Dear Mattie,

I miss you. My dreams are lonely without you. I know you're not real, but I can't help but feel like you might be… I feel like if I met you in real life it would be like that French fairytale, Sleeping Beauty. The version where the girl wakes up after a kiss, and claims that she fell in love with her rescuer in a dream, long before he even knew about her. I wish it could be that way, but I don't believe in fairytales. Maybe I'll believe just this once. Maybe then I can love the real you. It's 3:41 in the morning, I'll have to wake up in three hours. I still need to go to sleep though. If anything I need to sleep off the the Vodka in my system. It was a gift from Russia. I said that I would only drink a shot or two. Well, now I just need to throw away the empty bottle, and go to bed.

Forever waiting

Gilbert