"Caught Like A Fly" by Falling in Reverse
Attention, attention everyone!
I got a couple of things
I would like to get off of my chest
Haha
Friends
Who the fuck needs them?
You know who you are!
Eh hmm.
Isaac was curled up in the woods sobbing and howling though he tried to keep quiet. He'd been turned lose by the police but instead of going back to Derek's loft like he should have he'd gone to his old home that still stood empty. It would be legally his once he was older but for now it just sat there. He'd curled up on the floor of the basement near the old freezer watching it with wide eyes as if any moment now his father would come down the stairs and force him inside of it.
Caught like a fly
In a web of your lies
It's truth be told now
Or it's meet your demise
He'd never been this horrible, he remember being sweet and loved by both his parents and his older brother who he had worshiped and wanted to be like so badly. Could remember be a child in the same class as Stiles and how Stiles always smiled at him and offered to share his cookies because his mom always packed him three and Erica always got the second one if she was there, it went to Boyd if she wasn't and then Stiles would still split the cookie with him if Boyd and Erica were there. How..how had they fallen so far from being friends to this?
So how did it feel?
When you held the knife
That you stuck right in my back
A thousand times
Absolute power can corrupt he heard Stiles say in his head. It had been a stupid argument about superheros and one of the last things he had talked about with Stiles as kids. Stiles had to deal with the death of his mother and then..he couldn't quite remember the second but he knew it completely ruined Stiles for a few years. Isaac's mother had also died and Stiles tried to connect with him but Isaac had pushed him away. Telling him that he only needed his brother and father and no one else. Then his brother died.
Your grandfather would probably roll in his grave
If he knew of that person that you had became
I will not just lay down and take this
Not again, not again
Gods, if his brother saw him now. He whimpered in thought of the disappointment he would have. Isaac had become everything his father had after losing both his wife and oldest. Nothing but a monster wearing the skin of a person.
Oh, you have left my heart, black and blue
Just like your father did to you
He'd done to Stiles what his father had done to him (except he hadn't locked the other into a freezer) but what he had done was just as bad. He took advantage of the others kindness. He'd re-payed it with pain. Stiles who hadn't put up with his shit, who smiled even after he'd nearly been beaten to death by one of the Alpha pack. Who let him sleep in his bed when he didn't feel safe in the loft by his self. He'd used Stiles only to repay him with neglect and pain.
How does it feel, knowing you're barely alive
See through bloodshot eyes, you're left empty inside
Where I was, strung out and drug through the mud
I must agree, you're just like me
He had watched the others and more rip into Stiles emotionally and psychically but did nothing to help even when he'd heard Stiles clearly call out for help. Once even saying Isaac's name but he'd ignored it. He'd been informed by the police there was a chance of him being put into a home til he revealed that Derek, who was his legal guardian, had no clue what was going on. No one had even called the older wolf when Isaac was arrested which looked bad on their part but had been corrected when they called him. No one had told Derek yet about Stiles and he was frightened to do it. Isaac whimpered and dug his claws into his hair, he felt empty inside..it had to be the feeling Stiles had to have felt.
And when you die
I won't be at your wake
No eulogy from me
Just a smile on my face
And while God might be busy
With judging your soul
I will have slept with the girl
That you loved most
You have left my heart, black and blue
Just like your father did to you
Stiles wasn't suppose to die before any of them. Stiles was suppose to be there when the rest of them weren't. He was suppose to be the one who cracked jokes and made Derek growl and yet listen to him at the same time. He was the one who came up with the plans, who made Scott listen when it counted. No one had listened when Stiles needed them.
How does it feel, knowing you're barely alive
See through bloodshot eyes, you're left empty inside
Where I was, strung out and drug through the mud
I must agree, you're just like me
(Just like me)
(Whooaaa)
Isaac howled in misery again this time being answered by several other howls. Erica, Boyd, hell even Jackson, the last howl to join them was Scott's. It was weaker but no less pain filled.
Now how does it feel, knowing you're barely alive
See through bloodshot eyes, you're left empty inside
Where I was, strung out and drug through the mud
I must agree, you're just like me
I'm no fucking saint
But at least I'll fucking sing about it
Oh, the audacity!
Someone stepped in front of Isaac making him look up and swallow hard.
"Isaac where's Stiles?" Derek growled his eyes flashing red, something they hadn't done in since Scott had become the 'true' alpha. All Isaac could do was back away and whimper