Dean woke and it was still dark, sliding his hand along the sheets he didn't find Castiel. "Cas….Cas baby are you there?" Dean got dressed , searched the room, then the house and grounds calling for him. "Oh no, he couldn't have gone after Sam, damn it!" Dean went back to pack his gear then headed out to the cabin.
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Castiel felt lust rising through his body as he took in the scent of Sam's beautiful hair and tasted the delicate skin on his throat. The angel allowed Sam to put his arms around him, kiss Castiel full on the mouth and slide his tongue inside.
Castiel felt confused and lost. If he was to admit it to himself, to be honest he did love Dean and found him most desirable but the years he spent with the Winchester boys also allowed him to watch Sam. Castiel often stood invisible while Sam worked quietly at his computer, his long fingers typing. Castiel observed how beautiful his hands were, large, strong but the fingers looked as though they would be as comfortable at a piano as holding a knife. The errant curls falling over his face made him look angelic, and then there was Sam's body, different from Dean but as lovely. The angel felt wicked when he watched Sam shower or dress, justifying it as nothing worse than watching someone naked on the internet.
Yet here he was, coming to avenge his lover, to make Sam pay and the situation was not turning that direction.
Castiel sat up, straddling Sam, flushed and trying to control his breathing. "Sam I can't do this, I will not betray Dean. I love him. I'm taking advantage of you now, without a soul the only choices you can make are poor ones, this isn't all of you, the good part…the best part is still in the cage. "
Sam felt the rage coming and hissed "I still don't regret what I did, Dean used me for years, you took him away and I made you both feel the pain like I have to feel every day." Sam tried to pull the angel into a kiss and came up empty. Castiel was dressed and standing by the bed.
"I'm going to go now Sam, I'm stepping up efforts with Dean to get your soul back. You are a beautiful human when you are complete, Dean has been missing you and I miss you." With that the angel vanished.
Dean was almost to the cabin when Castiel appeared next to him. "Turn around Dean, there is nothing for you to do there."
"What does that mean, what happened back there? Is…is Sam ok?"
"He is as fine as he can be in this situation," Castiel turned to Dean and touched the side of his face. Dean remember when you wanted me to take you away, just you and I? I want to do that now."
Dean frowned "Now? Like right now?" Castiel grabbed his hand and the Impala was sitting back at Bobby's house.
Dean looked around, he and Castiel were sitting on the edge of a meadow surrounded by a forest. It was warm, the sun was bright and overhead Dean could make out the maple leaves in full color, dappled light hitting the rainbow of gold, green, orange and red, a warm breeze shook the trees making a soft rustling sound.
Castiel cocked his head and looked at Dean, a smile playing in his eyes, "Is this good Dean?"
Dean leaned against the tree, eyes half closed and reached out taking Castiel's hand. "This is fantastic baby, you did good." He turned to smile at the angel. "No monsters here?"
Castiel smiled and looked around, his blue eyes taking everything in. "No monsters, just you and I and anything you could possibly want. What do you desire, do you desire food, drink, a soft bed, a beautiful cabin?"
Dean pulled Castiel to his chest and held him, the memories of the last year threatening this moment but he pushed them away. What had happened to Castiel, what happened to him left mental scars even if the physical ones were gone for good. He kissed the angel gently because gentle was what he deserved.
Dean pressed his lips to his lover's ear and whispered "I was going to answer something you asked me and we kept getting interrupted. Yes, I will be yours, I give myself to you, mind, body, heart and soul and pledge to protect what we have together. I would give my life for you Castiel without thinking twice. Really baby, I love you. Dean blushed at his chick flick moment and looked down at the ground, smiling.
Castiel reached in his pocket and pulled out a small silver box, he undid the tiny lock and inside were two rings of platinum the front of each having small, inset gems, inside a word. Dean took the box and looked at the rings. Castiel pointed to the word "This is Aramaic, it is Rakhma, my unconditional love, the gems each have a meaning as well."
