abused and battered my ass he had always taken care of me and Anthony we had a decent place to live food in the refrigerator and all the bills paid. I constantly thought what if I wasn't able to do that what if I wasn't able to provide a good life for my son, what if I couldn't make ends meet and we were tossed out in the street.

What if I made his life worse by running. I declined the offer to Angela three times during the week. But I hadn't taken into consideration Mike. He came home in a stupor as usual but he was more ornery and I didn't understand what lite his flame tonight I tried to stay away from him, I placed his dinner on a fold up table in the living since he liked to watch the game drink a beer and eat. Anthony has been more active and was trying to pull himself up to stand.

I went in the kitchen to get a refill when I heard a loud crash Anthony had knocked down the table and Mike had backhanded him when I heard him scream and saw Mike with his hand print across Anthony's little face something inside of me snapped I grabbed a knife from the drawer and flew into the living room and held that blade against Mike throat I grabbed Anthony with one hand
" you don't ever fucking lay your hand on my son again" I stuck the point into him

" your stupid son knocked my dinner over"

" I will fucking kill you where you stand , slice your balls up and feed you them for dinner if you ever try to touch him again" my mistake was I turned my back on him to get Anthony safe and out the way he grabbed me by my hair knocked the knife out of my hand and flung me to the floor punching and kicking me in the stomach.

I crawled myself into a ball and pushed him off of me with my legs and all the force I could muster up. He stumbled backwards. You see since I had been practicing a routine with Angela she also taught me self defense in the form of Tae Kwon Do so I round housed his ass making him bleed from his lip before he slumped to the ground I grabbed Anthony made my way upstairs and began packing I'm going to Forks….