"Stupid Girls"

Aha, aha

Stupid girl, stupid girls, stupid girls

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back
Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Erica sat on the floor of her bedroom closet curled up in on herself. She couldn't believe it. Stiles..funny, loud, and talks to much Stiles..dead. She hiccuped and tried not to cry. She didn't deserve to cry. Didn't deserve to feel anything but guilt and self hate but she felt more, a thousand things at once. The police hadn't been able to hold her for long, despite everything none of them were going to be locked up in jail, as far as she knew anyway. Her parents had picked her up and she hadn't seen any of the others just Mrs. McCall sobbing in the front office. Her parents couldn't look at her and when they had, the disgust and anger was clear on their faces. She could smell it even all the way up there in her room. She covered her ears and tried to muffle out the sound of their talking down stairs. Reform school, an all girl's reform school on the other side of the country.

Go to Fred Segal, you'll find them there
Laughing loud so all the little people stare
Looking for a daddy to pay for the champagne
(Drop a name)
What happened to the dreams of a girl president
She's dancing in the video next to 50 Cent

She couldn't look herself in mirror now, she looked up at the clothes that were in her closet. Her old ones, the ones she had loved and picked just for herself. She then looked down at the outfit she wore. Stiles had been right, she had turned into a stupid girl, too much like Lydia and her groupies. She had been envious of them, she use to have dreams, to prove in other ways she was better, smarter and she had thrown it all away on a chance of power that while had cured her for the most part, didn't remove it all. She'd become everything she swore she never would be if she ever got better.

They travel in packs of two or three
With their itsy bitsy doggies and their teeny-weeny tees
Where, oh where, have the smart people gone?
Oh where, oh where could they be?

At the police station they had shown her the video of her smashing the pipe into Stiles head, thankfully she'd been out of sight when she ripped it off and then tossing him into the dumpster. She had then been informed that Stiles had spent three days in the hospital when he finally managed to get there almost a day later. That she was lucky he hadn't pressed charges. When she asked about how they got the video, she'd been informed it had been found in a box of stuff that had been hidden in Stiles room, along with other evidence to abuse done to him by her and the others. Particularly one nasty discussion that was her, Lydia and Allison tearing into him at one of the local stores. Making fun of him, calling him a loser. Saying everything back at him that had ever been said to her.

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back
Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back
Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Acting like any other stupid girl, it had gotten her some of what she wanted but it cost her so much more. She'd done all the things she remembered girls doing in movies, flipping her hair, wearing slutty clothes, buying several slutty push up bras and showing off her figure. She had even kissed Derek..gods that had been a stupid mistake and she had only done it to hurt Stiles because she knew..she knew the truth and it was petty revenge for him not noticing her, at least she thought he hadn't.

(Break it down now)
Disease's growing, it's epidemic
I'm scared that there ain't a cure
The world believes it and I'm going crazy
I cannot take any more
I'm so glad that I'll never fit in
That will never be me
Outcasts and girls with ambition
That's what I wanna see
(Come on)
Disasters all around
World despaired
Your only concern
Will it fuck up my hair

She had never really fit in and hadn't realized that was the perfect thing to be all along. She had traded one disease for another. Went from being herself to a monster. She closed her fist tightly and started to sob into her arms. She had tried texting Boyd but he wasn't answering so she was sure he was still at the station or was ignoring her, which she wouldn't blame him for the latter.

Maybe if I act like that (do like this), that guy will call me back
Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
Baby if I act like that (Oh, Oh-Oh, Do you think?), flipping my blond hair back (Do you think?)
Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl (Yeah, yeah)

(Do ya think? Do ya think? Do ya think?)
(I like this, like this, like this)
Pretty will you fuck me girl, silly I'm so lucky girl
Pull my head and suck it girl, stupid girl!
Pretty would you fuck me girl, silly I'm so lucky girl
Pull my head and suck it girl, stupid girl!

She finally got what she wanted only to find out it was nothing what she thought. She stepped out her closet after a moment in a fit and looked at herself in the mirror. It wasn't her, it was a monster. She screamed her eyes flashing a brief yellow and smashed it before tearing into her room destroying almost everything of the new self she had created. It didn't dull the pain in her heart but it did relief some of the need to destroy.

(Baby) Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back
(Baby if I) Push up my bra like that, stupid girl!

Maybe if I act like that (maybe if I act like that), that guy will call me back (that guy will call me back)
Porno Paparazzi girl (Porno Paparazzi girl), I don't wanna be a stupid girl (stupid girl)
Baby if I act like that (maybe if I act like that), flipping my blond hair back (flipping my blond hair back)
Push up my bra like that (push up my bra like that), I don't wanna be a stupid girl (stupid girl)

'It's a shame about her, I actually liked that one.'

'She just never let anyone see the real her.' Stiles said softly watching Erica break down again in tears. 'Maybe now she'll stop acting like some stupid girl and be herself again.'

'You can only hope but I wouldn't hold my breath.'

'And every body wonders where I learned my horrible scene of humor from' Stiles replied with a snort as a howl was heard from outside. 'Sounds like Isaac has been released.'

"We'll lets go check on the little brat.'

["stupid girl" throughout:]
Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back
Push up my bra like that,
Stupid girl
Stupid girl
Stupid girl