This one is golden helidor, it assists with battles fought and brings protection, the second is a diamond and of course it is for our love and purity but also enhances the other gems surrounding it. It is supposed to protect from poisoning but Dean" Castiel placed his hand on Dean's shoulder, "Don't test that please, I can't vouch for that. The last one is green tourmaline and will feed your spirit, keep it strong and true.
Castiel looked up at Dean and pulled a ring from the box. "Dean will you be mine and wear this as a symbol of our union to show the world and heaven what we mean to each other?"
Dean took the ring and rubbed it in his fingers, "This is really happening right?"he took in a deep breath, exhaled and closed his eyes.
Castiel set the box down and stood "I understand, I bared myself and will take whatever you decide Dean, I should give you time."
Dean looked up at the angel "Time for what? Time for me to wait till you put this on my finger? You are killin' me here Cas, get back down here and lets do this." Dean held out his left hand.
Castiel sat down again and took Dean's hand, gently sliding the ring on his finger. Dean grabbed the other ring and with trembling hands slid it on his angel's finger. "Christ, I'm so nervous, isn't that stupid? There, how does it look?" Dean held his hand next to Castiel's , "I think it looks great!" Dean smiled like a kid that won a free day at a candy shop. Dean kissed Castiel almost shyly.
"So does this mean you're my wife, I can ask you to run and get me beer? "Dean waved his hand in the air and laughed.
"Of course husband" a beer appeared and the angel handed it to Dean. Castiel had his head cocked in that amusing way of his, smile starting at the corners of his lips.
Dean drank deeply from the beer, "Wow awesome, I feel like Major Nelson and your Jeannie, I can get used to married life." Dean leaned back looking like the biggest rooster in the hen yard.
Castiel frowned, "Wait, Major Nelson….. and I'm a genie? I'm a lot of things but not a genie or should I say a Djinn, nor would we be related in any way Dean." Dean shook his head, laughed and ruffed up the angels hair," That's why I love you so damn much, you make me laugh."
"I'm glad I do if it makes you happy Dean, you make me happy" Castiel looked at his ring "very happy. What should we do now?"
Dean snapped his fingers, "I know, lets get naked and I can show you what people do on their honeymoon." Castiel made their clothes vanish, "We need to work on that, sometimes the undressing is great foreplay sweetheart." Dean pulled the angel on top of him and kissed deeply, softly, he wanted everything today gentle and loving for Castiel . To show him how good it could really feel.
"Baby, would you feel up to making love? I can make this really good for you, I can be gentle I promise" Dean ran his tongue down the angel's neck "show you how it can be when someone loves you. Do you trust me?"
Castiel looked at Dean with childlike wonder in his eyes "I trust you Dean."
Dean rolled Castiel on his back and kissed slowly down the angel's body stopping to lick a nipple and blew lightly watching it stiffen then buried his face between Castiel's legs taking in the pure, clean scent he always had. Rolling him over, Dean started at the base of the angel's spine and slowly licked his way down, parted him open gently pressed his tongue into tight muscle. Castiel groaned and Dean stopped, afraid he was hurting him but continued when Castiel pushed back to feel more.
Dean slicked his fingers in his mouth and pushed slowly to let the angel adjust to the pressure. Working his finger in he started to fuck him. Feeling brave, Castiel asked Dean for more. Soon Dean was working his angel, relaxing him with his touch and his voice.
"Your doing great babe, I love you, I wont hurt you baby." Dean withdrew his fingers and wiped the pre cum around the tip of his cock. He held the head just outside the angel's opening and then tried to enter. Castiel tensed and Dean rubbed his back "Shhh its ok, relax baby this will be gentle, promise."
Slowly he worked the head inside and Castiel gasped, Dean stopped asking if the angel was ok. "Yes Dean, it is wonderful, continue." Dean kept sliding until he was in all the way and just stopped and continued to rub his mates back. "Just get used to it, the feeling, I'm gonna move slowly."
