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Chapter 2:
Dean continued to kiss me, and I felt frozen. I started to shake. What was I supposed to do? Kiss him back?
Dean felt me shudder and pulled away from me. He looked into my eyes and then froze. His eyes went wide with shock and he stepped away. He started to pace the floor.
"Dean?" I asked. He didn't answer. "Dean!" I asked a little louder. Dean stopped and looked at me. "You are a virgin, aren't you?" he asked. "A what?" I asked. Dean's eyes got bigger. He continued to pace and then spoke. "You have never had sex, have you ever kiss a guy?" he asked. I nodded. "Yes, you." was all I said. Dean stopped and looked at me. He walked up to me and took my hands in his.
"Tell me the truth Maria, how were you raised?" he asked. I looked into Dean's eyes and saw true concern. I told him how I was raised to be pure for him, so that he as a hunter would have only me to come home to. How, I was raised to never explore passions of any kind, and how I was never allowed to have a boyfriend due to the fact that I was already taken.
When I had finished Dean was sitting across the room in a chair with his head in his hands. He turned to me when I had finished and studied me. "So for you, you believe that you are just supposed to lay down, and let me have my way with you?" he asked. I nodded. "That's what I've been taught." I said. Dean swore and got up and sat down next to me.
"Maria," he said taking my hands. "That's not how it's supposed to be. There's supposed to be passion and pleasure." he said. "It's intimacy between a man and his wife, and we are the only two people that matter in the world, not you laying there while I have my fill of you." he said. I nodded and took what he was saying.
"Well, what do I do. I have never done this before." I said. Dean smiled at me and took my hands in his. "We will do this together, and not till you feel you are ready, but until then, you need some clothes, because you are crazy beautiful, and I'm afraid that we might...I might do something I'll regret." he said. I sighed and felt the tears come to my eyes.
"Wait, so being with me is something you will regret?" I asked between sobs. Dean quickly turned to face me and ran next to me. "NO...No...No, that's not what I'm saying. I would love nothing more than to make love to you right now, I just don't think you are ready for that, let alone know what is supposed to happen." he said. I sighed.
"Teach me then." I said. Dean looked at me like I was crazy. Then he spoke. "You want me to teach you?" he said. I Nodded. "How else am I supposed to learn?" I asked. Dean sighed. "I don't know, maybe a book?" he said.
I sighed. "Ok, I guess that settles it then. I'm going to bed." I said. I got up and started to walk around the bed to pull the covers down. "This is not how I imagined my wedding night going." I said to myself. Dean turned around and walked up to me. He spun me around and kissed me with a passion that was so great, I felt my legs go to jelly. Dean placed me on the bed and continued to kiss me. Our kiss ended and Dean and I were both gasping for breath.
"I'll teach you, if you teach me how to be a good husband." he said. "I'm not going to lie. I have had a lot of women." he said. I Nodded. I had figured as much but I didn't care. "Yes, Dean, teach me and I'll teach you." was all I said before his lips crashed onto mine.
The next thing I know, my robe was off. Dean pulled away and ripped off his shirt. He bent over me and kissed me. I felt my stomach grow with wanting more. I leaned into his touch as he caressed my body so delicately.
Dean pulled back and looked at me. I felt his gaze linger over my body and felt a blush creep up my body as he did. Dean smiled and pulled his pants off. I gasped. Dean looked down and then looked at me. "Too fast?" he asked. I shook my head no.
"Is this going to hurt?" I asked. Dean smiled and kissed me then answered. "Just the first time and only for a few moments." he said. I nodded and watched as Dean crawled onto the bed. He carefully undid the lingerie and pulled it off me. I was now naked. I felt my arms cover myself and as Dean looked back to me, he noticed this. His brows turned in disappointment and he spoke.
He turned to look at my body and his hands took mine in his and he spoke as he pulled my hands away. "Don't ever cover yourself. You are beautiful he said as he took in my body.
I nodded and Dean kissed me again. Our bodies were pressed together, and the passion that Dean had just talked about began, but was cut short when the phone rang. Dean groaned and got up off me. I flipped onto my stomach and watched as Dean walked over to the table and picked up the phone.
"This better be important! I was kind of busy!" he said into the phone. I heard Sam on the other line but could not hear what he was saying.
"Ok, Sammy, calm down, we are on our way!" he said. I looked at Dean as he turned to me and spoke.
"Dad called Sam on his hunt. He is hurt and we need to get him." said Dean.
I nodded and proceeded to get up but Dean smiled and jumped on the bed.
"Not so fast." he said. I smiled and looked as Dean kissed me again. I moaned into his lips as did Dean.
"We should probably go." I said in between kissed. Dean groaned and spoke. "You are right, but first." He said. He pulled me to him and flipped me onto my back and was soon over me once again. He kissed me again and again and I felt like my brain was floating on clouds.
I felt his hands all over my body that had never been touched before, and it felt so amazing.
The next thing I knew, Dean was grunting as he caressed me and kissed me. What was I supposed to do? I smiled into Dean's kisses and Dean pulled away with a smile. "We really should go." he said. I gasped. I was full of fire, and he wanted to stop. I sighed and leaned up.
"Ok, I don't see why we can't wait till tomorrow though." I said. Dean smiled. "I have created a monster, and I have not even gotten to the good part yet." he said. I nodded and Dean chuckled and crawled off the bed.
We got dressed, Dean gave me some of his clothes, till we could buy me some. checked out of the hotel, and headed to Sam.