He started to pull out and push back in slow motion. Suddenly Castiel groaned and slide back on Dean "More….please…right there." the angel made a high pitched sound, his body shaking. Dean smiled "Did I hit your sweet spot baby?"
He was rock hard and wanted to pound the hell out of that tight ass but held back like he promised, this was for Castiel. "I said I'd do this nice for you baby, maybe next time you can ride my cock hard like a rodeo, l own that ass now, that ass is mine." Dean made a guttural sound, eyes closed, balls deep and lost in the moment.
The thought just about pushed him over but he continued in a slow, even pace until the angel growled "more…I can take more...please."
Dean started to work faster until he heard Castiel orgasm. "Fuck, baby I didn't even touch your cock…so hot…you are so fucking hot." Dean shot everything he had inside the angel until he couldn't move and fell back in the grass.
Castiel put his head on his husband's chest, ragged breath becoming regular. Dean ran his fingers through his angel's damp hair and felt his hot cheek. "You ok?"
Castiel had his eyes closed, "Yes Dean, even better than ok, I love you." Dean tweaked Castiel's nose "Love you too baby."
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Sam lay there on the bed in the cabin wishing he had the level of emotions to deal with what had just happened but he didn't. Instead it was only frustration. "Maybe having my soul back wont be so bad." Sam was hoping against hope that he could be fixed and soon. He was tired of the shallow empty feelings, of having no anchor. He wanted his brother back, his old life with Dean.
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Dean woke and looked around trying to remember where he was. Holding up his hand he looked at the ring and smiled and everything was clear again. Castiel was looking out into the meadow, quietly petting the small deer lying beside him.
Dean reached out and took Castiel's hand "How you doing baby? I'm starving, I suppose its back to reality." The deer startled, got up and bounded away.
"I'm good Dean, why do we have to go back? Can't we stay here awhile longer, I have you to myself right now and wanted time to enjoy it."
Dean had never heard any ounce of possessiveness in Castiel's voice before and was surprised to hear it now but secretly pleased, he did love that feeling of belonging to Castiel and the fact he was an angel made it that much better.
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Sam hitched a ride back to Bobby's house and had the guy stop the truck about a mile away, a stranger didn't need to know where he was going. The man looked over to Sam before he got out, "Whats this crap, I I thought you were going to pay me for the ride by lettin' me take you for a drive in the fine ass you got boy."
Sam pulled a knife and held it to the man's throat, "I'm not a whore you prick, your payment is I don't gut you right here and take your truck, now fuck off and get out of here."
The man sat frozen and Sam got out and grabbed his backpack, the truck took off kicking up a flurry of gravel.
Sam got to the house in short time and knocked on the door. Bobby peeked out the curtain then threw the door open holding a shotgun. "You stay right there son, what do you want?"
Sam hung his head, hands in his pockets trying to think of what to say to the man that was like a father after everything Sam had done the last year. "Bobby, I'm so sorry, I need to see Dean, please give me a chance."
Bobby sighed "What am I gonna do with you Sam," Bobby thought about it and came up with an idea, "Ok Sam you can come in but your stayin' locked in the panic room until Dean gets here.
Bobby held his gun on Sam until he was safe with Sam locked inside. "Yah got food, water and a bucket so hang in there Sam."
Sam went up to the window in the door "Hey Bobby, when is Dean getting back, where is his?"
"Well I guess I can tell you now, he went off with Cas somewhere I think. Look Sam I found away to get your soul back, as soon as Dean gets here we can fix this all ok."
Sam slammed his fists into the door and screamed, Bobby backed away. "Let me the hell out of here! Why is Dean with the angel?" Sam's face was twisted with rage and Bobby was glad Sam couldn't get to him. Let me out..let me out now Bobby, you can take your cure and shove it!" Sam threw himself at the door and dropped to the floor, exhausted.
"Rest boy, just rest ok? Its gonna be ok." Bobby left Sam, sat at his desk and started calling out for Castiel.
TBC